been a bit depressed and off here aince Mike been in prison but glad to be back on here and hearing u <3

songs i’ve made & posted from the start to now, work in progress as I find all of them 🖤

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Upsets & Ghosts (Prod. by Amertume & Biv)

FOR THE HORDE W/SH4RD | prod NEPTUNE

prod @https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDon9_lL1d4&ab_channel=Atishbeats

[Lyrics]
JE-Sss-t
ARRE-Sss-t ->
PACK UP THE SNIPER RIFLE, I'm a mess yeah ah cah cah cah
I'm a mess -  ahhhooooooooooooo, shit
Fuck off and get off my chest - kraken around the sheparddddd
JE-Sss-t
ARRE-Sss-t ->
PACK UP THE SNIPER RIFLE, I'm a mess yeah ah cah cah cah
I'm a mess -  ahhhooooooooooooo, shit
Fuck off and get off my chest - kraken around the sheparddddd
N7 dashed with pepper, got the krogan 12gauge
I'm anmass the rappers, hike them up with checkers tell rage
It is a game, we will play chess - giving the passage through bulletproof vest
Armor piercing got bullets it's a party check my fucked whipped mullet
I got the flow for terminal - locity follow me I'm not a damned rooted copy tree
Tree of life - knife bitches in the midst of night - TOGUE DRIFTING it so damn BRIGHT
Game is game on, bury them yes I will bury them box six feet shame deep on
63 for detta of v, I'm a mess check three mic around the dike and sight the nike I'm not a nicey typey 
I'm a mash up of the bashings that I give Upi nightly, got the nas of the car I'm an aloe knightly 
Can I massacer the feathered fur, veloci sighted, JURASSIC IS PARK and the loss is BITEY
I"M A SEMINAL OF GENERAL REACH PAST THE KITE Gs 
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JE-S-t
ARRE-S-t ->
PACK UP THE SNIPER RIFLE, I'm a mess yeah ah cah cah cah
I'm a mess -  ahhhooooooooooooo, shit
Fuck off and get off my chest - kraken around the shepard 
JE-S-t
ARRE-S-t ->
PACK UP THE SNIPER RIFLE, I'm a mess yeah ah cah cah cah
I'm a mess -  ahhhooooooooooooo, shit
Fuck off and get off my chest - kraken around the shepard 
SANK

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WOLF CHESS (PROD. ATISH)

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He had nothing, but died a king (Prod. Netuh)

BURN IN HELL (PROD. NIGHTSXRA)

[Verse 1: Drape]
Everytime I sleep you cross my mind, I can not do this all the time
Oh tell me why is there another guy?
Is there someone else in your life?
I just wanna know I won't cry

It's supposed to me you not us and you I won't fight. But I won't give up tonight I'm alright
But I won't go take a life out of spite
I know that you know I might ball up in cry

[Pre-Chorus 1: DRGSTY]
You won't leave my head
Honestly think I'm better off dead
All the things you said
Trying to cope, but my heart is in a mess

[Chorus 1: DRGSTY]
I'm thinking of you, can't free my mind
I honestly feel I'm a waste of time
I wanna talk not as friends cause that guy
Is staying with you almost every single night

I wish it was me
Closing my eyes and see you in my dreams
Feinding for your love, these girls don't help me
They kinda distract, but I face reality 
And I fall back down

And I fall back downnnn
I fall back down

[Verse 2: Biinjo]
Alone with my thoughts like most of the time
I look in your eyes and time ticks by
I tried to be better when you told me that you love me
Died for you every single time you felt lonely

What’s the point of it all
You wanted me to change, so I took that to heart
Did my goddamn best, left a hole in my chest
Let you say everything you had to say til my final breath

[Pre-chorus 2: DRGSTY]
You won't leave my head
Honestly think I'm better off dead
All the things you said
Trying to cope, but my heart is in a mess

[Chorus 2: DRGSTY]
I'm thinking of you, can't free my mind
I honestly feel I'm a waste of time
I wanna talk not as friends cause that guy
Is staying with you almost every single night

I wish it was me
Closing my eyes and see you in my dreams
Feinding for your love, these girls don't help me
They kinda distract, but I face reality 
And I fall back down

And I fall back downnnn
I fall back down

[Verse 3: DiorLevii]
You took my life and you threw it away
You took my heart and you made it break
Going away, I'm leaving cause I don't want to stay
To be honest this is common I got nothing to stay

It's hard breath, hard to sleep
Got me thinking "Why the fuck did you even fall for me?"
And it's getting hard to live, hard to eat
I ain't eating nothing cause you broke my heart you B

[Pre-chorus 3: DRGSTY]
You won't leave my head
Honestly think I'm better off dead
All the things you said
Trying to cope, but my heart is in a mess

[Chorus 3: DRGSTY]
I'm thinking of you, can't free my mind
I honestly feel I'm a waste of time
I wanna talk not as friends cause that guy
Is staying with you almost every single night

I wish it was me
Closing my eyes and see you in my dreams
Feinding for your love, these girls don't help me
They kinda distract, but I face reality 
And I fall back down

[Verse 4: DRGSTY]
Like go (go), Like go (go)
I don’t really wanna fucking go (go), go (go)
Did you really care enough to know? (know), no. (no)
Sitting on my bed and I’m looking at your photos, oh oh oh

I pop another pill and find you in my dreams
I can't make it to my bed, I just go limp and fall asleep, oh oh oh

[Outro: DRGSTY]
And I fall back downnn (I FALL BACK DOWN)

Untitled - DRGSTY x Drape x Biinjo x DiorLevii

HYASF - LOOK AT ME NOW w. cullimore

MENTALUP!

The Way | FINISH HIM

Intro//Drums by me//excerpt from "Through The Filter: Red & Blue" by me//
excerpt:
An early conviction,
Which has left me bound, tied by strings and held down, unable to see the falsehood in intangible solids
Reminds me of the walls that surround a prisoner,
His vision accustomed to viewing the world from inside barred windows through cold steel doors
Never remembering the intense beauty of a sunset, or getting to feel it’s loving and nurturing warmth softly kiss the skin
A fiery-red, through a filter which has so effectively captured harshness, hatred, and rage
Fills his corneas and sit ever so lightly above a revealing color coating
Still burning, stinging the sights of anything he lays eyes on, until his eyes run
And now soft tears,
In an ocean-like blue, with such depth that shallow ends seem to be non-existent
Through a filter that was there with him for every betrayal, every moment of extreme paranoia, and virtually every unfortunate tragedy
If only he could show them behind the grayness which casts a shadow above the chin and below the forehead,
If only he can remember those times as a kid he had had with his mother, running and playing in the fields as an adolescent, laughing in a childish excitement which still echoes softly when she dreams of their old memories
If only he could remember what it is was all like before living through the filter

SUCH LOVELY DISSONANCE (INTRO)

amicrawlingonmyknees?

ft @lilgraveplot
prod @dyslmofficial

fallen [w/ graveplot ღ]

I love you bro, that's on my mom
no homo

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prod @blatant_music

vøicemails [w/ graveplot ღ]

STR!PCLUB  w/ BISSI (PROD. FATAL-M)

i never planned on releasing this one tbh 
co-written by ursv

prod by @prodsworn
mixed by @noble31 
art: @baileyy_elizabethh on ig

prøtected

your mind is otherworldly and your body's just amazing

we used tø call every day w/ ursv

apocalypse is reoccurring, earth is doomed
there's no returning

yøu can't save her w/ ursv

Try to imagine nothing. Absolute nothingness. You probably picture a pitch black void, or dark space but even that within itself is a concept of something. I don't think you can imagine true nothingness. The brain cannot comprehend its own nonexistence.

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STR!PCLUB w/ BISSI (PROD. FATAL-M)

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