in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back
in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back

knew when i saw ur face
id ash away id ash away
tell me that you will stay
that you will stay that you will stay

(hook)

october lies with u - back

everythingbyme

lyrics:

Good morning, birdsong
I've got eight more hours of hiding my face
The things that I've done here
A thousand in one year
I'm sealing my fate

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

Come on, do your worst
Nothing can top all the discontent
My train of thought has become derailed
How can you blame me for god's intent?

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

sick

yeah who knows

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

@bloodsekai

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

prod me

im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

魂の歌

prod @heavenbl4de

yeahh u think im somethin that im not
but baby its so hard tryin not to be forgot
n everythin u ask for yea its quite a lot
wish u jus wanted my heart cus without u it would stop

its all for nothin
u hear my soul sing
the gates r calling
so ill spread my wings
i guess i wasnt enough
clip my shit on the way up
drown in my double cup
restore n level up

jus tell me what u want
n ill try n give u more
cus i dont want u to end up
cryin on the floor
ooohooohhh

yeahh u think im somethin that im not
but baby its so hard tryin not to be forgot
n everythin u ask for yea its quite a lot
wish u jus wanted my heart cus without u it would stop

spend my nights next to ur body
im so glad its not with nobody else
how u even take this many Ls
if i was u id kill myself
i know it gets hard for u sometimes
but all u gotta rlly do is try
cus deep down everyone wants to die
oooh

its so hard to trust u dear
i dont know when u'll disappear
got me breakin down in tears
how far will u go from here?

yeahh u think im somethin that im not
but baby its so hard tryin not to be forgot
n everythin u ask for yea its quite a lot
wish u jus wanted my heart cus without u it would stop

heartstop @nyakuu

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change w/ humanendeavour

prod me

@humanendeavour

i want you forever
is it too early to say that now cause
love like this dont wait i wont back down
you could be my heather
the calm in the chaos
be my solid ground
when the world
is spinning
your my only sound

@odihu

please let this last forever
im really broken down by this ugly weather
but your love always lets me breathe
im struck with love inside ur touch
youre really good at making me blush
pouring out your love into a cup
your words hit me just like a truck
so why is life happier by ur side
my days are bright even during the night
im full of dopamine like i just hit a strike
without you theres no purpose youre keeping me alive

forever w/ odihu

im just always scared most of the time
thats why i dont even bother going outside

im so scared of humans
cause theyre devils in disguise

all i wanna do is hide
i think they wanna end my life

judge me in every corner
what is this for?
pointing and laughing at me
im feeling cold

record me in public post it online
make fun of me until i commit suicide

im so scared of humans

https://solo.to/gothbrydes <--- all other plats

yeah who knows

brydes

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