Gothurted

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This shit aint easy
Hit my phone
Why’d you leave me
Im all alone
So you tease me up
And you rope me up
Another time that you’re fucking up

Breaking down from regret
It isnt easy as it gets
Ya lead me on from time to time
How the fuck this turn a mess
No i dont want you on my phone
You might as well leave me alone
Now imma get it on my own
I might as well just turn a ghost

Switchin lanes im on my own
I think you’re lying
Coming up from this deep hole
You see me trying
Can you fill up this deep void
Cuz ive been crying
Breaking down you’re in my phone
From shit you’re hidin

all i feel is doubt
i saved the little pictures
but youre not here with me now
not in spirit
i'm sippin liquor
cause all i really feel is doubt
leave me doused against my vigor
and i'll be dying on a pullout couch
and pray to god in each semester
that i wish i could help you sound
like you'll do a little better
but i never see you around
by never i mean never
told me all the things about
how i would not surrender
to the things you'd lie about
i wonder why i'd ever enter you 

when i fall will you kick when i'm down?
when you called i had always been around
and i'm a pawn but nobody bails me out
when im gone i'll be swerving through the south
and i'm just miles away
from refining fate
if i find a slate thats clean
(let it take me)
any time of day
i'll be down to play
a little song so i can grieve
(how you lost me)

Et Tu, Brute?

Et Tu, Brute? [feat. s0cliché](prod. HXRXKILLER)

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

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LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

Lyrics:

[verse]
I'm dying
All the colors are fading
Walls in my room
are getting suffocating
I can see no faces
Despite all these people around me
I'm fighting
But my hopes are fading
Voices in my head
Are getting frustrating

[chorus]
Put a bullet in my brain
'Cause I can't make it by the day
Life is getting worse
Getting short
Let me die today
Bullet in my brain
'Cause I can't make it by the day
Life is getting worse
Getting short
Let me die today
Today

[verse]
I'm so sick of these walls
Surrounding me
Getting far, feeling close
What's wrong with me?
People never understand
What is like to be 
Unloved
Unseen
Black holes in my heart
While I slowly fall apart

[chorus]
Put a bullet in my brain
'Cause I can't make it by the day
Life is getting worse
Getting short
Let me die today
Bullet in my brain
'Cause I can't make it by the day
Life is getting worse
Getting short
Let me die today

In my brain
Today, today

She Doesn't Care About Me [prod. dead spyro]

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Suicide, don't let me die
My eyes are blind, but I still try
Do you still cry
'Cause I still cry
And I can't find
Some peace of mind
So Imma just do everything to get fucked up again
'Cause I don't really need your voice inside my head
No more pain
No more blood
It's all the same
It's never enough

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

Inner Peace [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

[verse: frvr&alwys]
I just can't walk away from this
Without you in my life I don't wanna live
Got marks from your knife
Running down my skin
Dripping on the ice
Taint my life with sin
I've been moving slower
Smoke my bowl and go down lower
Watch the ashes smolder
If I want to I could own her

[hook: gothurted]
I don't know where I could go without you
I don't know if I would live without you
'Cause when I fall again
I know that you won't be the one getting me up
Getting me up
I can't live without you

Without You [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

lyrics:

[chorus]
Feeling empty every day more
Not even death will heal my sore
Living life black & white
Getting only black at night
Afraid of the time
I've been spending for my whole life
Without anybody loving me
Being on my side 
Without any love 
being shown for me
All the words u speak
Make my dry heart bleed
Make my soulless body
Wish that anybody
Will find something in me
But I know that nobody
Would stay with somebody
That is like me
I hate to feel like this 
I can't enjoy anything
I can't enjoy my life
Cause nothing shines as bright
as you used to do

[bridge]
I want you back into my arms
I want you back but you don't want
I'm feeling dead
I'm 

[chorus]
Feeling empty every day more
Not even death will heal my sore
Living life black & white
getting only black at night
Afraid of the time
I've been spending for my whole life
Without anybody loving me
Being on my side 
Without any love 
being shown for me
All the words u speak
Make my dry heart bleed
Make my soulless body
Wish that anybody
Will find something in me
But I know that nobody
Would stay with somebody
That is like me
I hate to feel like this 
I can't enjoy anything
I can't enjoy my life
Cause nothing shines as bright
as you used to do

Empty [prod. after sphere]

prod. Noria

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm done with the love that you talk about but never show
I'm sick of feeling like I'm just another one
I'm done with the endless calls looking at my phone 
Thinking about all the feelings that I don't feel anymore
Just right now that I thought it was over
You cry and beg me to stay like a lover
I was there when nobody else was
But now I'm feeling better because

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

[verse]
(Every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck)
Remember the past years spent together?
You were the one saying that nothing lasts forever
You were the one saying that I should move on
Now that I'm trying, you don't want, what's going on
Do you love me or you don't want me to be free?
I don't like that you disappear and then you don't want me to leave
You can't blame me for the decisions I'm taking
I know I said this before but

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

A World Without You [prod. noria]

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

[+] A one take performance by @seejayxo

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/CD351Cxy6SQ

Support the creators:

Vocals by @seejayxo
Visuals by @eyebshootin
Edit by @prodfranse
Produced by @thersx

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LYRICS:

They don't know what's wrong with me
I roll up that sticky , smoke it honorably
thats just how we living baby, gotta be
I just need someone that hold it down 4 me
she act like she know me , shawty
you just know a part of me
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? nah prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
baby girl you so damn gorgeous
I just wanna love you but I really cant afford it
boring, what's this life without a story
I don't want the fame, or the money, or the glory
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? yea prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
I wish you could just be honest
I don't wanna hate you but I swear that you flaunt it
im just tryna be what you want bih
now my stomach hurting and im getting real
nautious
space ship launch and im on it
take what you want ion got it
my love for you is elongate
I be on them drugs and I know you won't stop it

Throwin Up

+ VISUALS

seejayxo - "throwin up" (+ visuals)

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

Death Of A Star [prod. kafka]

gothurted

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