i dont know what to name these .-.

EMPTY (FEAT. CRYCECE) [prod. Hundro - Remix]

give a big kiss to: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals
https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

cus i know im a fuck up
cast me aside when you don't want help
i know i can be to 
much but its fine

well take shift in the morning
always watching out for suicidal friends
you said call me up 
anytime you know i'm here

my heart breaks far to often
i'm sick of watching everyone just fade out
stuck on the pills
till i no longer recognize

your best friend who is calling
they're trying to figure out if you're just alright
we both know that
i'm not so i'll just stay inside

-RipThePetals

Hit me up when you hear this

You know the things inside my head
You know that I wish I were dead
But you know how to keep my going

I know that I’m going when the blood flow slow
Your scared and alone
You tightened your tongue, your tongue, your tongue (you can put down the gun)

You know that I’m done (know that I’m done)
I’m in love with the one (in love with the one)
I can put down the gun, the gun, the gun (the gun the gun)

--

am i really that awful
am i so disgusting that you just left
can you explain
your one who makes me hate myself

did you get what you wanted
have you no use for someone who is empty
you take apart
the shell of the person you said you love

Day Shift Ft. RipThePetals

Kill Me Slow

1 800-273-8255  you are loved 
LYRICS:
{sace}
its always aching in my stomach 
send shivers down my spine 
its like these butterflies are poison
and the target is my spine
its like this migraine can move two mountains at a time 
and we hardly stay in touch but girl tonight ill lose my life

{noah}
well its okay to cry over those things you move past
i know its hard when its unbearable and you cant get those things back
when theres no more peace of mind 
ill be right by your side 
tonight 

{sace} 
no matter when or why 
my shoulders aint going nowhere for you tonight
but close after you left tonight 
its like i turned my back on where you were

{noah} 
well theres a hole in my head 
and i cant seem to plug it up 
a deficiency of getting love 
i never seem to get enough
bid all your friends a fare goodwell
i know things seem better in hell
you think your lifes worth for the taking 
how did i talk you off that ledge 

{sace}
you talked me off because you know how much that i been through 
and this is me thanking you 
eyes sworn to see who you are to me 
your like an angel from above oh oh oh.

stomach aches

stomach aches w/ noahmadethiss

w/ @sarah-jewell-929930691

lyrics:
the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope

the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope
i'll be here for you to hold

the way the time flies w/sarah jewell (forested)

Lyrics: 
3 years fucking past
And i still haven’t found myself 
Told u id take meds 
So i wouldnt kill myself
Sick of all this fighting i just wish that you would hear me out
Put my phone on vibrate cuz i fucking hate the sound
Of clicks
Fucking texts
Im upset
Thoughts better left unsaid

Im so sorry mom
I just pop another seal
They say it numbs ur pain
So i popped another pill
If thats the fucking case
Then what the fuck i feel
Im tired of the anger
And all the fucking chills


Im depressed 
Im upset 
Thoughts better left unsaid

Spotify

rooftop freestyle (prod kareo)

#Popstar #Rockstar #Vamp #OMG #EDM #TRAP #CYBER #Hyperpop

Lost In The Wind [p. @nomadmadeit_]

text back (feat. yoshi rey)

i tried to call u (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Ab Major
Bpm 150

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i tried to call u

PSYCHOPATH (PROD.NIGHTWAVE)

NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS <3

prod. october ;)
made this in texas luv to houston

lyrics

bite bite the medicine huh 
jus like the taste of letting go 

its too late to wake up
the fires burning down the door

dont forget the paper
we got the stacks to make it gold

but that shit dont faze her
well cop house away from roads

were boneless
running out of roses
dead soldiers waiting till its overr
been told ya brother i dont know ya
all of these ditches
alll to mean nothing

4:45 u think u doomed but u just dead inside
room prep for your valentine is soon
back up cause the party starting move
pull up roll up smoke all my dope and smoke all my dope
what's new 
i see the fog through the smoke 
the burn in your throat 
im flying a jet to see u

PARIS - I'VE SEEN STRANGER THING'S

By @carlby
Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I dont fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

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dead girl

dead girl feat. Nicolas Sales

i dont know if ill make it.
[cover art drawn by autumn, post processing done by me <3]
autumn > https://soundcloud.com/skullergamez
lyrics vvv
yeah i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star
i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star

get out of my face
you dont know what to say
anyway
anyway..
i might have to fake it
fake it, yeah
but i wont 
let it end me..
no, no..
i wont let her go..
i wont let her go...

yeah i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star
i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star

lost star (metlast x 5head)

on the phone {p* iluvbeingalone}

suckerpunch p grayskies IG @ HARDLYLUVD

cover of the backing for 'Hope it'll be a good day' I probably won't do the vocals :(

i dont know what to name these .-.

shinigami