Now these hands once stout with stone collapse and fall away
A diet wouldn’t lose this weight that pulls inside of me
These death threats by the puppets strangle all the air
I could tell your secrets aloud but I wouldn’t dare
    All alone, all alone, alone I am tonight
    Staring at a broken fool I am sick of the sight
Now you say it isn’t warranted 
Can’t breathe in these lungs
It’s all the same I’m just a scapegoat
In the end it all just falls on me
So many times within my mind a plot of your demise
Your plea of innocence rings false I see it in your eyes
The gap the gaping hole won’t close, wound cannot be stitched
Maybe you see the monster in me, in you I see a bitch
    All alone, all alone, alone I await for you
    I could describe but you still wouldn’t have a fucking clue
Now you say it isn’t warranted 
Can’t breathe in these lungs
It’s all the same I’m just a scapegoat
In the end it all just falls on me
Here I sit beside myself to ponder all I lost
Every beginning forces endings, nothing gained without cost
Ripped from your side I will not die, I just float around
For better for worse I am not sure cause I’m always sinking down
    All alone, all alone, alone I always am
    I’d recite my feelings for you but you wouldn’t give a damn
Now you say it isn’t warranted 
Can’t breathe in these lungs
It’s all the same I’m just a scapegoat
In the end watch me
As I bleed
As I bleed
As I bleed
As I bleed
As I bleed


Monster (is me)

 A crowd favorite.

Vengeance is the god, virtue is so odd
When all I really wanted was peace
Born an infamous son, in the valley of the gun
These urges raised never to cease
Victim of a crowd, outspoken by the loud
Abandoned with a false sense of dreams
Burdened by all the wrong, yet I seem to carry on
With the embracing of the media machines
Go…
Death, in life
Helpless, hopeless, scum
Dead, inside
Feel nothing for no one
Can’t carry this weight of hardship
It breaks the spine in me
You’ll never understand why
I can’t let things be
Love it was the prize, the glisten in your eyes
But in the end was it all just a lie
A goal to achieve, to fill an empty need
But doesn’t stop the hollowing inside
Tomorrow’s not insured, I’m still not assured
That this cycle has a course yet to run
Broken up and broken down, crawling on the dirty ground
Will I survive all this damage done?
~ chorus ~
Life merely is a game, a trophy show of shame
Place your bets and watch the evil triumph
On a mission here to kill, any opposition’s will
Advance to make the whole system corrupt
Surrounded by the plague, spreading out in every way
Inflicting in the hordes of herds of men
This life I would delete, start again clean slate
Yet the agony, hypocrisy won’t end
~ chorus ~ x2


Yet I Carry On

Look around this wasted town
Memories are all around
The past, the pain, it is never far

Longing for the simple days
Time I didn’t feel so strange
Now I’m not, I’m not like you are

Eat at the dirt you sweat from your skin
Cover you mouth for the ways that you sin
You bite the hand of the one that feeds
You're killing you and i'm killing me

Worries imbedded in my head
Lies and tears and things unsaid
Remember, all the nights of bitter pain

Everyone has come and gone
Casualties of a cause unknown
No matter what, it’ll never be the same


Twisted thoughts hollow the bone
Leaving me again here all alone
Could you save me, or will you let me die

Give me back my naïve views
Happier never knowing the truth
Deserted in this desert of my dried up life


Sahara

Woke up today
And this cloud was overhead
Woke up today 
And my thoughts were bleeding red
Woke up today
And the darkness filled my bed
Then I could see
All the evidence was clear
Overtaken me
And following everywhere
I am so alone I am so alone  i.am.so.alone.
Woke up today 
And the night it didn’t end
Woke up today
And it all felt like pretend
Inside of me
Purged the burning like a sin
I am so alone I am so alone  i.am.so.alone.
Woke up today
And the cloud was still above
Woke up today
And I knew that it would suck
Released a sigh
Cause I didn’t give a fuck
I am so alone I am so alone  i.am.so.alone.


Nevernight

A boy’s daydream turned gray
Frozen and worn, broke away
A want for something so bad
Succumb to the belly of the beast
         Let go of self-control
         All I had
She, with claws and razor eyes
Cut me up inside
Left me with nothing
A void I can’t erase
A goddess she was, in my head
Signs pointing toward demon instead
Pride became shame and hatred
Love with jealousy destroyed it
         
She, with claws and razor eyes
Cut me up inside
Left me with nothing
A void I can’t erase

She, with claws and razor eyes
Cut me up inside
Left me with nothing
A void I can’t erase
She took it all away
Everything I had
Left me with nothing
A void and lost regrets


As the Snake Slithers Away

Days come and go       Just like before
My blank stares           Reflect the floor
Procrastinate               Till it’s too late
Death is the end          And I can’t wait
Inside my head            A madness caves
Dizzy and sad              A useless slave
Hope for the best        It just gets worse
I’m all alone                 In my little universe
And I can still hear …
Screams of the innocent
I can still hear them scream
Days come and go       With nothing to do
Saw mustang Sally        And Linda Lou too
They’re shattered pieces     Of a shattered past
These window blinds       I can’t see past
Demented smile          Hand on the trigger
Now and forever        Frozen in Amber
A psycho with demands      Too strong
I think Earl            Fucking stole The Song
And I can still hear …
Screams of the innocent
I can still hear them scream
Days come and go     Not returning
Left with the void     Thoughts of nothing
Rolling the dice        Slow ride suicide
Checking the clock   Cause it’s time to die
Deathful wishes       They will come true
Take me as I am       A regretful fool
Insignificant          And left with doubt
The double barrel    Is in my mouth
And I can still hear …
Screams of the innocent
I can still hear them scream


Scream of Innocent

Insignificant

One of the last songs recorded.

If yesterday is a place of waste that you shouldn’t taste…I might
If forever is a promise you honestly promised me…you lied
If this pain of you I can’t undone and can’t see through…what now?
If the lines and scars are just marks and nothing more… I’m wrong
What do you want me to do
With this torment inside
Should I let you know
Or this hurt I’ll hide
Then you’ll never see
What you’ve done to me
How beyond the years
You’re still trapped in here
In here
Every little embrace and your face how it always stays…in my mind
All the future wants and plans that we abandoned…in one night
Guess you’re better off in a better life as somebody’s wife…but I’m not
I’m stuck in that scene of you and me in the evergreen…motionless
What do you want me to do
With this torment inside
Should I let you know
Or this hurt I’ll hide
Then you’ll never see
What you’ve done to me
How beyond the years
You’re still trapped in here
In here
You and I, we didn’t find
Our constellation prize
But I heard you gave birth
To a brand new shiny life
I’ll let it die, I’ll say goodbye
To the passion of the starr
It is the end, as I give in
To the death of what we were


Deth Starr

One of the Last songs recorded. Played only a couple of times.

In these times of                                  Well, rampant syrupy indulgence  
All that can be gained                          Converted or maintained
Corrupt by the buyer                           An honest hard luck liar
Treated to a treaty                               Exempting all the needy
We feed the belly of denial                  So ravenous and vile
Turning to coal and stone                   With nothing to atone
What a sad, sad song                           A pretentious afterthought of chrome 
Can’t stand this
Something broke with the evolution chain
With each generation we still end up the same
Is there anything that can be done at all
Will anyone hear and heed this distress call
Looking around, a sullen view             What a feeble fickle crew
Does that tattoo make you cool?         And the other shit you do?
Perched from high a limb                    This planet’s getting dim
Take the drugs to be unique                A degenerate little freak
Never stop to realize                           You feed the cycle every time
Playing right into the hands                 Of cooperate Mr. Man
Yep that’s a rebel                                 A real individual
Laugh out loud
….{chorus}
Not for a second did a flinch of hope scurry through the cracks of despair
To settle the shaking nerves that quake with fumbling friction
To agitate the issues that plague mankind but we can’t get past all the gossip,
Hate, prejudice, and vanity to emphasize anything substantial 
So don’t tell me to be calm. I’ve been calm for too long.
Now is the time for vocal action. I will not falter.  

With nothing to expect                        A political wreck
Winning nothing in war                       What’s this shit for?
Oh yeah I forgot                                  The caveman have to fight
An innate trait                                      Such pathetic little things
If blood must be shed                          Make the waters red
Spill it all I say                                     All are sinners, all must pay
Maybe I’m a hypocrite                         Maybe I don’t give a shit
….{chorus} 
Call me crazy, call me god                Someone must accept the job
I come only to announce                  This world is words I can’t pronounce
But they mean devastating, unjust, blasphemous, belligerent, greedy, overrated, and pointless
Thank you and good night


Warning! Panic!

I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
I just wanna fucking die, fucking die, fucking die
I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
So let’s fuck and die
There’s not much left for me to do
But sit around and screw
All resources are used up
All novelties are bust
Get older every day
Get more jaded and insane
Finally finished all my goals
So as for what tomorrow holds…
I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
I just wanna fucking die, fucking die, fucking die
I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
So let’s fucking die
Today’s events are spinning in my head
All the stupid lines I’ve said
Everybody’s full of shit
Guess I’m just a part of it
Get older every day
Get more jaded and insane
Finally finished all my goals
So as for what tomorrow holds…
I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
I just wanna fucking die, fucking die, fucking die
I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
So let’s fuck and die

I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
I just wanna fucking die, fucking die, fucking die
I just wanna fuck n die, fuck n die, fuck n die
So let’s fucking die.

F'N'D

Left a message for you girl
Party tonight
Leave the stress behind at home
Just for a while
Throw your cares and all your clothes
Over there in a pile
Warm sin
Come on in
It’s all pretend
So fantasize
And we’ll bring it to life
Now get close enough to touch
Feel the skin
Before the next sun comes up
Let me in
Your parents will never know
Where all you’ve been
Warm sin
Come on in
It’s all pretend
So fantasize
And we’ll bring it to life
Want to kiss you everywhere
Yes down there
We’ll share something beautiful
Without a care
Then we’ll swear nothing happened 
To the cops and the kids
Warm sin
Come on in
It’s all pretend
So fantasize
And we’ll bring it to life

Merriweather

My friend I’ve had some news to tell you for so long
Your previous love interest was a nightmare, I’m not wrong
You were never you with her believe me, glad she’s gone
I hate your ex-girlfriend
She only brought you down
We never had a conversation
When she was around
I hate your ex-girlfriend
I knew it wouldn’t last
If you ever see her again
Tell her to kiss my ass
Now I can see the old you resurface, and I’m glad
The pain she inflicted was obvious, it hurt bad
You seem so much healthier, and not so sad
I hate your ex-girlfriend
She used you like a toy
Cold and lifeless vampire
Sucked out all your joy
I hate your ex-girlfriend
Proud it didn’t last
Her head is so fucking big
How’d she get it up her ass?
A captive to a monster you were, my good friend
Guess you can’t see the lies and torture, until it ends
Finally she is away, I can say what I want to say
I hate your ex-girlfriend
And all she did to you
Every time you try to fuck her
You end up getting screwed 
I hate your ex-girlfriend
She’s such a little cunt
She is nothing special
Nothing anyone would want

I hate Your Ex-Girlfriend (Toke)

And for all the pain 
That I’ve put you through
All of the shame
That I just can’t undo
         I can’t believe that this is happening
         Those words that were mean, you know I didn’t mean
Forgive me, forgive me
Forgive me please
For all of the lies
That I told to you 
All of the cries
A hurt that only grew
         I see the wrong and I can see the mistakes
         You need time and I will give as much as it takes
Forgive me, forgive me
Forgive me please
For all of the years
You wasted on me
All of the tears
Instead of being happy
         Now I can’t believe that this is happening
         You were all I knew and now I don’t know me
Forgive me, forgive me
Forgive me please
Forgive me, forgive me
Forgive me please

Forgive Me

Devi

One day everyone I knew, dropped all routines that they do
    And did…mudlick shuffle
Couldn’t quite make sense of this, seemed no power could resist
    Was the… mudlick shuffle
As I passed the corner store, a crowd began to stomp and roar
    Doing the… mudlick shuffle
Watching every body gyrate, it appeared more like a zombie state
    Was… mudlick shuffle
What am I to think
What am I to do
What am I to say
Wish I had a clue
Matt came twisting down the street, pale with blisters on his feet
    From doing… mudlick shuffle
Clay was bleeding at the hips, from the shimmy shake and snap and dip
    Called… mudlick shuffle
And then from out of nowhere, Turtle turns back flips in the air
    And does… mudlick shuffle
When they got close then I could see, they were dancing dead, mobile zombies
    They did… mudlick shuffle
What am I to think
What am I to do
Man you better run
So they don’t find you
Frightened I began to flee, but too many were chasing me
    To do… mudlick shuffle
Grabbed my feet and held my hands, all the while moving to the rhythm
    Of… mudlick shuffle
Gathered around I fell on my back, and then everything went black
    Oh god… mudlick shuffle
When I came to I was reborn, in this zombie cult I now had joined
    To do… mudlick shuffle
Now we are one
One uniting all
Left in a trance
To dance and crawl

Mudlick Shuffle

Don't recall the name of this one. Written by Clay.

?? infatuation song?

Original Granny Green Members: Michael Wade Johnson on Vocals, Matt Smith on Drums, Robby "Turtle" Minix on Guitar, Clay on Bass. 

Granny Green

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