Can you understand how the fk im feeling !

clearing the strain

The Comedown [2021]

my back hurts [2021]

deathwish

( :/ take me backkk to the others!de *-* )

OTHERSIDE (Prod.Pavlos)

Right now I'm laying in a field of daisies 
With a dear old friend who loves me

Daisy

Un Remix no oficial de un beat de trvsh.exe que nunca salió, lo saco por aquí sin aclamar que el beat es mío y sin fines de lucro ^^

Verte Brillar (SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE) Remix no oficial

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

TEAR ME LIMB FROM LIMB, ALL I WANT TO SEE IS HER SMILE ONE MORE TIME, WHERE EVER SHE IS...

Lyrics:

Tell me what you want me to be
I’m tearing down these walls you’ve built between us
And even if you wanted to see
What I’ve built for us on the other side, 
I’ve lost my mind

So What the fuck did you mean to me?
I can’t answer all of your mindless questions!
You knew it meant almost everything!
Everything I fucking would’ve given to save us!

You don’t know the real me do you?
You only know what I wanted you to think of me!
The problems floating inside of me are endless...
Like the shards of glass piercing beneath my feet!

So Am I not good enough am I not enough for you?
I’m slowly falling apart pieces are breaking!
It’s not enough to see me die in front of you
You need me gone,
And lying on my knees!

So listen here while I scream out for you!
I need the closure of something everlasting!
YOU KNEW YOU MEANT EVERYTHING DON'T YOU?!
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING

AND FOR WHAT THE FUCK THAT GUY DID TO YOU...
I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU’RE GONE AND SUFFERING!
BUT LET ME BE YOUR BANDAGE MY LOVE
Pour me down, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO FEEL

I don’t believe You need space 
You just wanted him 

I’m breaking out! no I can’t bare, YOU KNow!

BUT KNOWING YOU,
THERE'S NO GOING BACK
I'M ALL BUT FORGOTTEN,
I'M FADING It SEEMS!

So if you see me on TV, my love!
YOU KNOW I DID IT FOR YOU PROMISE ME YOU'LL SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME...

PLEASE PLEASE

SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME,
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME! 
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

prod. svbertooth 

LYRICS:
I think it’s finally time I tried to pick up all of these pieces
 it’s been a year of wanting you now I don’t even need this 
most the time just fall apart don’t kiss me like you mean it
I’ve been fucken up since 
The first time I believed in you

Why can’t we touch like we touch on the weekends been thinking so much that it’s time to believe to be leaven
Club closes at two and know you knew the whole evening 
Crawl in my sheets my sheets fall asleep I’m not sleepen 
Fall in love with being numb and shit 
You gotta gum a bit to really feel it hit 
I’m finna call it quits if she don’t call in the morning 
Thought I was your winner but still I’m in mourning 
How do I go from forever alone to haven a friend then driven alone on the interstate fuck it guess for me love comin late
fuck it guess for me love coming late
Reminisce the kiss can’t believe in it
I just can’t pick up the phone I might need a bit 
Thought that it would mean so much more but you're keepen in low
Keep my name fuck out of your perfect lips and darling I just bought of fifth of whiskey to remember how they tasted 

I think it’s finally time I tried to pick up all of these pieces
 it’s been a year of wanting you now I don’t even need this 
most the time just fall apart don’t kiss me like you mean it
I’ve been fucken up since 
The first time I believed in you

Spotify

Pieces (prod. svbertooth)

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
don't ever fall in love they say
it's the biggest trap, don't go this way
you're gonna get it when you grow up
20 years old, still didn't got that

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

and that is how i'm feeling
i don't want to lay, staring at the ceiling
i just want us to be together
heart to heart, thinking bout whatever
comes to mind
baby we are fine
don't worry bout a thing
i can deal with anything
yea
for you, i'll do everything
i'll do everything
cause

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

i just want to feel

deadfish - i just want to feel

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Art By: RIP2_Klasse14

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

Nowadays I don't get the point of anything at all
I've been looking down the chasm for some hope but I just fall
I've been looking for some friends to talk to, they ignore my calls
You'd swear they'd think I'd never make it that I just don't got the gall

Yeah, Say they care but then they say I'm doing just fine
Call me on my phone, why the fuck would I pick up the line?
I could'a killed myself some years ago but then where's all the thrill?
In the future stacking bills, in my will, write that everybody's pockets who doubted me should be filled
And the hole where their heart should be let it be filled with guilt, they'll only understand what they've lost, on the day I'm killed

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while 

Yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while
Yeah, yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while  

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

What's The Point?

iTunes

What's The Point? [Prod. Born Hero]

Lyrics:

[verse: gothurted]
Why did you text me?
I was trying to forget you
'Cause I can't close my eyes
Without having a picture of you
Inside my mind
Feeling so sad
No, I can't find
Someone that loves me
Someone that cares
Have you ever trusted so much?
To give your soul to someone
But then seeing it tore apart
And losing every hope that you had
Sometimes I feel like I just want to quit my life
'Cause I can see no bright side whenever I open my eyes

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

[verse: yung doza]
I need someone who can fix me
All the flaws inside my brain
I need someone who can heal me
From the suffering and pain
Kill me if you want to
Told that girl I'm bad news
I don’t think I can have you
But I'll stay if you want to
I'm not okay
Tell you that I’m okay
Seems these thoughts inside of me they never want to go away
Tell me will you love me
When it all fades to gray
Will you go avenge me
When I'm in the cold lake
Drown away in hopeless tears
You should have loved me when I was here
I was nothing now I’m suffering
Now the world is crystal clear
I see your lies
And I wonder why
You think I’m like
Some other guy
But I’m falling
Eyes bawling
I'm someone you’ll never find

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

STREAM

Why Did You Text Me ft. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

Produced by metlast

I WONDER IF YOU'D STAYED IF I WASN'T BY YOUR SIDE

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NXDZhX1Wbs

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre - Chorus]
it takes a lot to be fine, all this time, empty nights 
fuck my stressfull mind, see my day just going by
i wonder if you'd stayed if i wasnt by your side
make me feel alright, all you have to do is lie

[Chorus]
lie, lie, lie hold my hand and dont you cry
see the difference in our minds, 
baby why you scared to die
fucking bleeding from your words, 
please dont cross another line
tears are falling from your eyes
i dont see that as a sign

[Verse]
stars in the sky, i want you to be mine
but there's not one reply, can you tell me fucking why
am i even still alive, hard times, no end, soul dead
theres no purpose in this life

[Bridge]
no purpose, i feel worthless
why you gotta fucking leave me like this
losing focus, hearts broken
they dont know it, but i am hopeless

[Pre - Chorus]
it takes a lot to be fine, all this time, empty nights 
fuck my stressful mind, see my day just going by
i wonder if you'd stayed if i wasnt by your side
make me feel alright, all you have to do is lie

[Chorus]
lie, lie, lie hold my hand and dont you cry
see the difference in our minds, 
baby why you scared to die
fucking bleeding from your words, 
please dont cross another line
tears are falling from your eyes
i dont see that as a sign

[Outro]
no purpose, i feel worthless
why you gotta fucking leave me like this
losing focus, hearts broken
they dont know it, but i am hopeless

Biteki びてき

empty nights (prod. metlast)

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

[verse]
Try to spend a life without me
Even if I know that for you that's easy
Hitting on a blunt now I'm feeling dizzy
Without your arms around me
I swear that I'm freezing
You make me feel like
I'm not enough for you
No matter what I do
No matter my efforts
I got no more force
I'm trying to let you understand
You were my only friend
You were the only one I love
And I will love forever
I can't still accept that we'll never be together
'Cause you took me out from the darkness
But then you let me down
And the sky looks starless

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

Without Breathing [prod. Ahnboi]

prod. Noria

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm done with the love that you talk about but never show
I'm sick of feeling like I'm just another one
I'm done with the endless calls looking at my phone 
Thinking about all the feelings that I don't feel anymore
Just right now that I thought it was over
You cry and beg me to stay like a lover
I was there when nobody else was
But now I'm feeling better because

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

[verse]
(Every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck)
Remember the past years spent together?
You were the one saying that nothing lasts forever
You were the one saying that I should move on
Now that I'm trying, you don't want, what's going on
Do you love me or you don't want me to be free?
I don't like that you disappear and then you don't want me to leave
You can't blame me for the decisions I'm taking
I know I said this before but

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

A World Without You [prod. noria]

With the legend himself @vito2300 ! Thank you for listening <3

prod/mix/master by @farhantnvr !!!

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ShEMgpHn13OMYfXH5uM50
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/white-flags-single/1538212935

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VITO
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Art by Anthonette Bueno

Lyrics:
How come I don’t feel that bad?
I swear to god I will never go back
Lights cameras and all that action
I’m trying hard not lose my traction
He’s got your wrist leading you out
There’s nothing I coulda told myself 
We let it go without a fight 
But what conversation could make it right?

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

Stay, stay, stay if you want to stay 
Or leave me here in the pouring rain
Hate, hate, hate if you want to hate
But I’m too caught up with the city in my gaze
Might go MIA
Don’t want to hear them speak my name
And you’re all the same 
I’ll light the match, watch it go all up in flames
He’s got your wrist leading you out
I can’t save you, I can’t save myself 
We let it go without a fight
But give me a chance I could make it right

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

Stream

I'm Geist x VITO - White Flags (Prod. TNVR)

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

Without Breathing [prod. Ahnboi]

gothurted

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