a slightly obscured fall from faith

( a year old song >.<)

prod @chewy @dreamno7e
everything else me :p

Your face was lodged in bark
sifting dark brown, a new font I opened up
Don’t know where to start,
(Don’t) keep your eyes closed when the sky is cut
Can’t hear my bones shuffle when I’m near you
1 minute turns me to jelly & I’m fucked

I never thought I could see you, or be you, I could be you
I never thought I could see you, I never thought I could be you

It’s (is that) not far off
I’ll break my own bones
To win ‘gainst time
I fucking know
It’s a losing game I’m playing
Cut out for suffering, pro bono

Shein only I’ll cut u off
Don’t lend trust to them
Mama told me don’t love
I can’t give up that
I’m in deep but I know what it’s for 
I’m everything she can’t stand for

Your face was lodged in bark
sifting dark brown, a new font I opened up
Don’t know where to start,
(Don’t) keep your eyes closed when the sky is cut

when the sky's cut @heroine @dreamnote

looking back at you

everything by me 
the last "obviously" by @qlein

ain't no need for fighting when we got that bitch in common
bronzer gonna multiply while MoCA prove he flunked it
i been on my phone 4 way too long, my head is sunken
overcommitted girlie, i might end up stunte-

(s)he said "i'll wring you out 'til you run clear"
you said "i just want you to be free like me"

moving it closer than ever before
got my shit but i don't wanna go
love my hometown way too damn much
flirting with a ford-

F250, gon end up like whitney
all alone waiting 4 someone to dance with me...

treat me like a throwaway
load me up then purge my mouth
it seems i'm not a good one
ain't no Blaire White for a crowd
i'm much too apathetic
alogia, not just with my speech
eating in a soup kitchen
at least i got my soul to keep...

it's hard to see a single thing
anhedonia won the fight, i think
your fingers feel floristic to the touch
"i hope that's enough, that's all i can become"

overcommitted, overdiminished
"girl, get over yourself"
flutter infinite, are you a sinner?
tryna break all the bounds

of what you can be, 'true' congruency
a birdie told me you're just as good as dust

still blurred farther than the ear can see
my tongue hollows itself to your recipes
force feed me what it is to love
force me to realign my heart

[he's angry at a thought that never existed, nor could it ever, he needs to stop being pissed at everything that crosses his path. it's not indicative of a bigger thing at play, tho i wish it was so he could feel valid, hear less word salads]

(s)he said "i'll wring you out 'til you run clear"
you said "i just want you to be free like me"

(your fingers feel floristic to the touch,
"i hope that's enough, that's all i can become")

overtly

'Twas the night before 9/11

NOW on all plats... 2 months later...... >,<

@chewy @kingfelix @dreamno7e

Loaded with cash
Get to the bag 
Yeah Imma fiend for love
Boys & girls
I’m a proud fag :3
Yeah watch me shake it up
It get dicey when you playin with them cards girl
Cuz the tarot speaks louder when you ditch the guardrails~

I’m gon trick a dummy
You look funny
Something’s wrong with your hair
And I’m not gonna tell you what
Cuz life >DON'T PLAY FAIR<
It’s the little things....
... and you ain’t paying attention ! 
It’s okay I’ll take the blame again just stop hiding behind affection!!

You can be a Proud Boy, a Proud Girl
A gay who just strayed~ {"woe is me...!!!"}
But I don’t got no empathy for any fuckin fake.
You’re tryna stitch a hole that wasn’t even there 2 begin with
Ain’t no child mutilation, you’re just making your own death wish
So go and speak on anything	
Your opinion is yours alone
No fact check, no receipts but you’re Jaimee Michell !!!

jaimee michell @heroine @kingfelix @dreamnote

fun y2k-esque song that means a lil bit of nothing

prod @ssoh
everything else me!!!

"girl don't take a stab at it!!!"
i hit it and i miss: tragic ><
take a picture, use your fucking OldView
can't live in the moment, like i ain't love you </3333

she don't talk to me
i'm unimportant
move away, move to amsterdamn
DRUG IT ALL AWAY IM TALKING:
Night clubs, Dancing, Snorting in the bathroom
What's in my nose? 
Girl I wish I could tell youuuuu

(uh) yeah I live for this shit
Ayahausca in my cup while I go for a sniff~~
of that good good, that good blow!!
sometimes i think i just miss home...  :<<<<

let go... x4
let go
roam free
see what the world can offer~~~

"girl don't take a stab at it!!!" 
i hit it and i miss: tragic ><
take a picture, use your fucking OldView
can't live in the moment, like i ain't love you </3333

like i ain't x2
like i ain't love you
(x4)

oneMoreTime @ssoh

shout out everyone here + isa marq og barri michael qlein & odinlite for being big inspo 4 both my prod&vocals lately :)

--my drums--
1-3 solo
4 bbyazul inci0
5 zayok sample
6 nephminaj
7 attic mel
8 sinefelt over nartoyk sample
9 attic
10 attic bbyazul
11 solo
12 carrophobia
13 yonklolz 
14 ovrdose/whitemask
15-17 tgwog
18-19 solo
19 lesions
20 digipak (wip)
21-22 solo
23 bbyazul
24-29 solo
30 kita
31-34 solo
35 crusey
36 solo
37 sinefelt
38-41 solo
42 irene

--other ppl's drums-- 31:47 to end
43-44 attc
45-47 fibrr
48 fuego.fm attc
49-51 og
52 og luh a
53 og attc
54 og

the end!

CLIPS w/ friends #2

made this in honor of my dear friend @odin-lite dropping his first album
check it out below!!!! <33
https://soundcloud.com/odin-lite/sets/world



1flooorr (OdinLite cover)

may2025-august2025 <3

shout out every1 included here - sum of my fav beats EVR are nested in this collage of beats...  #listenUp grolthers... 

--tracklist-- (needless to say im a part of all these)
0:00 @granularize @gmodravemix
0:49 @seraphicwings @faintthearted @granularize
1:43 @attc
2:36 @shushing
3:41 @luca_marin
4:43 @harmtails
5:11 @attc @worldwar6
6:12 solo (@deadpunchy + @alphieafterlife sample)
6:59 @zachcs @hiiguraashii
7:52 @granularize
8:40 @miragegarcon
9:26 @gmodravemix
10:16 solo (@dern0 - abandoned drumkit showcase sample)
10:43 @granularize
11:11 @jem03 @digipak
11:36 @digipak @blessedposse
12:01 @faintthearted @granularize
12:29 @attc
13:15 @blessedposse
13:41 @plugdatafx
14:08 @qlein @faintthearted
15:13 @granularize
16:19 @ticoxxx @fleshtoflesh
17:14 @hiiguraashii
18:27 @imnotrydxr
18:56 @qlein
19:26 @fibrr
19:59 @rollmyblunt
20:24 @jxyrust @shushing @fibrr
20:50 @seraphicwings
21:16 insta: @ssevensighs
21:52 @tillamookbay
22:20 @fibrr
22:50 @1mqndy
23:20 @618328
23:46 solo
24:09 solo
24:34 solo
25:05 @rollmyblunt
25:33 @zejjjp
26:10 @qlein @sinefelt
27:00 @fibrr
27:25 @fibrr
27:52 @plugdatafx
28:29 @rollmyblunt
28:55 @shushing
29:21 @hiiguraashii @worldwar6
29:50 @zzoos @speaking149_role @jadeblades
30:15 @luca_marin
30:39 @vallich
31:11 @vallich
31:41 @noraware
32:11 @noraware
32:43 solo 
33:12 @cruseyyyy
33:40 @cruseyyyy
34:07 @fibrr
34:32 solo
35:14 solo
35:41 @oxonova
36:08 @pitifulrock
36:34 solo
37:03 solo (soundcloud.com/chappellroan/casual sample)
37:35 solo (@zayok sample challenge submission)
38:10 @hat1rla @iwrotehaikus
38:45 @vallich
39:13 @zejjjp
39:45 @sinefelt
39:56 solo
40:17 @plugdatafx
40:43 @shushing
41:23 @cruseyyyy
41:56 solo
42:33 solo (Bogdan Raczynski - Thinking Of You Thinking Of Me)

tysm <3333

guilt&shame @phana @irene

i recognize my own faults though and i forgive u for yours. glad to have had what we did and for what it made me learn. i hope you are doing well.

produced by @oxonova @r1yy
everything else by me
made in november 2025

I wish i wasn’t so insecure
every little thing just tears up my nerves
How can “i love u” sound so moot
I need some blunt force trauma, so let me wonder if

You’re seeing someone else
I wouldn’t blame you
I wish I was someone else 
Who could be your one true

Love at first sight
Who holds you the right way, not like how i do
Am I uncouth?
Is it the words I speak with my touch I’m unaware of?
I feel so damn oblivious but complicit in the quiet ruins of: 

us

(How did it end up this way where i fucked it up this much?) 

I can’t- I can’t believe it how did it end up this way so quick?
I can’t- I can’t believe it we started so long ago

(How did it end up this way where i fucked it up this much?)

Hey hey hey hey heyyyyy
Hold it in
Bottle it up
Hold yourself back 
When’s it enough?
I’m so done x4
It’s 1am and i’m still fucking up
I’m so fucking tired

How do i end up like this?
It’s a pattern of rust…

I wish i wasn’t so insecure
every little thing just tears up my nerves
How can “i love u” sound so moot
I need some blunt force trauma, so let me wonder if

You’re seeing someone else
I wouldn’t >blame you<
I wish I was someone else 
Who could be your one true

Love at first sight
Who holds you the right way, not like how i-
not like how i-

i wish i wasn't so insecure @oxonova @riyui

this one has been lying around too long

produced by @chewy @tillamookbay
vocal feat from @zzoos
all mixed by me :) 

@gr0lth

I couldn’t let anyone in
It’s half contradictory
I can’t cover my roots
Fully hidden in the leaves
I can’t be in any room where anybody fucking acknowledges me 

Hold your tongue
Waive your love
Seal your lungs
Don’t break and r-

@zzoos

no i cnt stop
ima pop these pills until i feel sum
bitch im high as fuck
im talkin it dont mean nun
i cnt switch up on my bros
cus im a real 1
i js re upped on my drugs
my pockets filled up

bitch i hit the store clean it out
overstimulate my brain
till i cant hear a sound
bitch im too fried
layin on the ground
wake up n i hate myself
im smokin by the pound
yea yea
bitch i fry my brain w substances
i cant think anymore
locked up in my room
im so motha fuckin bored
this why i dont evr put my guard down
tryna fix my life
i think its 2 late to start now

break&run @heroine @michimani

"This world gives us many reasons to shrink ourselves for others' comfort, and it is an act of love to decide otherwise for yourself and your beloveds. I am so proud of you."

produced by @lluneth @mercycoreradio
everything else by me & @maxynejournal <3

@gr0lth

Throwback to the four seater hatchback
Didn’t know if it was who i was or just acting
Wishing for a dandelion’s kiss
When every summer would spring up my depression
Full reset when i moved, had to make myself 
Carve everything anew
And modgepodge it together
I was hoping i could fly to meet the descendants of icarus
‘Cause i believed i could learn something better

All th times i wished that i wasn’t born this way
All the times my heart was fried and people still shoo’d me away
I’ve been living for these moments 
I’ve been living this long
Isn’t that enough to show
That i wanna make it far?

What will take?
I’ll misshape my bones just for a handshake
If i’m not the girl from the small town who makes it,
Then i’ll be a tranny who was found on the pavement (fuck!)

I’ll fail at it till i die
I've been working at this my whole life 
And I will fail at it till I die

@maxynejournal

give it all that you got now
pick up the wreckage, let it fall down
what im feeling starts to compound
ik it feels like a cop out
(ik it feels like a cop out)
i'll let you put it on the table but you better get it right
i dont rly have  a say in this my hands are tied
its all just do or die
you were the one i could confide in
its all so confining

the story i live by @lluneth @mercyyy

world's most gullible girl

produced by @gmodravemix @granularize
sine lead preset from goat @ticoxxx
vox + mixing by me as always :)

honestly ive spent too much time, living in the moment, waiting for the right time
all you're wanting is a lie, so please don't waste that fight

"you can believe anything
do what you want, live your own way"
i will believe the truth
of happiness, of loving my name

i don't wanna have pity for anyone ever again
you tainted the light with your cries and you'll happily do it again
i didn't deserve to have to be a parent
oh i was just 14 years old

(honestly ive spent too much time, living in the moment, waiting for the right time)

(all you're wanting is a lie, so please don't waste that fight)

it's written on the ceiling! @og @irene

september 2025 to present day may 2026 <3

ily everyone included on here and everyone who isn't!! y'all are all so damn inspiring and push me to create art every day just by being yourselvess :,)

it is my 20th birthday today on may 17th 2026 and i'm so eternally grateful for this life i've been gifted!! there is joy and/or gratitude to be found in every crevice of this world and i will continue to find it until the day i croak <3

--tracklist--
0:00 @attc
0:40 @bonedoji @scrambl
1:06 @7_7ame
1:43 @crispyporkbelly
2:24 @monajensyn
2:55 @okjthousand
3:30 @okjthousand
4:00 @vanda100
4:43 @tillamookbay
5:54 solo
6:45 @anklebug
7:15 @jadeblades
7:48 solo
8:08 @attc
8:42 solo
9:20 solo
10:00 @aizeks @stone47
10:33 @blessedposse @stone47
11:06 @granularize
11:35 @noraware
12:05 solo
12:32 @autochjroma @heavn0nevaeh
13:00 @bonedoji
13:38 @attc @thediaryinmydrawer
14:03 @hiiguraashii
14:26 @escap333
14:52 @monajensyn
15:25 @maplejournal
15:49 solo
16:28 @ssoh
16:54 @seraphicwings
17:21 @oxonova @autochjroma @s3r3n3gr4c3
17:51 solo
18:17 @ramonaheart
18:54 solo
19:27 solo
20:09 @fleshtoflesh
20:53 @zzjay @thediaryinmydrawer
21:36 @granularize @gmodravemix
22:08 @ticoxxx
23:13 @spkears @thediaryinmydrawer
23:53 @tzsz
24:19 @rans0m @motui
25:23 solo (samples https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/so-what)
25:58 solo
27:06 solo
28:03 solo
28:33 @jadeblades
29:13 @zigimoo
30:07 @zyber47
30:59 solo
32:06 @floypy
33:08 @3eight9
33:46 solo
34:18 @crispyporkbelly
35:10 @hieraleon
35:38 @noraware
36:26 @fibrr
36:52 solo (samples https://soundcloud.com/zayok/and-bite-v2-sydney-runner-on1y)
37:35 solo (samples chet baker - time after time)
38:19 @trapjump
38:43 @rans0m @motui
39:39 solo
39:59 solo
40:29 solo
41:43 @zigimoo
42:53 lenguua (idk their @ on soundcloud sorrrys)
43:49 @noraware
44:40 solo
45:19 @zzoos @maxynejournal
45:55 @maxynejournal
46:47 solo
47:19 @vanda100 @jadeblades
47:44 solo
48:14 solo
49:12 @sinefelt
49:55 @noraware
50:35 solo
51:20 solo (samples carrophobia - antidote)
52:04 @zzoos 
enddd :) 

tysm for listening ily ily ily

CLIPS w/ friends #4 (BIRTHDAY EDITION)

"... you told me, you didn't even turn the page!"

track 3 off "please cancel this stage of my life"
prod @chewy @concerninggggg
evrything else by me :>

I watched Life run right past me 
Asked Him to explain where I’m going
While standing still
And if music’s just a hobby
I can’t waste more time just singing about being this

This wreck of a human doesn’t know what to do with herself
Privy to privilege but so scared to ask for help 

She’ll put some makeup on, guide the eyes to where she’s comfortable
It’s just point blank easier to always face it head on
Way too many times caught with her guard down
Way too many close calls with night prowlers

so much crying
hands tangled
words missing
tongue tied
so much lying
feigning glee
same message 
who am I?
(x2)

I’m debuting about nothing
Lazy tear-filled fucker whining 	
Whining about doing nothing
Whining bout tryna be sumn
But I ain’t put the effort in (yet)
Needa start severing (yeah)
All the old words I wrote down
Only took me to some darker depths

& I could lie more
Yeah I could say I’m completely done with it
A mended whore
But to be overt, I can’t swerve around the definition
To face your fears you gotta take the blame & admit it

standing still @heroine @vin

the start of my love for confrontation

melody by michimani @tillamookbay
everything else by me :)

I can’t fade out of sight
I can’t lose track tonight
What the fuck’s happened to me?
How did I lose my life?

Waking up
Faking the rest
Mindless speech
Endless dread
What the fuck’s happened to me
Don’t wanna die willingly
Lighting up
Don’t be stressed x3
In your head, sorry, it’s all in your head

Yeah 
fuck x4
All i’m running on is
luck x4
And they say shit girl that’s 
tough x4
oh yeah that’s 
rough x4
(x2)

Oh can you face it for me?
I’m blatantly overstepping, but please?
(x4)

I’m searching for a BREAK THROUGH
Tryna save myself with Hail Mary’s
I’m playing out a fable
Running from the bad ending
It’s clear why I’m unstable
But I’m tryna rewrite
Relapsing is easy: I hold my fate too damn tight

And that’s the breakdown of it 
I’m overcast but pushing to live
With all my friends around me
I’m a force to be reckoned with

Fuck all the premonitions
Fuck all the art i made that tied me down
Tied me down 

I can’t fade out of sight
I can’t lose track tonight
What the fuck’s happened to me?
How did I lose my life?
(x2)

BREAK-THROUGH

"An exceptionally interesting subject (...) a most beautiful woman, playing a 'vampire' who tries her utmost to tempt the youth." 

everything by me

@gr0lth
I write like Sophocles
But been like Ajax, not the dish soap
It’s hard to see the art that you say would “die without”
-reap you nothing
It’s plain disgusting
The way you leech off of everyone you can 

It’s not unusual  
The weights in your eyes
Dragging 
A late demise planned to happen  
If you shed your shame for a second
I can help if I’ll be let in  

Will u miss me love?
Will u shed a tear?
Can I wilt in your arms, till I start to sear?
If your heart attacked,
Would I be at fault?
Is it feign to fear whom I should hold close
(x2)

I struggle saying anything
Vocal chords shut, am I helpless or a prude?
In fear of judgement constantly
Oh I can't place a time I ever shook the feeling off
Stop, remembering where you bled
Calm your nerves till they heal again
Girl you gotta give yourself some time
Running head first into danger with no plan to win

You stalked me in my nightmares
Felt your breath scald	my scalp
Back turned, said u hate me
When front faced, no sound 
It’s obvious, you’re playing me for a fool
A tool turned to quicksand, I ain’t gon say move
With lungs punctured, quick to atrophy
A sauntering son walking past me
“It’s mockery at best”

Will u miss me love?
Will u shed a tear?
Can I wilt in your arms, till I start to sear?
If your heart attacked,
Would I be at fault?
Is it feign to fear whom I should hold close
(x2)

nature's caricature

the learning process for finding yourself

part of the melody by rydxr @imnotrydxr
bass preset from the goat vin
mixing feedback from cratre @usbc
everything else by me :)

Call my bluff
You're fighting off the world, while I'm waiting in the cockpit
I wanna be
The associate of joy’s thief: comparing 

myself~ to you x2

(I’m not gonna put it with this ‘cause I don’t have to anymore
I’m tired of your worldview ‘cause you always neglected for him of course)

Bitch I ain’t gonna live like that anymore
Why would I do that to myself?
You can wallow in your self-pity
Either way I'm gonna do so well
I ain’t gonna live like that anymore
Why would I do that to myself?
I ain’t gonna be like you in any way
Go and get some fucking help!

call my bluff

"you gotta name a song tragic with how much you say it" - michael like 2 years ago

originally made for @johnrusselquotes but ended up saving it for this release :)
everything by me!

thank you so much for listening to this project or even just a song off it <3 everyone and everything in my life were the seeds, fertilizer, and tender care that was needed to create this piece of art. y'all all mean so much to me

tragic

"let's talk before this bleeds anymore" - the worst person you know

everything by me :)

An ode to a friend
That owed it to us
Moth to the flame
I wanna live in how it was 
Took some months, found my way but I still want it back 
Sunken cost, our chemistry and work was unmatched

Tha- tha- tha- tha-
That girl and boy don’t want it, how i want it i’mma-
Tha- tha- tha- tha-
That girl and boy don’t want it, how i want it-

Too bad, so sad!
Grow the fuck up 
You can’t lose track
Don’t clip your wings
Don’t be like your mom
Don’t be like your dad 
Don’t dwell on it 4 so damn long

The Pressure hit all at once
Sneaking up the mountain
Run until your sneakers stop
I tried to be the captain
But i can’t replace you x2 
How can I repay you? x2

After what you did to me
Was it that easy? oh was it that easy?
x4







how i want it [GRIEVING 101]

"why do you believe that we deserve to be forgotten?"

everything by me

I'm scared i’ll just be like you when im grown up
So i go and cut my bangs and cry it up
So hard… that i fall asleep
I only wanna live in my dreams
 
Get out of my house 
Ain’t no place 4 you
This room ain’t yours anymore
Cuz you believe you’re so high and mighty
Well you’re a fucking whore
I can’t
I’m not a man
Well grow up fucking mannnn

Who wants? x4
I want it x4
All! x4
(x2)


sorry, not sorry "dad"

thank you for showing me that episode of black mirror <3

everything by me

all the words i think at night but can't say 
i wanna write a song that captures us but you don’t know how to play
Any instruments or even use your own voice babe
Guess that’s why we aren’t friends anymore, can’t blame you though
‘Cause it’s a two way road and we both got broken sneakers
I wanna take and break the silence cuz i wanna feel

the pain in the awkward jokes that didn't quite land
the hug after our long-winded talk
i wanna teach you to sing better but we’re out of touch
the pain in the awkward jokes that didn't quite land
the hug after our long-winded talk
i wanna teach you to sing better, don’t tell me we’ve grown apart

don't tell me we've grown apart

disappointment personified

everything by me

i walked out to the bridge
huddled over the edge
you told me:
"don't let it take hold"
take hold

don't let it take
x3
don't let it take hold

you're just another one of those suckers
you're just another one of those suckers
x2

just another

"passenger princess, let's cause a collision"

everything by me

Why’d you choose her over me, over all of us
Your indecision made you choose
I picked at my scabs for so long they opened up
Is that how it is for you too?

It seemed so easy x2 for you
It seemed so easy x2 to do
It’s so damn sleazy x2 of you
How could you leave me, did I ever really know you?

I can’t take, I can’t take it (x2)

i can't take it

"Sweet dreams. God loves you as you are."

everything by me

your knees flat on the tile
you were only 17 writing in a bible's margins
in hopes that god could confront your faults

i know i'm not asking too much
just give me a lover 
just give me a best friend
just someone to hold me back when the day ends
and your foe satan comes to close

jesus loves me, i know so
if my parents don't care then he will sow
all the seeds that lead me to breaking into so many parts

and i don't care

what you believe in
so abstract but human
i just wanna know what gives you the credence to decide who i am?

catholic trauma song

this one is very directly to myself

everything by me

I can’t live in grievance, don't wanna keep breaking even
Wind got in my eyes, I’m not lying, it’s just the season
And I’m afraid I come off exactly how I look- 
a lazy crook pleading for mercy after putting in no work

lazy crook!

"I love you"

everything by me

An early bird in the dawning
Your feather left at my bedside
I knew it was haunting
But I was too stunted to realize 
The fact that it's falling, all apart
The time, I see it shrinking, will I ever build myself up?

I know that I'm praying to a predator
A dump of emotions, I go unregistered
Was it nothing to you? Not even worth the bare minimum
hear my blood dry, you're watching a supernova 
Misaligned anew, a separate class from suited cobras
I hear your lie break through:
"I love you"


flightless bird

originally titled "dumpster love"

everything by me

I am the pattern of my problem
I can go on and on and on and on  
Cuz what's life without all the drama?
Talking about slipping, falling, dropping the ball 

Yeah, I can go on and on and on
We could fall farther while I spill it all

What you sayin’, we could meet our lowest low baby
You’re crazy, but I think you’re worth embracing
Yeah the FOMO's speaking through me I’m only two joints deep {GIRL WHAT?}
Red wine supernova, Chappell Roan so heavenly

You could be my dumpster fire, I could be your perfect wife
We’ll switch whenever we need to, but can you please go & dim the lights
I can’t believe you! You’re getting on my nerves! 
And I like how you do it, no it never hurts <333 


pattern of my problem


everything by me

I wasn’t clear about what I wanted
So let me say it straight to you
U don’t deserve my time you manchild
Yah you’re letting your colors show through

fuck
I won’t ever fuck around with anyone like you
fuh- fuck
Why did it take me so long to blame your actions on you 
(bi- bite into you)

Since you’re manly
Bitch put up some hands please
I’ll rock your fucking shit just like my old man before me

Dude get out my texts and out my fucking life
Are you fucking stupid? Drinking and throwing shit at your wife
You need to learn some actions have consequences
You can’t call me a dick and say that i’m your buddy

fuck
Learned my lesson, i’ll ignore anyone like you
fuh- fuck
Why did it take me so long to say adieu

Since you’re manly
Bitch put up some hands please
I’ll rock your fucking shit just like my old man before me

At some point, she must've decided she would not feel her sorrows. I wish I could tell her that her heart is like a target with a quiver of arrows shot through the red center. It makes me sad. If I were her, I would find a private place. Somewhere kind of beautiful, and let myself go. 

Sometimes, crying is like a prayer.


mutually exclusive

"I can feel you fall"

everything by me 
samples one of my favorite songs in the world

I was wearing her boxers when she kept her distance when she said we were over 
I guess love lost is better than regret that she was never my lover
my body’s laying out a white carpet of paper towels
the scraps of our love story crumpled on the ground

your name is still humming in my chest

"you can only find it within yourself"

everything by me
samples one of my favorite artists and videogames of all time

what kind of person am I
what do I love?
where do I start with that question?
i feel so lost
i feel so lost
feel so fuckin' lost

if this is all I can be then maybe that's enough
but I don't like being content, I won’t be interesting enough
So i put in the work until its more than a hobby, more than a habit, like an addiction, i want it bad! x3


late blossom, caught in winter

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