lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

circles (recycleBin)

prod. artemys

Yeah yeah, it doesn't matter anymore
I'm just chillin' by myself, I been sippin' on the floor
This shit getting so old, you're the reason I am bored
We can sit and have a chat just tell me you want more
Yeah, I'm right here
And I ain't going anywhere, ain't gonna disappear
And I be lovin' making music I just love to hear
And I don't care about the money baby, fuck a deal
Yeah relax now, I keep telling myself that
I keep lying to myself ain't nobody coming back
Maybe I just gotta stop, everybody getting dropped
They just living young, living young, wanted at the top

Going so fast, going so fast
Flooring on the gas gotta relax
Gotta relax I'm about to roll the spliff
I'm just tweakin' going in
Eyes are just about to dim yeah
Yeah, I been getting so high
I'm in love with the feeling when I'm in the fucking sky
I'm just gonna cope with life, I don't care if I die
I just wish I had some answers for my shitty ass life

It doesn't matter, not at all
I'm just living my life just to die, lifeless like a doll
Hold up, don't care if I fall
Hold up, I've been giving up
Baby I don't give a fuck

Yeah yeah, it doesn't matter anymore
I'm just chillin' by myself, I been sippin' on the floor
This shit getting so old, you're the reason I am bored
We can sit and have a chat just tell me you want more
Yeah, I'm right here
And I ain't going anywhere, ain't gonna disappear
And I be lovin' making music I just love to hear
And I don't care about the money baby, fuck a deal
Yeah relax now, I keep telling myself that
I keep lying to myself ain't nobody coming back
Maybe I just gotta stop, everybody getting dropped
They just living young, living young, wanted at the top

does it even matter

prod by yung keeta <3

LYRICS:
Bittersweet bittersweet
why you killin me killin me oh x2

Blood drippin down my blade
pop a xanny for the pain 
i ain't wanna feel it they ain't feelin what i'm sayin
got sum trauma in my brain
i'm just tryna maintain
ion think no one can save me goin crazy i'm insane
ima no name
ima loser ima lame
newport to the flame
in the junkie hall of fame
every single day always feel the fuckin same 
look what i became 
just another fuckin stain x2

Bittersweet

wow i have been so behind and my lifes been falling apart
i love you all thank you so much for the constant support this truly keeps me going and gives me a reason to wake up everyday. its sum different but i hope u all like it.

does it even matter

gr33ntrees

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