Am I your pill or your pillar / am I your phew or your führer / am I your kill or your killer / am I the deal or the dealer / am I the game or the gamer / am i the kid, you the kidder / the bit you clip or the clipper / the bit the mare or the whipper / Am I your pill or your pillar / am I your phew or your führer / am I your kill or your killer / am I the deal or the dealer / am I the game or the gamer / am i the kid, you the kidder / the bit you clip or the clipper / the bit the mare or the whipper

hello my name is adversity yeah / and I can't tell you how much I love / I just want you to know what you are / know that you are capable to face what comes next / cos there's so much to come and you can't enjoy it, enjoy it oh if you run / learn to overcome not only your trials but your fear of me / can't call me your foe when I'm the catalyst for every success you have known / I am not your opponent / I am not your enemy / I celebrate your victories even though you think of me as everything that held you back from everything you need / but you're wrong / I am here to push you/ I am here to push you/ I am here to push you, not down but along / so tell me am I the game or the gamer / am i the kid, you the kidder / the bit you clip or the clipper / the bit the mare or the whipper/ you just wanna be happy

The Bit, The Mare, Or The Whipper

For Krystal, my boss ass bpd babe buddy, just a rough recording I am uploading to keep the file safe. And shoutout to Jack giggling at the start 🤭

You sit with me, I smoke with you out in the sun, but when the rain comes we sit in your car, the one you "chuff" me in and we can talk and we can sing.
But when it's clouds of grey and BPDuh fucks your head space, I hope you know, cos I do, that I'm fuckin here for you.
You drink with me oishii bubble tea but yours is sweeter than mine and I like the bubbles so you you got for me my very own Birthday Boba for company.
And when it's clouds of grey and BPDuh fucks my head space I'll hold her close and think of how I love that you're my friend now.
I know you have to go your own way on Monday, but when you go if you go it alone I'll understand. But I have never had a friend like you, I can't believe it's true that I found you and you found me too.
So will you sit with me and watch TV? Sing until our hearts' content? And do all of the art and the gardening and maybe just a little bit of getting bent?
So when it's clouds of grey cos BPDuh fucked our head space we can just be you and me, motherfuckin crazy.
And when you're blue all day cos BPDuh's a cunt and won't go away, I hope you know, cos I do, that I'm fuckin here for you.
I hope you know, cos I do, that I'm fuckin here for you. 

BPDuh

He has got me elevated
Honey give me love, upgraded
And when he serve it up, my my I'm sated
When it comes to love, my man ate it

When it comes to love my man gives me
All the love I want, he stays with me
All the time he's got just to kiss me
He won't sleep long because he'll miss me
He gives me all the best of his time
Wants to make sure he's there by my side
Holds me close anytime that I cry
Kiss my lips and my cheeks and my eyes

He has got me elevated
Honey give me love, upgraded
And when he serve it up, my my I'm sated
When it comes to love, my man ate it

When it comes to love my man has me
He knows how to keep his girl happy
He can say the sweetest things at me
And he don't even do it to jazz me
He just gives me the love that he gives me
And it's enough to make me feel dizzy
No finer mill you'll find in this city
Can get you higher than my man gets me

He has got me elevated
Honey give me love, upgraded
And when he serve it up, my my I'm sated
When it comes to love, my man ate it

When it comes to love my man gives me
All the love I want, he stays with me
All the time he's got just to kiss me
He won't sleep long because he'll miss me
He just gives me the love that he gives me
And it's enough to make me feel dizzy
No finer mill you'll find in this city
Can get you higher than my man gets me

He has got me elevated
Honey give me love, upgraded
And when he serve it up, my my I'm sated
When it comes to love, my man ate it

Elevated

From A Queen To A. King

Hella old, before I would cry about environmental destruction I could see and read about. 

Roses

None, But You

Guns Blazing - 2014

Those Old Leaves - 2015

Got a long way to make it home now
Back up the roads that brought us to this town
Taste of your lips and cider made my knees part wider
Every time you’d brake to slow down
Well, we spent that day being Scotch in space
Eyeing de’cor to put into our very own place
And then you sang to me, au revoir ma saintete’
It was written in the kisses on your pretty red face

Let me just rub your knee,  who me, no, I’m not doing anything
Then let me kiss your neck, honey please, you’re only imagining
It’s just those pants you’re in, aw baby please, come on, let me pop your button
I don’t know what you mean or what it is you think is happening
And it is such a humid night, are you sure you’re alright
Let me help you out of your belt because your zipper’s looking tight
It’s not my fault, you see, it’s just what you do to me
And I don’t think I can hold out until the next red light

Going like “wait a sec hold on now, I can’t get the hook on my belt,
Hang on let me just readjust, there now, have at it, you bad girl”
I’m like “you just watch the road and let me take care of my own” but you say that you can do both can get me good and get me home

Though it’s not typically the thing I'd do if I want a good fuck
But honey you were just too much for me not to want to touch 
Serenading me stupid and talking about when we get home
But you’re sorry now my hands are starting a war with your clothes
Have patience?
You make it near impossible

Have Patience

Miss half the day, twice a week
How can I smile? I can barely speak
I'm conflicted to say it, but waking is hell
Must be the second worst pain I have felt
It's always too soon to say time heals all wounds, I don't know though
That might work for a breakup or serious shake up, I s'pose
But if that is true, there's nothing time can do
When I swear it, that I was just with you
For every pain time can take away, it still keeps waking me up from you

How many times must I wake in the morn'
To see that I was fooled and you are still gone?
A minute ago you were here in my arms
Tell me you were, and the reason's because
That's my real life, it was here all this time, just waiting
For the stars in this sky to tell me that it's time I was sleeping
That I wake after I lay down for the night to a world in which you are alive
And I won't have to wake up in tears cause I woke up back here to spend my morning crying

Will I still dream of you when I am old? 
Will the sorrow of losing you still keep its hold? 
I don't know how I can let go of this pain
If waking means losing you over again
What a cruel trick, that's what I always think once I see you
I can look in your eyes and still not realise I'm asleep too
Will I wake up for years still crying these tears wondering how I go on with this life?
When I'm still alone, and you're not coming home, no matter how long I've been crying

Miss half the day, twice a week
How can I smile? I can barely speak
I'm conflicted to say it, but waking is hell
Must be the second worst pain I have felt

Over Again

Why do you look at me that way, time flies by
Watching statues of you cryin', I pay dearly
My God, we're done, that's it, so long 
Same time tomorrow, you'll be calling me friend again

This time tomorrow, oh boy

How do you walk so damn easy every time
You keep shooting your feet, what a fine life
Of course you've thought of everything, time to shine
Bet that losing hand to win and cash in

This time tomorrow, oh boy

La-da-di-dum
When everybody's happy we go
La-di-da-di-dum
Like nothing ever happened and then
La-di-da-di-da-di-da-di-da-di-dum
The world caves in

Your mother pulled the teeth out of your fight
So long ago, left you wonderin' why 
those walls you build don't ever seem to feel like home
When making love is making up
I feel more alone with every touch
My breath will stay within your clutch

At least, until this time tomorrow, oh boy

This Time Tomorrow (Co-written and performed with A. King)

who is she to me but a memory/ what more to say could end civil war / my silence is but adhesive for us / keeps the elephant behind the door / what is it you want / what is it you need / say if it isn't me / make it known so that I can find relief / rather make me come to you on my knees / put the blame on me mama if you need / cos say it was all you well you'll have to face that eventually / just wipe it out / and you may never get a hand on it / can't say it won't admit to it / the darkest canals are where your heaven awaits you / bite back for an old leaf / pretend you can't recall / present a gold leaf covered version of an authentic gold fabrication / I don't have it out for you / couldn't do it cos I think we had the same horror / and I know how that felt mama / I know it too well / I'm a survivor like you / don't you understand I understand your pain / I was right there by your side mama that you can't erase

Wipe It Out

Singer/songwriter, Melbourne. All my uploads are originals unless specified otherwise.

Alexandra

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