Music Video:
https://youtu.be/_CBiUJGzQtA?si=ZAd8VpEKag3hqPiv

ALL RIGHTS TO ICYTWAT

The intro is from a video I uploaded to Youtube back when I was 7 years old reviewing legos. I wanna give a quick shoutout to WOVKE or wovkevro, he definitely inspired this.

This song is about my addiction, and how it's been holding me back from doing anything in this life.
I hope anyone fighting any addiction can relate to this song.

Thank you. <3

BLUE
People always got something to say,
I won't let them though
I’mma go and fly away today,
I’m invincible

I’mma be a nice person today,
Cause' that’s my principles
I’mma feed into my addictions,
Cause' that’s habitual

Been like 3 years and I struggle with this shit,
Unpredictable
Every day I say that I'mma change,
Feels like I can't though

I'mma be the first one to say:
Bitch I'm not a ho
Tired of living my whole life like this,
I'm so miserable

I feel like I cannot kill my demons,
It's impossible
People really just enjoying their lives
Now

How jealous I am of the fact 
That you’re growing up
And doing big things
You actually go and work 
It seems

Contrast me: 
I don’t do a thing

All I do is sleep
Can't you see?
You’re better than me
Why can't I be me?

OJC why can't I be free?
Konati XD!
I fear that the world might hate me
But I’m Just 16

People always got something to say,
I won't let them though
I’mma go and fly away today
I’m invincible

I’mma be a nice person today
Cause that’s my principles
I’mma feed into my addictions
Cause that’s habitual

Been like 3 years and I struggle with this shit
Unpredictable
Every day I say that I'mma change
Feels like I can't though

I'mma be the first one to say
Bitch I'm not a ho
Tired of living my whole like this
I'm so miserable.

BLUE (prod. ICYTWAT)

Hey look, I got no Valentine again no
I can’t fake like it don’t hurt I can’t pretend oh
I’m just curving all these bitches to the friend zone
Fuck it I’mma clear that I miss her
That I miss her
Fuck it I’mma make it really clear I miss her
Fuck it I’mma make it really clear I miss her
Fuck it I’mma make it really clear I miss her
I’mma talk about her
I’mma talk about her
How’d we go from saying the world was ours?
(We all dance all day)
How’d we go from me buying you flowers?
(We all dance all night)
How’d we go from FaceTiming for hours?
(We all think we're great)
 I can’t take this man, the world should’ve been ours
(We all think we're right)
The world should’ve been ours
The world should’ve been ours
Everybody body come to the floor
Shake your body body down to the floor
Ain’t nobody body can see me no more
Is anybody body coming through the door?
It still fucks me up that I never met your friends
Hated when I saw you having fun with all my friends
That shit fucked me up and that’s why we can’t be together
Together
But deep down, I know that there’s someone that will treat you better
I’mma treat you better
I don’t wanna be with no one else I’ll treat you better.

THE WORLD SHOULD'VE BEEN OURS (prod. Eem Triplin)

LET GO
prod sauron
enjoy

^Cuphead^
Here's a real high class battle!

-Cherrbums-
Gather round' young ones,
tonight will tell the tale of two young men,
CAMBEL and KONATI,
fighting their biggest battle yet,
an existential crisis!

^Cuphead^
Now Go!
You're Up!
Let's Go!
It's On!

[Kona]
(Can't keep my beak in my nose)
(I got a Jesus Piece)

I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go

I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go

Maybe I capped about holding a glock
sorry, when I cap I feel like The Rock,
about to hit John Cena with a Rock Bottom
sike
sorry The Rock but John Cena's more awesome
I'm looking for Slimyhop cause' I lost him
I'm looking for KONATI cause' I shot him

Feel like I'm Summrs! and CAMBEL's my Autumn!
shoutout to Brandon, like cherries, I blossom
manifest Grammys I already got em'
doing these songs for my mama and papa
just like I said it before,
feel like I'm Summrs! and CAMBEL's my Autumn!

(DALA CAMBEL)
They call me Autumn!, Autumn!
drop a hundred dollars at the pop up, pop up
you don't even know me yeah I shot ya', shot ya'
drive around the city I'mma prosper, prosper(rrrryuh)

You don't wanna see me when I got Ralph on
mix it with the Timberlands, I'm gonna stomp em'
You don't wanna see me when with the DALA
Buddha as the PFP, don't know bout' the Chakras

-Cherrbums-
As they continue through their endeavor,
the young men discover that the missing key to solving their problem is letting go

[Kona]
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go

I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go
I think I need to let go, let go

^Cuphead^
Knockout!

-Cherrbums-
So you see kids,
one of the most freeing moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you cannot change.

LET GO ft. DALA CAMBEL (prod. SAURON)

i got drip on club penguin, my penguin got fashion <3

club (snippet) (prod. shxrkz)

shoutout reaptokyo he made this song 1st i got bored and remixed

og: https://soundcloud.com/reaptokyo/crucifix

CRUCIFIX REMIX
Bitch I'm scam rich
With the stars down on my kicks
Got a big pistol with the Glock
You know it fuckin switch
I been switching up my hoes
You know I can't keep a bitch
They be tryna take my soul
I'mma need a crucifix
x2

Yeah I'mma need a crucifix 
Everyday I'm changing lanes I'm skrrrting in the whip
Yeah your bitch she want a picture
I feel like Xavier Wulf and Smokepurpp fuck a swisher
Aye fuck a swisher
I'mma go and fuck your mom and maybe fuck your sister
Aye fuck your sister

Call me Michael Jackson cause' my pronouns fucking He/He
Call me fucking John Cena cause' you bitches can't see me
Call me A$AP ROCKY cause' my bitch is bad like Ri Ri'
She don't wanna fuck me yeah that bitch just wanna be me
All these bad bitches, they just wanna be me
But they know they never could in life so they just meet me
My songs just be bumping through their speakers, they on repeat
My diamonds so shiny like John Cena you can't see me
Yeah

reaptokyo - CRUCIFIX remix (prod. Eem Triplin)

rip thumper
socials: @speedracerkona
thank you <3

WHY I LIKE TO DRIVE AROUND AT NIGHT

(everybody has to show interest in my hair <3)

my ocd taking over this no joke
faster and faster i’m losing my hope
driving around is the way that i cope
heyyy heyyy
she kick me out i’m like vro 
i really miss hanging out with my bro
nowadays he’s only got time for his girl though
and i should be happy (for him)
i’d probably be happy
if that boy introduced me
but i’m probably never gonna meet her
this shit is so funny
my girl was so close with him,
how could he not trust me?
yeah
this shit really bugs me
if we’ve been together three years,
why am i still asking her if she loves me?
she was so close with my friends,
still haven’t met one of her’s,
it’s disgusting.
she didn’t invite me to prom,
but maybe i’m tripping, 
just maybe i’m bugging
so i’ll go buy more gas for my car, 
my money i’m flushing
down the drain along with my heart,
it really stopped thumping
i ride in my Benz i am bumping
all of this music i love it
all of this music i love it,
yeah

- kona

Long Live Juice WRLD.

Why I Like To Drive Around At Night (prod. f e d u c c i)

I don't think I wanna play these games no more
Never heard you sayin' shit like this before
Please just let me in your mind, give me a tour
Cause' baby you already know my mind is yours

I can’t take this pain away from my chest
I am feeling so heartbroken, I can’t even digest
Maybe I should give up on it all and just go die, rest
Die, rest, and fly away
On a plane, straight to heaven all the way
Maybe I’ll just kill myself and finally say fuck the fame
Maybe I'll just take my meds and finally start to feel sane
Spill my pain into the these songs and finally get play of the game
Yeah <3

Who the fuck is better than me?
How the fuck could you move on so fast I cannot believe
I'm leaving all these instrumentals bruises purple like lean
Just to help me cope cause' you replaced me after two weeks
And now you're just one big bad memory
I’m sick and tired of all the shitty things that you did to me
Now I have to ask this question cause' I can't go to sleep
Were you at the prom with him, is that why you didn't tell me?

I wish I could change the fact that you did not want me to know
I know that you don't want to feel controlled
But all I ever asked of you was to let me in the know
I would’ve changed my ways for you I'd go
And take a hit for you I’d-

I don't think I wanna play these games no more
Never heard you sayin' shit like this before
You should've let me in your mind, gave me a tour
Cause' baby you already knew my mind was yours

I can't do this 
I can't do this
I can't do this
I can't do this
I can't do this
I don't think I can do this
The world should've been ours
The world should've been ours
The world should've been ours
The world should've been ours.

THE WORLD SHOULD'VE BEEN OURS 2 (prod. pilotkid)

pls unblock me, i miss my best friend

i really hope these drugs are laced man
i feel like i'm Peter Criss, i'm chillin with Ace man
i am such an addict for the road i love racing
boutta blast my car like i am driving a spaceship
driving a spaceship, driving a spaceship
i am such an addict for the road i love racing
yeah i love racing, yeah i love racing
i'mma chill with Peter Criss because i'm the spaceman

that bitch blocked me i'm tryna pretend like i don't give a fuck but i do
to her boyfriend, i'm truly sorry, if i saw how pretty i was, i'd make my girl block me too
okay okay okay okay
she blocked me no way no way
it's fine it's fine
it's okay okay
cause' i was already in my car, i'm leaving Earth going to space

i really hope these drugs are laced man
i feel like i'm Peter Criss, i'm chillin with Ace man
i am such an addict for the road i love racing
boutta blast my car like i am driving a spaceship
driving a spaceship, driving a spaceship
i am such an addict for the road i love racing
yeah i love racing, yeah i love racing
i'mma chill with Peter Criss because i'm the spaceman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6A09f5Mf5w&ab_channel=NewChannelhttps%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fchannel%2FUCeZFqC6TcrJDZljC3KvbG5g

SPACEMAN (prod. koolaide)

I am always driving, cause' I can't mess up my kicks now 🙄

KICKS (prod. nategoyard)

[KONATI]
You gone’ catch me speeding down the highway, can’t mess up my ricks uh’
Hands out of my pockets, cause’ I’m tryna show my wrists off
Just keep talkin’, you gone’ meet the stick uh’
(Just keep running your mouth)
I am always driving, cause’ I can’t mess up my kicks now
(No no, no no, no no no no no)
I am always driving, cause’ I can’t mess up my kicks now
(Oh my God, CAMBEL fucking talk to em’)
I am always driving, cause’ I can’t mess up my kicks now

[DALA CAMBEL]
Paranoid thoughts all up in his head now
Riding passenger, I’ve seen it all before wow 
Wanna help him out, don’t wanna be a let down 
So I stay waiting, the others start the damn prowl 
Catch me smokin’ in the cellar like I’m Thomas 
Real DALA shit, Krona all up in my wallet 
Live forever, Hjordis tatted, You can never stop it

[KONATI]
(You can never stop it)

You gone’ catch me speeding down the highway, can’t mess up my ricks uh’
Hands out of my pockets, cause’ I’m tryna show my wrists off
Just keep talkin’, you gone’ meet the stick uh’
(Just keep running your mouth)
I am always driving, cause’ I can’t mess up my kicks now
(No no, no no, no no no no no)
I am always driving, cause’ I can’t mess up my kicks now
(Oh my God, CAMBEL fucking talk to em’)
I am always driving, cause’ I can’t mess up my kicks now

And I blast off like Ace Frehley in my rocket
I’m boutta skrttt my fucking Benz, I’m Ace I’m in my rocket
CAMBEL and KONATI run the game, man you can’t stop it
We got an EP together, prolly not gone’ drop it
And I blast off like Ace Frehley in my rocket
I’m boutta send this fucking Benz straight to Frehley’s Comet
CAMBEL and KONATI run the game, man you can’t stop it
We got an EP together, prolly not gone’ drop it <3

KICKS w/ DALA CAMBEL (prod. nategoyard)

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

unloading my clip and i'm loading my pistol
"Kona you can tell me all of your issues"
"Kona oh, you can feel safe around me", yeah
she told me all of that but nowadays says she hates me
i reread my texts when she said, "Kona can you date me?"
now i'm on the highway both my mind and my car racing
i'm constantly chasing a feeling that i'm not even quite sure exists anymore
i just wish i could feel normal like i did before

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY BESTIE (prod. Sinaki)

ihatefebruary (prod. Varela Katana)

<3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Vpf9s5PDec

[DALA CAMBEL]
Don’t wait for me at all 
By my lone again, I just wanna fall
Drinkin’ up again, runnin’ through the halls
Friday night I’m feeling good I want it all 
Don’t wait for me at all 
By my lone again, I just wanna fall
Drinkin’ up again, runnin’ through the halls
Friday night I’m feeling good I want it all 
Drink it till I fall, stab me with your claws 
DALA life forever baby put me on the cross
Stare at me in awe
Life is what I saw
Drivin till’ the sun come up, I think I’m gettin’ lost 
I don’t wanna get lost tonight 
Psychotic mania’s eating me alive
Thoughts are breaking me, you see it in my eyes
BLRRRRY vision with the DALA in the night

[KONATI]
Speed Racer Kona about to make a gamble
Speed Racer Kona bumping DALA CAMBEL
When I be driving through the shadows
Driving my car, I be bumping DALA CAMBEL
Yeah, yeah
I am so sick of these hoes
It’s like we was’ destined to turn out as foes
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the one though
I’m sorry that I don’t wanna talk on the phone
I don’t wanna talk on the phone
All of my demons won’t leave me alone
I’m always out of my zone
I never feel like I can be at home
I don’t feel real anymore and I’m getting scared that’s it’s starting to show
And it’s really starting the show
The curtains gone’ fall and they’ll pull out their phones
Aye, aye
I pray the Lord gone’ take my demons all away
I pray, I pray the Lord gone’ take my demons today

DALA CAMBEL x KONATI - FALL (prod. sauron)

I’m sorry I treated you bad, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know it
I’m sorry for making you sad, I know, I know, I just cannot control it
And I cannot control it, I don’t believe in love anymore, my heart’s been broken
And what’s broken makes more broken, when it comes to anything romantic I am so hopeless

I’m sorry that I am so sad all of the time
I don’t even know why I can never fully be at peace with myself, inside of my mind, I’m losing my mind
Yeah, I’m losing my mind, I don’t think I can remember a time I was fine
And I really am not fine
I don’t want to waste your time so when you call I’ll press decline

Yeah, I’m going to press decline
She begging me to stay, but I just want to say bye
I said to her,
“I have to say goodbye, cause’ I don’t want to put you through this pain when I’m not fine”
She said,
“I don’t want to say goodbye, I’ll take care of you till’ you’re fine, I still want you to be mine, I don’t care I’ll love you till’ the day I die.”
After she finished her sentence, she hugged me and then I cried out,

“I’m sorry I treated you bad, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know it
I’m sorry for making you sad, I know, I know, I just cannot control it
And I cannot control it, I don’t believe in love anymore, my heart’s been broken
And what’s broken makes more broken, when it comes to anything romantic I am so hopeless”

Hopeless Romantic (prod. Seyno)

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HET0mGaqiLc

AALIYAH <3 (prod. Gosha)

We gone’ drink Aquafina, my stomach feel cleaner
Yes my name is Kona, it is so nice to meet ya’
I know we barely spoke but girl tonight can I see ya’?
Can you pray for me like a preacher?
My friends yesterday called me an attention-seeker
My bitch sucked my dick in the middle of the theater
We go coast to coast and we listen to Aaliyah
Aye, we listening to Aaliyah

“How Kona ruined his mind” tonight, that’s the feature
No one wants to be my friend they just want a feature 
I just wish my head could be like two percent cleaner
Aye, like two percent cleaner, aye like two percent cleaner
I’mma drive a Benz till I die, never a Beamer
RIP Lil Peep, cause’ he’s the only one true Beamer Beamer Beamer Boy
He’s a Beamer Beamer Beamer Boy
There’s a meaner meaner meaner voice in my head I can’t escape, not a choice
All my friends, they used to do so much, just smoke weed now
And all my friends just want to die, they don’t wanna breathe out
I could probably sit around and count a hundred people, who can’t even get out of their bed to go and eat now

We gone’ drink Aquafina, my stomach feel cleaner
Yes my name is Kona, it is so nice to meet ya’
I know we barely spoke but girl tonight can I see ya’?
Can you pray for me like a preacher?
My friends yesterday called me an attention-seeker
My bitch sucked my dick in the middle of the theater
We go coast to coast and we listen to Aaliyah

AALIYAH (prod. Gosha)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXEHesCT-1k

SAPPHIRE TRACK 4

GREY$ON
Yeah okay, yeah
It's two in the morning and I'm wide a-fucking-wake,
I think all my friends are snakes, or they fake
The only person that I fucking trust is my bank
Bro, I don't fucking know, I'm just tryna make my cake
Bitch, yeah, 
Why you lie to me?
Yeah, why you lie to me?
When I started packing my bags, why you cry to me?
Bitch, you fake as fuck nah, you can't ride with me
Bitch I got my hair spiked up like Johnny Test
I'm chilling with DJ Khaled bro, we the best,
"Okay really bro?",
Okay really bro?
Yeah I think I need a jacket bro, it's getting chilly bro
Me and KONATI be chilling up inside a Rarri'
Me and KONATI be listening SAPPHIRE, "SORRY"
Me and KONATI be making shit like Playboi Carti
Me and KONATI be stealing yo' bitch, yo' bitch

KONATI
Back in to the game with ease
I did not come around to play play play, play play play, play play play
Back in school I would get C's, I would never catch an A A A, A A A, A A A
Put a fuck boy to his knees, catch a 40 to his face face face, face face face, face face face
Yeah my main bitch Japanese, so she always got these A's A's A's, A A A, A, A, A
Put a 40 to your face if you do not give me space, I just really need my space, yeah
Aye, get the 40 from my case, yeah it's in my iPhone case when I pull up to the station
Walk in, I just need 40 on four, yeah I don't need no more, then I'm bout to go floor it
I can't deal with these whores, yeah I can't anymore,
Yeah, they always so boring
Everything is a chore, I can't do this no more, yeah I wish I was soaring
Ever since I was a born, I was destined for more, KONATI should be touring
KONATI should be touring
Yeah Kona should be touring
I just wanna finally feel important

GREY$ON x KONATI - 40 on Four (prod. JXYLN)

Back in to the game with ease
I did not come around to play play play, play play play, play play play
Back in school I would get C's, I would never catch an A A A, A A A, A A A
Put a fuck boy to his knees, catch a 40 to his face face face, face face face, face face face
Yeah my main bitch Japanese, so she always got these A's A's A's, A A A, A, A, A

If that offends you, then don't listen to my music
All this censorship is stupid, man there's so much things that I just wanna say say say
I'm chilling with this girl she calls me bae bae bae
Aye, aye, aye
Put a 40 to your face if you do not give me space, I just really need my space, yeah
Aye, get the 40 from my case, yeah it's in my iPhone case when I pull up to the station
Walk in, I just need 40 on four, yeah I don't need no more, then I'm bout to go floor it
I can't tell with these whores, yeah I can't anymore,
Yeah, they always so boring
Everything is a chore, I can't do this no more, yeah I wish I was soaring
Ever since I was a born, I was destined for more, KONATI should be touring
KONATI should be touring
Yeah Kona should be touring
I just wanna finally feel important

Back in to the game with ease
I did not come around to play play play, play play play, play play play
Back in school I would get C's, I would never catch an A A A, A A A, A A A
Put a fuck boy to his knees, catch a 40 to his face face face, face face face, face face face
Yeah my main bitch Japanese, so she always got these A's A's A's, A A A, A, A, A

40 on Four [Original] (prod. JXYLN)

They ask, “Kona, how you doing?”,
I said that, "I’m feeling great"
Yeah my bad, man that’s a lie, 
yeah my heart is filled with hate
Man I feel like I’m gone’ lose it all these thoughts all in my brain
I said blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, grrrah
blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, grrrah
Feel like I’m a loser I can never fucking change
Feel like I’m gone lose it cause’ everyday is the same
I’m gone blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, grrrah

Put a bandaid on my heart, I need these bandaids on my body 
Speed Racer Konati’s got these voices all up in his head that boutta start a party
At night man I can't fall asleep these voices are alarming
I’m so sick of thoughts alarming me so I’m turning off my phone
I really wanna be left alone, I know, I know, I know
nobodies gonna do shit for me, i'll do this on my own

They ask, “Kona, how you doing?”,
I said that, "I’m feeling great"
Yeah my bad, man that’s a lie, 
yeah my heart is filled with hate
Man I feel like I’m gone’ lose it all these thoughts all in my brain
I said blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, grrrah
blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, grrrah
Feel like I’m a loser I can never fucking change
Feel like I’m gone lose it cause’ everyday is the same
I’m gone blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, blackout, grrrah

Help me, help me, help me, help me before I blackout
Help me, help me, help me, save me before I blackout
Help me, help me, help me, help me before I blackout
Help me, help me, help me, save me before I blackout

BLACKOUT (prod. $IRWAVE)

NEWLY WEDS
PROD NECU

KONATI
All the voices in my head, aye
Will remain to keep me company till I am dead, aye
Glock glock glock
That's the glock against your head, yeah
She asked how many cars that I want, I said "new weds", aye
Want two cars like "newly weds", aye
She asked how many cars that I want, I said "new weds", aye
Glock glock glock
Want two cars like "newly weds", aye
She asked how many cars that I want, I said "new weds", aye

SVPERRRSADICAL
Want two cars like "newly weds", aye
And I would've bought them bitches if she hadn't left, aye
Fuck it, I'mma get them just to show them I'm the best, yeah
Yeah I'm getting money so I know that I ain't blessed, but
I got these feelings stuck deep inside my chest, yeah
I won't make it through today, I gotta wear my vest
Cause' I got enemies that's lurking in the west,
So I gotta go and buy two glocks and call em' "newly weds", yeah

BOTH
"Newly weds", aye
Call em' "newly weds", aye
I gotta go and buy two glocks and call em' "newly weds", yeah
"Newly weds", aye
Call em' "newly weds", aye
I gotta go and buy two glocks and call em' "newly weds", yeah

KONATI
All the voices in my head, aye
Will remain to keep me company till I am dead, aye
Glock glock glock
That's the glock against your head, yeah
She asked how many cars that I want, I said "new weds", aye
Want two cars like "newly weds", aye
She asked how many cars that I want, I said "new weds", aye
Glock glock glock
Want two cars like "newly weds", aye
She asked how many cars that I want, I said "new weds", aye

SVPERRRSADICAL x KONATI - NEWLY WEDS (prod. necu)

baby please come over 
welcome to my world
do you like the stuff you see?
i was cleaning my room the night you would come over just so you wouldn’t judge me
tell me the truth
why did you come over
do you see something in me?
i had a conversation with God he said that we’re that not meant to be
he said that we’re not meant to be me
i had a conversation with my friends
they said that you’re no good for me
i don’t really give a fuck cause i know that i want you for me
cupid drawing back his lil’ arrows 
i pray he shooting at me
yeah yeah aye
yeah yeah aye
yeah yeah aye
yeah yeah aye
cupid drawing back his lil’ arrows 
i pray he shooting at me
cupid drawing back his lil’ arrows 
i pray he shooting at me

pray he shooting at me 
i pray he shooting at me
pray he shooting at me 
i pray he shooting at me
cupid drawing back his lil’ arrows 
i pray he shooting at me
cupid drawing back his lil’ arrows 
i pray he shooting at me
x2

CUPID (prod. ICYTWAT)

insecure (prod. sapientdream)

TERRIFIED [SNIPPET] (prod. SIKKBOY KIDDIE)

NORMAL [freestyle] (prod. Eem Triplin)

message to self: hope things got better. <3

paranoia (prod. sleepytrxpper)

recorded may 14th, 2020
spoiler alert, no. she didnt let me fuck all up on her ass. :(

LYRICS:

BAD IDEA FREESTYLE
KONATI

(Is it good or bad I don’t know?)
(Sometimes I wanna let go-oh)
(I’ve been feeling so stressed out)
(I know I’m losing control)

load up the chopper,
and we let him go have it
releasing madness,
releasing havoc

i fuck the bitch in the back,
and it’s lavish
shawty let me kiss all up 
on her fabric- uh

these days, 
suicide seems to be the only option
they keep talking shit, 
so we had to fucking drop em’

steady chillin’ with the bros, 
yeah we saying lost em’
dropkick, stop quick,
i ain’t go not options

i don’t take my self too serious
well... maybe i used to, and maybe that’s delirious 
think fast, i don’t wanna get lapped
too busy thinking bout the shorty with the fat ass

man, i’m depressed as hell well,
well, maybe only time can tell yeah
freestyle shit on a Shiloh beat cause’, 
i don’t really know how to fucking spell uh

death: is what i really pray uh
i'm so sick and tired of repetition every day
thoughts of having bullets in my head ricochet
i wanna find a purpose yeah i wanna find a way

then i found you,
i feel stuck I don’t know what imma do
i’m in so much pain man that’s the truth
and the worst part about it is you don’t have a clue

bedazzle my gun &
we shoot at the stars
one day i’ll be at peace 
and driving my car-yeah

i just wanna be a beam of light for the children,
Rest In Peace Jah man he gave me the feeling

of hope, of hope, of hope yeah.
(When times were hopeless)
(I’m grabbing the rope yes)
(I’m feeling hopeless)

(Is it good or bad I don’t know?)
(Sometimes I wanna let go-oh)
(I’ve been feeling so stressed out)
(I know I’m losing control)

Is it good or bad I don’t know?
Sometimes I wanna let go-oh
I’ve been feeling so stressed out
I know I’m losing control

Is it good or bad I don’t know?
Sometimes I wanna let go-oh
I’ve been feeling so stressed out
I know I’m losing control

swinging like pendulum
feel it in my frenulum
“pab moob” this shit
want your heart to go *dum dum dum*

i know i'm dumb dumb dumb
what the fuck have i done?
i cannot feel,
no you can’t get my num num-

ber, burbury- it in her
Konami code up down till no return
tag you are it, shot you with my laser
Barry my jacket you are cold so bur-

bury on me, will you marry me?
i wanna chill with you sipping icees
buy you a hoodie with a diamond piece
Father forgive me for i have sinned, please

half of my hair locked,
the other half bleached
i just wanna fuck shorty
right in her peach

reminiscent of last year, 
at the beach
with brother Okami,
the sand underneath

just wanna end it all I wanna drink bleach
shades of Leafy back in 2016
i’ve made mistakes man I’m only 15
Promise the rest of my life will be clean

sorry for the pain that I caused it’s my bad
i'd take it back if I had the damn chance
but shawty I gotta a question to ask
will you still let me fuck up all on that ass?

yeah yeah
Will you still let me fuck up all on that ass?
Yeah
Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

I wish when I was doing all of the bad,
I had thought it was a bad idea.

BAD IDEA FREESTYLE (prod. pxzvc)

SPEED RACER II
PROD. VI

OUT ON ALL PLATS <3
( SPEED RACER 2 )
visualiser: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBqUfF8yLIQ

sorry for hurting you.
\ō͡≡o˞̶

Bitch I’m gonna pull out my Glock,
That pretty bitch liked the way that I walked
And I thought, “She cute” so I walked,
Gave her my number so we could just talk

And I say, "I’m sorry" a lot,
My mind's so plagued, so in my mind I’ll rot
6 months just know that I fought,

Sorry, I know that I am just a thot

Aye,
What?
Open up we sending shots
I’m feeling so sad so I’ll just go cop
A Gucci bag and a brand new drop top

Skrrt Skrrt

I’m going 90 miles in a damn 30,
I know lil' shawty that I did you dirty
Can’t make decisions,
My mind is so BLRRRRY

A lot,
I’m always trapped in a lie
So the only way out is if I die, suicide
You wouldn’t give a fuck until I’d die
(Until I'd die)

I just wanna talk to my moms,
If I had one wish I’d just talk to my mom,
I’m sorry mom cause' I know it’s my fault

Bitch I’m gonna pull out my Glock,
That pretty bitch liked the way that I walked
And I thought, “She cute” so I walked,
Gave her my number so we could just talk

And I say, "I’m sorry" a lot,
My mind's so plagued, so in my mind I’ll rot
6 months just know that I fought,

Sorry, I know that I am just a thot.

SPEED RACER II (prod. VI)

PROD $IRWAVE

BREATHE
for a minute it felt like
i could finally breathe
i got demons inside of me
i wish you could just really see

never meant to hurt you
i’ve been feeling jealousy
just know that i’ve been repenting
it’s building up inside me

they’ll just talk and say
i "never really showed feelings"
but i know there is deeper means
i’m trapped in this mentality

for a minute it felt like 
i could finally breathe
oh how it would be nice to see
i just wanna finally breathe

breathe again
i just wanna cop a benz
i'm just tryna cash a check
i'm just tryna go and catch a flight so i can flex
diamonds on my neck
vvs so i stay wet
(yuh yuh yuhhh)

i just wanna go and cop a benz
i'm just tryna cash a check
i'm just tryna go flex
i just wanna make my momma proud 
i'm tired of seeing my mom always looking down

i just wanna go and make my momma proud
imma do this stuff so i can go and finally flip her frown
i'm a king so imma go and wear my crown
if you try to play with us we’ll send you to the ground

(send you to the ground x2)
i just wanna go and make my momma proud
imma do this stuff so i can go and finally flip her frown
imma king so imma go and wear my crown

if you try to play with us
we’ll send you to the ground

i miss days when 
i would stare at the guy
kid with sparkles in my eyes 
but lately i am not that guy

i’ve lost friends 
that’s my karma yeah i guess 
now i'm laying on my bed
just hoping my life will end

and to my ex, 
i never really wanted to go lie to you
i'd really die for you

i know you won’t me believe me
yeah, i know that you just hate me

and you deserve to i'm just tryna let go

for a minute it felt like 
i could finally breathe
i got demons inside of me
i wish you could just really see

never meant to hurt you
i’ve been feeling jealousy
just know that i’ve been repenting
it’s building up inside me

they’ll just talk and say 
i "never really showed feelings"
but i know there is deeper means
i’m trapped in this mentality

for a minute it felt like 
i could finally breathe
oh how it would be nice to see
i just wanna finally breathe.



dedicated to mom and you.

Breathe. (prod. $IRWAVE)

A PLACE FOR ME TO VENT / 
AN ARCHIVE OF MY ADOLESCENCE 
BLRRRRY <3

KONATI

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