Hold this down for me

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The number of ways to express loss? I think it must be infinite. The acuteness of pain and desperation is quite something and it cries out to be made beautiful. This is a breakup song. 
Note from Graeme - can I be the first to say - how good is Gina's singing on this? 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

I'm sure it’s unhealthy
To live at the edge
Of a gaping hole like this
My favourite things 
Keep on falling in
I can’t hold them back

When you first left
I could camouflage it
With substitutes
But they don’t stand up
They don’t stand the test
I just saw right through them all

Please believe that anything
I ever said or did in any way
Was never ever ever 
Meant to smite you 
And please believe that anything
I ever said or did in any way 
Was never ever ever ever meant to spite you
Nothing was meant to go against the grain
Nothing was meant to cause you 
Grief or pain
The only thing I wanted 
For the wonder that was us
Was to delight you

Sometimes someone needs to know it’s all or nothing
Sometimes someone steps out of the crowd
Rises high above them
She can see him for miles
I’ll be yours forever
If that’s allowed
Will you hear me now
I say I’m sorry
I think I know exactly how it hurts
Can we talk it out 
You gotta know I’m sorry

9000 Things To See

Want Me Forever?

Camouflage

A song in which we channel our inner Portishead........

I guess it was just my own world
After all
Having you as the other part
Was nothing more
And nothing less than illusion

Oh you really fooled me good
Oh so good
Good, as in pleasantly 
And good as in sublimely
Good as in nothing wanting
As in I thought you were just too good to be true

CHORUS
Who was the one
Who always said forever and ever
Don’t forget
Who was the one who always said
We were a perfect fit
Who was the one 
Who had no doubt 
The future lay right ahead of us
Who was the one who said
That we were all that we needed
Don’t forget (x3)
It was I all along

Having you as the other part
Was nothing more
And nothing less than illusion

Oh you really fooled me good
Oh so good
Good, as in completely
And good as in oh so very cleverly
And good as in I was good and gone for you 
As in you had me hook line and sinker good

Repeat CHORUS

Oh you fooled me good
Oh so good
As in your disguise was crafted with care
But I had no idea 
They made those costumes
In such a slim fit

Keep Me Forever

Slim Fit

Haga187 : Keyboards, Bass,Organ, Synth Drums,Guitar.

Made at home 2021-2022, Final version of the song.

Watch out The Weirdo

Fantastic Mr Fish

New Custom

Watch out the Weirdo

One of us

One of us (Drum and Bass Early work)

This new song came together as both of us found ourselves laid out at exactly the same time with very similar ailments - severe nerve pain which completely wiped us both out for weeks. Both of us on the mend now though, thank goodness, that kind of pain SUCKS.....
Gina is the star of the show here (as always!). 
She says this song is about how memories can be so strong that present time perceptions of things like air temperature and even humidity get perceived in terms of the memory attached to it.....

And I'd be remiss to neglect how coincidentally topical the title is given the weather we've had here in Sydney and in The Blue Mountains since the back end of last year. In my little town up in the Mountains we've had 113 days of nearly constant rain over the last few months, while many areas in our state of New South Wales and Queensland above us have been hit by multiple "once in a generation floods" in just a matter of a few weeks....

I know the temperature
Of the morning air
By the joy of proximity
And time with no time
I know the air

I know the steps of spring
By the order
Of the blooms
I gave to you 
I know the softest violet hue
I know the signs

I know the time 
By the beauty now
I gave to you then
I know the time

I know the colour blue
By the gums outline
I know the clouds
By magnitudes and height
I know the horizon far
By the way I think of home

I know these kinds of things
By my love
When I fly to you
When I fly to you
When I fly to you
When I fly to you
When I fly to you

Knife / The Temperature

Keep me forever

The Temperature

I've always loved 'Bladerunner' and wrote my original homage to the great first film many years ago. However, I was never happy with the mix I came up with...so I've had another go.

I'd love to hear your thoughts on it - and that replicant Rachel!

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Replicant (the winter mix)

Instrumental, moody, melancholic, saxophone, cigar box guitar, blue, sulky, dark, grouchy, mopey

(Why You) In A Bad Bad Mood?

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This was a piece of music that was coming together just as yet another pointless and cowardly terrorist attack struck France in November 2015. 
The title comes from the French word - "Merci" which despite meaning "thank you" today, in Old French the meaning of merci is where the English word, “mercy,” derives from.
Image attribution - By Informationswiedergutmachung - Own work, CC BY-SA 4.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=37816536

Mercy

This is my on again / off again solo project composing music based (no pun intended 😜) around the bass.
My main musical "job" is being one half of an indie pop duo called Cat Came Back. 
Please check out my new side project, https://soundcloud.com/cinemata-blue

Mercy

The Lone Bass Player

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