Between The Ups & Downs (Remaster Version)

This song was made for my #1 inspiration.

Abyss (prod. cross)

My Fault (prod. Eskimos x Jkei)

Hopeless (prod. Matt Bartkus)

This song is a reflection of spiritual grief and isolation. If you're in a dark place, please take care of your heart. You're not alone. If you feel out of it. I recommend you don't listen to this track.

I heard this song in my sleep and woke up and instantly created this track.

All My Friends Are Dead (Prod. NeverForver)

Lyrics:

(hm uh huh aye yeah yeah damn damn damn huh damn huh damn huh damn)
She got a cup and it's filled with some blood
Diamonds so drippy I might cause a flood
Ask how I got it I got out the mud

Said that I'm leanin she fiendin 
I looked in her eyes and I asked whats the meanin
For whatever reason her mood just change like the seasons 
fuck the world how we causin the treason

I Hop in the whip with a foreign ahh bih she put the purple inside of the mix
Yeah I know that this shit yeah it's getting intense
Flex on the net but he couldn't pay his rent

She fiendin body cold like she freezin, I think she a demon
I'm leanin in the back of the whip, as she doin her teasin

I looked in her eyes and I told her. Lets get fucked up.
Yeah her eyes red as fuck. A vampire cold to the touch. 
Yeah she told me don't say too much. If you say too much you're done.
Yeah and she said she wanted some lunch. Yeah she dance in the dark takin your heart. 
I guess you got shot with her gun.

She got a cup and it's filled with some blood
Diamonds so drippy I might cause a flood
Ask how I got it I got out the mud

Said that I'm leanin she fiendin 
I looked in her eyes and I asked whats the meanin
For whatever reason her mood just change like the seasons 
fuck the world how we causin the treason
I Hop in the whip with a foreign ahh bih she put the purple inside of the mix
Yeah I know that this shit yeah it's getting intense
Flex on the net but he couldn't pay his rent

She fiendin body cold like she freezin, I think she a demon
I'm leanin in the back of the whip, as she doin her teasin (Her teasin...)

Whats The Reason (Prod. clvr)

1ØF1

GUNPLAY†

Do You Know The Rules (Prod. Eskimos x Zeux)

Everyday I wonder (Prod. Eskimos x Red Jon)

Help Myself (Prod. Eskimos x AlsBeatz)

Nightfall - Outro (Prod. Eskimos X Triazo)

See You Later (Hopefully) Featuring: TRXSHGOD (Prod. CVRNVTE)

Wordless (Prod. Eskimos X Triazo)

Use You II (Prod. Eskimos X Triazo)

Long Long Road Featuring: Baby Vaun (Prod. Yuuta x Tjay)

I'm Golden (Prod. YoungTaylor x Swisher)

Don't Worry (Prod. Eskimos x Jkei)

Runaway (Prod. Eskimos X Jkei)

Lyrics:

Look up look up to the stars yeah and see the stars above. In your love I do not trust cause you are not the one.  Yeah girl you took a bullet then you shot me with the gun. A sadistic hoe yeah I guess that's how you have your fun. 

Can you hear my cadence? No empathy I hate it. I look up to the moon and I get unmotivated. 
Told her you ain't have to say shit. Like girl how do I phrase this. Like I'm stuck up in the matrix. Yeah love is overrated.
I'm like whoa. I can't let you go. In the midnight glow. yeah guess I'll really never know. Her whoa.

For a love a gun I traded. Feel like every day I'm faded. Yeah love is complicated. Dismissive and evasive. Told her look what you created. Yeah the end I can't escape it. Yeah the devil and his daughter yeah I think that you're related. Yeah I know that you're adjacent. And I'm running out of patience. And can you feel vibrations? Yeah our love is the foundation. Lost inside temptation. So many complications and so many situations. Yeah I guess that love is really overrated.

Shes kinda sadistic. Yeah shes fucked up in her mind huh yeah shes kinda twisted. I tried to resist it. But she slit just like her wrist did. But I kinda dismissed it. Thought I'd understand. But she didn't admit it. She really insisted. Tried to give her love but she told me she don't miss it. Yeah she kinda hid it. Dopamine inside her brain I guess the pain is rented. But I couldn't assist it.

Can you hear my cadence? No empathy I hate it. I look up to the moon and I get unmotivated. 
Told her you ain't have to say shit. Like girl how do I phrase this. Like I'm stuck up in the matrix. Yeah love is overrated.
I'm like whoa. I can't let you go yeah. In the midnight glow . yeah guess I'll really never know. Her whoa.

Guess I'll really never know. 
Guess I'll really never know.
Never know.
Guess I'll really never know.
Guess I'll really never know whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa.

Love Is Overrated (Prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Out My Body (Prod. Mvvi)

Slit Angelz (Prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Wanted My Love (prod. 6astard)

Lyrics:

You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin she won't hold you down. she won't hold you down no.
You get that feelin whoa. You get that feelin when she's not around. When she's not around oh.
You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin when she's not around that she won't hold you down no.
You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin she won't hold you down. When she's not around you.

Tellin me to let go. I don't think I'll let go. Tell me to forget.
But I think I'm too attached though.
Sittin in the back tho. Countin up these racks tho.
Look up in the mirror said I'm done with all these rat hoes yo.

But I get that feelin when you're not around. (You're not around.)
Knowing damn well you won't hold me down.
Knowing that you run around.
Yeah you're an unfaithful hoe.
Niggas know you run around the town you're a crazy hoe.

You ever get that fuckin feelin. She take yo heart for the stealin.
I guess she is a criminal. She gon do a killin.
yeah a knife right to the fuckin heart. when you're not around.
It feel like you tore me all apart.

And do you ever get that feelin.
Heartbreak leads to millions then it leads to billions yeah.
When you're not around.
I look up to the sky I can't hear a sound.

You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin when she's not around that she won't hold you down no.
You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin she won't hold you down. When she's not around you.
Tellin me to let go. I don't think I'll let go. Tell me to forget.
But I think I'm too attached though.
Sittin in the back tho. Countin up these racks tho.
Look up in the mirror said I'm done with all these rat hoes yo.

I been done for like a minute tho.
I just think about her more when you tell me to forget it tho.
Imma pull up in the fast whip. You know this shit not rented tho.
All black windows you can't see thru cause it's tinted tho. Ouh.

Making money imma get it tho.
Keep a wesson for these niggas who wanna be with it tho.
Said she wanted love said I'll be there in a minute tho.
Thinkin bout sending her a message I don't send it tho.

Cause I- Yeah I just get a feelin.
That girl she just want control. Take your heart when you make millions whoa.
She wanna play like it's a scrimmage. Thinking to myself but I steady get that feelin.

You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin when she's not around that she won't hold you down no.
You get that feelin yo. You get that feelin she won't hold you down. When she's not around you.
Tellin me to let go. I don't think I'll let go. Tell me to forget.
But I think I'm too attached though.
Sittin in the back tho. Countin up these racks tho.
Look up in the mirror said I'm done with all these rat hoes yo

Get That Feeling (Not Around) (Prod. Eskimos X Jkei)

Lyrics:

Look up look up to the stars yeah and see the stars above. In your love I do not trust cause you are not the one. Yeah girl you took a bullet then you shot me with the gun. A sadistic hoe yeah I guess that's how you have your fun.

Can you hear my cadence? No empathy I hate it. I look up to the moon and I get unmotivated.
Told her you ain't have to say shit. Like girl how do I phrase this. Like I'm stuck up in the matrix. Yeah love is overrated.
I'm like whoa. I can't let you go. In the midnight glow. yeah guess I'll really never know. Her whoa.

For a love a gun I traded. Feel like every day I'm faded. Yeah love is complicated. Dismissive and evasive. Told her look what you created. Yeah the end I can't escape it. Yeah the devil and his daughter yeah I think that you're related. Yeah I know that you're adjacent. And I'm running out of patience. And can you feel vibrations? Yeah our love is the foundation. Lost inside temptation. So many complications and so many situations. Yeah I guess that love is really overrated.

Shes kinda sadistic. Yeah shes fucked up in her mind huh yeah shes kinda twisted. I tried to resist it. But she slit just like her wrist did. But I kinda dismissed it. Thought I'd understand. But she didn't admit it. She really insisted. Tried to give her love but she told me she don't miss it. Yeah she kinda hid it. Dopamine inside her brain I guess the pain is rented. But I couldn't assist it.

Can you hear my cadence? No empathy I hate it. I look up to the moon and I get unmotivated.
Told her you ain't have to say shit. Like girl how do I phrase this. Like I'm stuck up in the matrix. Yeah love is overrated.
I'm like whoa. I can't let you go yeah. In the midnight glow . yeah guess I'll really never know. Her whoa.

Guess I'll really never know.
Guess I'll really never know.
Never know.
Guess I'll really never know.
Guess I'll really never know whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa.

Suicidal (Prod. Eskimos X AlsBeatz)

Lyrics:

yeah like it's coldplay. Wrong turn.

Yeah I took a right it was the wrong turn. Heartbreak hurts the long term.
I still try to look for love. But I guess it's a cold world.
Guess I'm never gon learn. Look at me with concern.
Tried to give you love but I know the bridges gone burn.

I'm running around without a clue. Steady lookin for sumn to do.
Yeah my heart is gone but you know I'm steady loving you.
Ouh. Chains around my neck. Keep a Wesson and a tec.
Yeah she know that we is tied. Told that bitch to never fret.

I'm like. Damn this shit it get excitin. I just had to read the writin.
Tried to scream out. But it seems that there was only silence.
yeah we come in with the violence. Tell these pussy niggas try it.
If these pussy niggas try to touch me imma show defiance.

Whoa. I'm just like a deviant. Bitch I'm not obedient.
Told her show some lenience. This shit inconvenient.
How these bitches be treatin shit. Brush off the shoulders like.
This shit ain't no comedian.

I'm like do this shit look funny. These girls they actin crummy.
You can play me like a game but don't play me like a dummy.
She playin mind games. Guess the left was the right way.
Imma pull up all alone. I pull into the driveway.

But first were down the highway. Imma do it my way.
Look me in my eyes I said this bitch she got me sideways.
I'm like okay. You don't show love no way. Heart froze up on a cold day.
Guess somebody let go. Just like this shit coldplay.

I'm running around without a clue. Steady lookin for sumn to do.
Yeah my heart is gone but you know I'm steady loving you.
Ouh. Chains around my neck. Keep a Wesson and a tec.
Yeah she know that we is tied. Told that bitch to never fret.

I'm like. Damn this shit it get excitin. I just had to read the writin.
Tried to scream out. But it seems that there was only silence.
yeah we come in with the violence. Tell these pussy niggas try it.
If these pussy niggas try to touch me imma show defiance.

Whoa. Imma show

Coldplay (Prod. Crxss)

Ritual (Prod. Crxss)

Out My Body (Prod. mvvi)

Yippee Ki No (Prod. Eskimos x Triazo)

Long Way From Home (Prod. Eskimos X Zeux)

I suppose (Prod. Eskimos x Triazo)

I know the vocals ain't too good. I'm a lil sick but here you go.

#fuckthatbxtch (Prod. Crxss)

Right All Along (Prod. Eskimos x Zeux)

Armed And Dangerous (Prod. Crxss)

Next To Her Perfume (Prod. M0nty Beats)

Mutual (Prod. Eskimox X Zeux)

Vocal are self-recorded and self-mixed. 

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