wanna make a song im just creating an album called manipulation its to do with fake friends haha, niice song man

this beat is immaculate, and I know that feeling all too well

and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

keepsake featuring sketchywav

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

made right after i discovered goodhertz lossy. 

s/o https://soundcloud.com/brakence

original: https://soundcloud.com/brakence/5g

art: @sumantsagar

enjoy!

brakence - 5g (doug suh flip)

thanks for sticking around. dance vibes otw

Lyrics:

Could you tell me one thing?
Is this love or a dream?
Feels like a nightmare to me
(ahhh)

Bury the deepest despair
Convinced you don't even care
Honestly can't believe a thing

No this isn't what I want
I've fallen out of love
Pretending I'm not

Oh this feeling in my chest
Suffocate it 'til I'm dead
Can't put it to rest

Half of me thinks that we could work it out
While the other half is burning down
Burning down

Baby I keep begging could you tell me how?
Cause last night felt like falling out
Falling out (ahhh)


Half of me thinks that we could work it out
While the other half is burning down
Burning down

Baby I keep begging could you tell me how? How?
Cause last night felt like falling out
Falling out

half.

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN

@rossxo
@kadotamusic
@prodwobble

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focus˘⇅≟ ft. snooz, rossxo

i can’t remember 
how it felt before you left
broken bones across my chest
skipping stones, it’s not impressive
cant remember
the things i’d do to feel your touch 
who could’ve guessed i cared this much
it couldn’t be me
i can’t remember 

one day
hope i see you again
some day
i know i’m just a friend 
and that’s okay
i’d have no other way
but i can’t remember

Drama Trial 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vQecydUWETREeXba7

2chill
https://on.soundcloud.com/A9TFgKt75umgsNtb7

I Can’t Remember (Feat. Drama Trial & 2chill)

+ ❤︎ [stop bein' so emotional what u smokin' on]
hi @aries_ix

competitions are the only reason i post now lol <3
art belongs to yoneyama mai

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cabin fever [sj remix]

aries - cabin fever [sj remix]

@underscores

part of @artbyform's "All Nighter, Volume One", with album proceeds funding the important work of https://www.mermaidsuk.org.uk/ to support trans youth and their families in the uk.



what do i wanna look like when i go outside?
when will i finally wanna go outside?
why does it feel so wrong when i’m outside?
then what do i gotta do to go outside?

must be these walls

save your words
till i figure this out
save your breath
i’m still so lost

must be these walls

who do i wanna be when i go outside?
who am i gonna be when i go outside?

and maybe someday you’ll feel like you can go outside c:
master by @jupelife

half.

gordon snyder

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