2023

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4lwq80jSYhe7jYi6SQRGpJ?si=3972c9994a224673

p. zbeatz, b2nny, spoder
mixed by me and b2nny
with @b2nny
happy holidays
note: sorry abt the high end, it will be fixed from now on, listen on like 80% volume 

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[spoder]
every thought up in my brain
every problem that i had
it all comes right back to you
don't you come here and break my rules love

remember what i said bout winter?
i'll have a couple cold nights but i swear that it'd get better
and i'll run back to you
but you've been falling apart
building back my roof, again

why you acting so tough for no reason?
when you're on the damn floor fucking bleeding
dirt up on your name
i don't want to be so pessimistic
all these people lame
but i really feel like i've been missing

a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

[b2nny]
don’t know how to contact you
when you way in the back of a filled up room
it’s when you're lost in my mind
caught in my head
i feel the pressure
i'd rather be dead
than be alive at this time feeling nothing at all
i'd rather smash my fucking brain on this whole damn wall
don’t want a second alone
to bathe in my thoughts
thought that i canceled tonight but i guess we can take a walk for a minute
under the flashing street lights
don’t see me winning
this moment never feel right
to me, to you, to any watchers watching
i knew this wasn't the night

[spoder]
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

human contact w/ b2nny

thx for 700 !
cover art by scartwood
@admyrr @bbyazul4k @tonycomputerlove
yea i walk in, bossin
i be on my boss shit
walk in wit dat drum yea i walk in wit dat chopstick
idgaf about it anymore
he was talking way too much so ima leave him on the floor
like go go runnin to the bag
i be posted up wit ##kryo yea we smokin on yo pack
im wit @wtfscart yea we strapped
yea u know i keep it strapped in
fucking on yo bitch yea ima fuck her from the back end
eat u up like a steak bruh
goin up like the stakes bruh
i feel like im @kaspergem ima put you in yo place bruh
i be on my grind get the fuck up out ma way
wanna mess wit me thats a big mistake
okay, wait up
walk in wit dat gun
i jus popped a oxy now im way too fuckin slumped
@gunrange @kryot1c
cant fw my slime bro
playin games wit me? now u know dat its goodbye hoe

scart said dis :
boy u better duck down hiding wit a sniper at yo back
bitch im posted up wit tera put yo money in the sack
put yo money in the bag
bitch i walk in wit that tac
like that 
why u never spking fax?
bitch open up the safe i need the money ur deposit 
jus like it was nasa bitch i pull up with tha rocket
pussy y u talking
i dont wanna hear it
i know that u fear it
dropping bodies when we walk in

then i said:
not a pussy? put yo fuckin fists up then
pull up wit dat ak big stick leave him dead
she jus wanna do all da drugs in tha cut
he was talkin shit so we gon cut up his guts

floor w/ scart (bbyazul tonycomputerlove)

prod anor + aunix + synthetic

ft @1antibody

@chanelfather

very funny ft 1antibody (anor + aunix + synthetic)

instagram: @dvertigo

demon by sito remix fr

alicia keys

twelve (prod davyn, bhristo, kavi)

Produced by @nickzuro [Additional production done by Me]
Written Mixed and Mastered by Me

[Lyrics]
Tell me what's the motion
I stay where it's frozen
Smoke til I'm dope-sick, multiple doses
Sipping potion on my Big Moe shit
Racks imma blow it
2 story yacht on a ocean
Flexed up like Hogan, I used to be broken
I was hopeless, now I'm on that goat shit
In a whip imma drive it like I stole it
200 on the dash imma roll it
I'm in first never last I keep going
Keep going, gotta keep it going

I know how you feel inside
I wish I was there tonight
Need you by my side
Yeah, stay with me don't waste my time
Baby, I thought we we're doing fine
Now you're crying on the other line
What the fuck did I do this time
We fuck every time we fight, yeah
Imma catch another flight, yeah
Chrome wheels when I slide, yeah
Swerve through imma glide, yeah
She know I'm that guy, yeah

Spotify / Apple

Potion (prod. zuro)

TALKIN DOWN
WHY IN THE FUCK IS THESE OPP NIGGAS TALKIN DOWN
WALK AROUND
I KEEP THE STICK ON MY SIDE WHEN I WALK AROUND
GAS TOO LOUD
SWANGIN THAT CAL
WE'LL TAKE YA ASS OUT
LAY YA ASS DOWN
TALKIN ON 64 BITCH WE'LL LAY YA ASS DOWN

ME AND THE SQUAD YEA WE SMOKIN ON GOOD.
WE'LL ROLL YA ASS UP INNA WOOD
WHO TF U NEVA SEEN U IN THE HOOD
ROB A RICH NIGGA I FEEL LIKE ROBIN HOOD
HIT SHIT
I CALL UP FONEM AND THEY REALLY HIT SHIT
BIG STICKS
I CALL UP FONEM AND THEY SLIDE WIT BIG STICKS
MY NIGGAS KILL IN BROAD DAY YEA THEY VICIOUS
WE TAKIN NIGGAS BITCHES
BREAK IN THE BANK AND THEN COUNT UP THE RICHES
MY NIGGAS HIT LICKS
YOU CAN GET PUT ON THIS MF HIT LIST
PURP ON MY MIND BITCH I FEEL LIKE A LITWICK
INTERNET BEEF ON SOME KID SHIT
MY NIGGAS BALLIN LIKE WE PLAYIN QUIDDICH

TALKIN DOWN
WHY IN THE FUCK IS THESE OPP NIGGAS TALKIN DOWN
WALK AROUND
I KEEP THE STICK ON MY SIDE WHEN I WALK AROUND
GAS TOO LOUD
SWANGIN THAT CAL
WE'LL TAKE YA ASS OUT
LAY YA ASS DOWN
TALKIN ON 64 BITCH WE'LL LAY YA ASS DOWN

take ya ass out prod me

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @funeral & @nxrthstarr
my chorus mixed by @rosesleeves
prod https://www.instagram.com/pacificproduced
cover art https://www.instagram.com/pasabist/

lyrics:
[Verse 1: funeral]
I been trapped in my head, for days and I'm dying
Tried to go out, four ways and I'm trying
Not to force it, but of course it, never works out
Fall asleep in the dark, I wake up
Nothin' I could do could make up
Anything about this, everything about this

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Verse: nxrthstar]
Crushin' pills in the bathroom
All I'm thinkin' 'bout is biting on your tattoo
Oh my God, is this real life?
Psychosis and wasted nights
So is it love or the drugs?
Either way, baby, think I had too much
I'm overdosin' on your touch, I took too much (Yeah)
From you, couldn't ever say, “I love you”
I can tell you never trusted me
Now you know why they don't fuck with me, yeah

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely (Looking likely)
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Woah-oah)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Outro: heroine diaries]
I’m an addict for the scripts, yeah, baby
Fentanyl on tongue, please save me
Why I have to fall in love? Oh, baby
Don't call him what you called me, baby

hiraeth/fragile (feat. funeral & nxrthstar)

remind me to add lyrics here later.. or someone do it for me on genius again thx

more w/ tropes prod feardorian & nyli

forever prod violet

Test (Prod.  Eera + Prblm)

ig @bronclair @feardorian

i got tags on my shi, i got bags by my wrist
i got balenci but i do not flex that shi
and my bitch super bad, i know u jealous
i dont think bout shit, i jus light up da spliff

gotta take dat risk, gotta take dat risk
u gotta do dat shit, gotta do dat shit
holding onto a thread, it dont make sense
all the things that i missed, things i shoulda said

i been here for u baby, yeah wit love
without u by my side, its been so cold
without u baby, the days go by slow
i love ur voice, it is so mellow
u in yo emotions, why u never show it?
u in love u know it, girl u so stoic
niggas hate me cos i got motion
niggas hate me over some bullshit
i had all da assumptions 
i cant do this again

gotta take dat risk, gotta take dat risk
u gotta do dat shit, gotta do dat shit
holding onto a thread, it dont make sense
all the things that i missed, things i shoulda said
gotta take dat risk, gotta take dat risk
u gotta do dat shit, gotta do dat shit
holding onto a thread, it dont make sense
all the things that i missed, things i shoulda said

risk (prod feardorian)

XX pt. 3

prod me

11/23/2022

lyrics:

birds when i'm looking out the window
and i see your face but i can't let go
everybody tryna be a hero
stop playing games you cant save me now
house to house and wall to wall
i can't do it anymore
and i tried so hard not to think bout it, i fold onto the floor

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

talk tough and its reload
posted up with delta or im posted with the c4
jugg his shit dont think he need more
20 bands paypal the shit i love to see boy

thought he made it out the gutter 
its a decoy
running with the burner 
step up to me u get destroyed
he said he want smoke 
but i know he about to fold
opposition getting sold
im not for it ur fault

im the one whos getting calls
i dont answer cuz im not the one to stall
tell lil bro come get involved
and its gona be the last time he talks
but we not talking at all
thought i couldnt but i love to prove them wrong
nobody wana ask u, get him gone
dont try, take the fall

but i'm used to it
i saw way too much, it made me sick
i say i don't give a fuck but it still hits
i don't know if i can live life like....this
but i grow up
in the fast lane you gon see me doing donuts
i got 2 lives like a hit a fucking bonus
tarantino movie, when i pull up do the most bruh
i don't know them, why they acting like they know us?

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

picture from picture, all up in my wall and,
i'm a winner but maybe not at all because,
hold onto the act up until it falls
18 still mad when they call my-

poster w/ lieu

Wildfire ft@yungster_jack **@bitemare**

https://soundcloud.com/braxiey/let-go-xtasane-xise

braxey - letting go is hard [veil cover]

ig @bronclair @feardorian @kuru

got expensive taste
got the devil on my shoulder
i got too much on my plate
boy u know i got da motive yeah

makin all dis cash niggas cant get out my face
if i see da win ima take it im not gon wait
ride around wit yo bae
take a knife to da bank
ima cut right to da chase
i feel blank
rubber bands on my money, and i put dat on my soul
i feel blank, i feel blank, like bitch i am a ghost
my feelings, she don't know
just admit it, cmon bro
i be like so low, dont wanna be dolo
i like when u confide in me
said u saw a light in me
i dont want no anxiety
i dont know what we bound to be
woah, woah

got expensive taste
got the devil on my shoulder
i got too much on my plate
boy u know i got da motive yeah
got expensive taste
got the devil on my shoulder
i got too much on my plate
boy u know i got da motive yeah

kuru: 
i been runnin round the city, tryna look for my new place
i dont know jus why they hating, cos i dress a little gay
i might punch him in his face, now he dont know what to say
i might buy expensive clothes, get pretty hoes like everyday
got new garments on my body, everyday im fina change
just bcos i got some money dont mean i would ever change
but i had to switch hoes, switch flows, switch lanes
ur jus talking out ya ass, now u dont know what u sayin
i got new green, wear da same team
dat hoe sippin lean, dis hoe actin mean
brand new cuban link
and a new mink coat, but ima rick fiend
she wanna fuck all on my bros, yea i see a theme
he aint stickin to da code, so we up da beam
now u see dis yamamoto all up on my seams?
now these hoes they wanna fuck but they made fun of me
like, huh? huh?

2023

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