NothingLastsForevr

By Gothc4sh
Sometimes it's better to leave me. I drive you and myself crazy. What am I supposed to do in this world when my emotional behaviours are destroying everything. But I won't apologize.
--gothc4sh

ItsOKToLeaveMe2

NothingLastsForever PT 2

I don’t want to live in this physical world. Why do our minds get so messy. I fear that life will be the same feeling-wise till the end. A try to find “yourself” in this materialistic world. Be one thing. If you’re dressed different, people will perceive you different based on the materials you possess. But it's better to appear strange to others than to be a stranger to yourself.

StrangeApperance

We are all addicted to something. Find out what ––– live with it??

FeelTheRealAddiction

Ethereal

it's your perception of life that dictates your responses/actions. Are you satisfied?

FearYourself

Subliminal

"Looped labyrinth, decayed voice"
...a repetitive and confusing situation, that has lost its clarity or strength (decayed voice). Scream, yearn –– for what? Figure it out. Confusion, loss, or the passage of time––– 

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Cover by thorrill –
Vocals by thorill
prod. gothcsh & thorrill
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enjoy




OBSIDIAN (prod. gothcsh, thorrill)

SEARCH (prod. gothcsh, thorrill)

CHROME, FL (prod. gothcsh, thorrill)

WhenWillItEnd

you'll realize soon enough, 
that it isn't everyone around you,
only you & your thoughts.

CrashingOut

I wake up everyday and  I don't know where to go.  I sit on the floor and  look around my room and I feel something brushing against the underside of my skin, pulsing under the surface,  as though it might burst at any moment!!!

Outcast [prod.gothcsh]

Derealization [prod.gothcsh]

Superficial; 
(adj) existing or occurs on a surface level

self-belief;
(noun)trust in own abilities -confidence.


Superficial Self-Belief;
It's when someone has a shallow or surface-level confidence, often based on external factors like appearance or approval from others, rather than genuine self-worth.

Love urself <3

#real
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Verse:

I’m so chic
Do you think of me yeah
you’re just a freak
wearing leather heels yeah

Chorus:

I’m just a memory
It’s all dizzy
Please remember me
I’m wearing… Ripped skinny jeans

Superficial Self-Belief [prod.gothcsh]

What causes obssesion with one specific person? 
Why are you so in love with them, that you would do ANYTHING to live under their skin...? between their care, love, heart and touch. (╥‸╥)

𝄞𝄞𝄞
"Let me hide
under your skin
between your
care and love
your touch
and love...
YOUR TOUCH"
𝄞𝄞𝄞

𝄞𝄞𝄞
Produced + shot + styled by:  Alina P. 
𝄞𝄞𝄞


´ཀ`⋆.˚ HideUnderYourSkin | prod. gothcsh

(WakeUp) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 prod.gothcsh

𝜗ৎI CannotFall in LOVE  prod.gothcsh

Prod. @gothcsh

Shoutout consommateur --> @user-258471358
𝜗ৎ

Lyrics  Verse 1 (Alina)
It’s all gone…  
You acted —  
White wine,  hold me tight 
 But now you left me  
 Let me go

Verse 2 (Matty)
Club soda,  never showed ya  
Things I did for you 
 I’d die for you,  
I cried for you  
Sacrificed for you

Pre-Chorus (Alina)
You killed the way 
 I saw your eyes

Chorus (Matty)
Falling asleep in your arms
 Send the alarms, call the cops  
Walk with me, talk to me  
The way you feel it  
Really means it all 

Outro (Matty)
Long lost romance   
Lost romance

Lost Romance w/consommateur [prod.gothcsh]

prod. @felyx1
𝜗ৎ

Lyrics:

Verse 1
We go into the night  
Until we kiss goodbye
  I fall into the night  
So we kiss goodbye
But now you left me  
Like everything else important

Chorus
You could never care for me  And love me till infinity  I can't sleep  Until I start to cry
You held my heart, then you dropped it  I never felt apart till I met you  It was never meant to be   Yeah, I didn’t know

Verse 2
What was I supposed to do?  Baby, you killed my soul  Now kiss me through the phone  You admitted that I  Was the one for you

Bridge
You held my heart,  then you dropped it  I never felt apart till I met you  What was I supposed to do? 

Final Chorus / Outro
 I cannot  sleep without you
Hold me like you always did 
It was all a lie  
I will never 
 Need another you…

Heartless [prod.felyx]

Prod. @Spellscasted

Verse 1
What am I supposed to do?
I don’t feel nothing
 I wanna hold you tight
 Let it bleed… 
Do you wanna keep an eye on me?

I didn’t even know 
Why I killed you

Chorus
I don’t feel nothing 
I don’t feel nothing
 Now I’m-- gonna ..fall!

Verse 2
What am I supposed to do?
I don’t feel you
 Can I- kill you 
The way I… 
I know that you…

Bridge / Outro
What am I…

Feral Behaviour [prod.spellscasted]

Prod. @scatterxoxo
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Verse 1
Too high, yeah I feel it Hate me, but you play me on your headphones — I can hear it Too messed up in the whip, I ain’t steering Say I’m out, I messed up, now it’s time to start the healing

Would you let me know if it’s been changed? Cuz it’s hurting me slow And you feeling fake, I don’t know if this for show Yeah, you got a mask on, acting on the low

Chorus
Would you let me know if it’s been changed? Cuz it’s hurting me slow Trapped, I don’t know where to go Getting frostbite out in the cold

Verse 2
I never let it go I always called your name It’s all busy now, I cannot see you

I feel out of place I still need your love I’m running out of time

Bridge
Too bright, I cannot see I got blinded…

November Frostbite w/ Skatter [prod. Skatter]

Intro – twilight [prod.gothcsh]

Remake of "braindead ft cinnage310 (lastlife)" @txtme310 

https://on.soundcloud.com/bZLhtLCoQlI7Dpz3bo

brainded (っ҂ཀ•)っ | remake

music is the only reason why I’m staying

gothcsh

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