Lyrics: 
I tried turning up but my stereo broke 
It was fun for a year but an ethereal hoax
smoke bowls in the back, freestyle, and then gloat 
in what used to be my home but have I grown? 
I'd like to think so. You'd really think though- 
That when things got chewy I would go solo 
but then I hit my blue note and just like Nintendo 
I played games. stayed the same. Noone cares- Ringo
I'm your least favorite Beatle
and you think my songwriting attempts are feeble 
I used to be your knight in shining armour- Medieval 
but now I need my heroine like a needle 
My Resolution is to just be better 
a boyfriend, rapper, student, whatever. 
This essay I guess needs a header 
and her address needs some love letters
And who would write, or bite, or be better 
than that guy who has hair like Nevershoutnever?
And I care and I'm careful and I'm clever
and I got a new groove so Krank, pull the lever.
I'm so glad I stopped playing COD to write this
I've been mad and played God and then I'd find this 
Hopeless thought that I'm full of hate- no kindness.
But when I lose it, I just need to be reminded 
That people like me- at least I think so
They invited me- I think I should go 
Y'all won't lie to me- If my raps blow 
You would inform me of my wackness, correct?
But I should know. I've kind of been a wreck. 
Is this a good flow? What do I write next? 
The time of chimpanzees- try to write like Beck
Man, Yo Gotti was right- I aint got a check. 
But I aint got ta check. I know my I-phone lock screen has several texts.
When it buzzes in my pocket I know the effect
When my thumbs get tired I'll just tell her that I'm with my friends.
We're making music ...maybe smoking too
Well they offered, what was I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to say to get it through to you
I love you just the same but when I'm with my dudes I drink some brew. 
Sometimes- sorry.
Guess this boy's not a mystery - Hardy 
Wish he'd act like he missed me, hardly.
Well let's get back on track- Farley.
Motivational Speaker. I don't think the opposite sex is weaker.
I don't need these drinks quite like I need her 
but I don't even wink at other belles- call it Tinker.
Even intoxicated- I'm pretty dedicated
Three years to the day is hardly renovating
I'll make a down payment if this house's yard is gated
I know her love has never faded through my changes.
And for that I couldn't trade it.
I love that are Christmases are belated.
I love how you were in the water when we waded at the ocean with your smile, like a child's 
the way I'd stay with you
The way you'd want me to. 



My Neglected Resolution [Zelda Beat Remix]

It's a demo. I know I sound white when I don't scream....
Lyrics: 

Maybe all men are "ugly" and that's what you don't get. 
And I'm sorry your dad did what he did 
and hit his kid
If I would have been livin then, 
checkin' in 
maybe I could have stopped him 
Maybe just maybe.

Who knows? Each punch thrown 
alone- unspoken pose 
but how you've grown with your broken nose
how you've shown with your simple clothes
how I've seen you glow 
that' why I don't know how to let you go. 

And noone else is walking in my toes 
I need help so I just write and flow 
here I go trying to let it go 
Is my chest awake?
no it's comatose

To me your sewn but I'm undoing the stitches
I wanna call all of your fucking friends bitches 
I wanna say that there'll all fake, young idiots 
and the only thing that matters less than them are their opinions.

I want to I wanted you. 
You wanted me to act like how you wanted me to.
You wanted me to be the sap, you wanted a fool.
To follow you like a backpack at school. 

But that's not me. It can't be. 
It's been two whole years since my degree. 
I'm finding. I'm not happy.
But I'm trying not to hate the class of 2014. 

I don't wanna be mean.
But if you've seen what I've seen. 
If you've woken up from these vivid dreams.
Then you'd be clinging to me.
Or singing to me
like how we would be 
but now we're nothing 
and I'm done hoping 
that your gonna see 
what you've done to me
I'm here questioning
my worth as a being.

I've never really done that before
but lately I've been letting myself lie on the floor
and getting caught in thoughts of you "you bitch" or "you whore"
but I don't even want to feel that way anymore.

It's time to abort. Whatever we had.
And hey other girls; they don't look half bad...
I tried to be monogamous, I hope it made you glad.
I tried to be some hope for you
all men aren't like your Dad. 

But that's family business.
That's why your mom moved to Memphis.
Livin' with your cousin watchin' operas and quidditch 
Lookin' for a Harry who'll care 'bout your feelings 
and I'm missin it.
Cause you were gone in a minute.
You always needed me.
And then you just didn't.
Then you just didn't
Do you need someone else to "text you back" well who is it?

Just know it makes me livid. 
And though I'm tryin' to focus on forgiveness.
It feels like for that I have to give in
I tell myself I got a life; I might as well live it. 

And that's family business 
but you don't get it- 
after these three years had ended 
The fits I threw; the broken hearts, the broken dishes 
My mind's in prison, I'm still serving my sentence.
Sittin' here I wonder where my confidence is.
You've took it- lord knows what you've done with it
with those whore clothes- ugg boots- you fashion princess. 
Your not the girl I loved that knew what happiness is
It's simple; you popped my pimples and made me giggle.
Now all you give a fuck about is reading on your kindle.
Game of Thrones while your home alone, I'll get stoned 
and miss bein chivalrous. There's no girl with Gus.
He's single and he's tryin' to rule the whole world with us! 
For once he's drinkin and he's thinkin that bein' here is enough
But it's clear enough, that he's still weird and such
I hope his tears don't run down his beer gut...
What?

I used to be skinnier.
Is that why she left me?
Maybe it was the beard....
I hate my reality 

At least he's here enough.
Spreadin' cheer and stuff.
But on the inside oh he's dyin' he's fearin' love.
Fake beer like Duff
He's drinkin' it up.
I'm happy enough till somethin' makes me think of us
Cause that's dangerous 
Your still not happy yet your crazy, Gus
well I'm trying but I liked me the way I was
just like she did. Fuck.
Did I change too much?

I didn't mind spendin' every day in the pourin' rain
but I think it's safe to say that Mr. Adam Levine
wrote that song in the cupcake stage
and he's probably been with a lot of girls since Jane.
The problem with lookin' for the one with the broken smile
is that you get just that, but she asks you to stay a while
and a while and a while- till two in the mornin' and you'd rather chill with Kyle
Your roomies are out at night, livin' this thing called life
Your washin' dishes, watchin' tv with your...not wife 
so when you choose her and in turn she decides to lie
I was faithful, you have feelings for another guy?
Why? Do you realize how hard I tried?
How much gas was used to prove and to drive?
To see you and make us see eye to eye?
I guess not- you made me feel worthless inside. 

I just never would have done this to you
The way we were I felt like I had nothin' to prove
here in Memphis we are accustomed to singin' the blues
You were a prude, but I've learned there's other ways to feel used.
When I lay myself down for 2+ years 
and you freak out cause I've had 2+ beers
but I'm just happy and want to celebrate that your here...
Now your not. Now it just feels so weird 
Because I've gone through so much and I couldn't share
how I missed your touch, it hurts that you don't care
so it turns to hate and it lingers there
I would have given my life- but life's not fair.
Your posing with someone else, I guess life goes on 
but the point in life at which you left me just feels wrong 
and I've been writing these songs but my Mom's losing her job 
so I'm hoping that my music helps us all move on
Each word, each phrase, each altered sentence
I try to demonstrate how I'm fightin' to win this
war with myself that my friends have to witness
so if she asks how I'm livin'
Tell her that's Family Business. 


Family Business (Kanye West 'remix')

My Neglected Resolution [Live  @ Avenue Coffee July 23]

SPACE GURL feat. and co-written by Zach "Thor" Mcelwain

Fisticuffs (Trophies)

Space Gurl (LIVE AT YUNG SPOTTY)

Livin' With My Parents

There Goes Gu-$

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