CRUSH (feat. SaKoRa) (prod. Medusa KB x whosbrando x ltj)

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vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
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let me go  
id rather end my life right
when my times due
theres no reason 
for being
except when I’m living
out all my dreams 
made for you
i can’t fucking fight
i live right inside
my thoughts eating
me alive 
pictured it yet
again and again
but something 
will never be built 
I’m starting to realize
that the days i dreaded
are killing me faster
than i planned to

killing me (prod harvest and derrick boo)

guitar played by me

lyrics:
stop to catch my breath and clear my head
dont think i can keep this up
i just want to go back to sleep instead
im tired and ive had enough
and i dont have the strength
to keep fighting anymore 
honestly im struggling 
just to pick myself up off this bathroom floor

and i know 
its not the first time
that ive been here
just leave me here
to suffocate 
in my own mind
ill probably be fine

....
just hide away
isolate
they cant help you anyway
maybe ill be fine one day
maybe ill just fade away
....

i dont think ill make it on my own
im tired of
feeling so alone
but how was i supposed to know

Probably Fine [prod dub]

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i cant fight this w/ yesterday (prod. 93feetofsmoke + wrcktngl)

Mayfieldblues - Thanks For Asking (prod. odys)

why you message me if i don't even matter
i don't feel a thing, almost like i never had her
i know that bothers her and she feels a lot sadder
cause i don't look back anytime that i pass her
i don't got the time to play around with the whores
that's exactly why i can't fuck with you anymore
if you came to my house, i'd slam the fucking door
leave you outside while the rain start to downpour
"wraith so cruel" you don't know the story
bitch left cause fuckboys make her horny
grey clouds even though the weather ain't stormy
stress got me aging, i be looking 40
i know you hate every word that i write
stop checking on me, i don't need you in my life
i be just fine holding onto that knife
i don't need a bitch that ain't gonna treat me right

should've known you would be trouble from the start
you never loved me, you just broke my bruised heart
people like you are the reason i'm torn apart
everybody put their shit in you like a shopping cart
first i missed you, now i just don't care
i be the manikin with the emotionless stare
you say you going places but you going nowhere
make-up fucked up like the tangles in your hair
you were broken glass but i still touched you
knowing damn well in the end i'd get cut too
found the strength in myself to say "fuck you"
found the strength in myself to say "fuck you"

any love i had left for you is now gone

everybody got a say
everybody know the way
start to get some numbers
think they popping 
no you aint 
it don’t make your music great
it don’t change a fuckin thing
im the most bitter fucking prick
aint no god damn stchick 
wanting all the success
without putting work in
do you think im fuckin stupid
i can tell the real
from the fake
quicker than you hit me up
fucking useless

i can’t promise fucking anything
but ill garuntee i aint gonna quit
stay rapping till im 
out of it
you’ll have to bury me before i stop this
i owe my parents so much shit
they the reason i haven’t
seen a grave
allowing me to 
follow my dreams
i hope one day i can 
repay them for everything 

cop a ounce
only lasts about
two weeks
burn holes in my
longsleeves
and my favorite 
fuckin t
they say barren
can you go back and
do that old shit
im like when the fuck
did i even fuckin stop that
you don’t want that
the shit im bringing
to the table you can’t top that
i know you want that
my fuckin skill set
but maybe sit back for 
a second and just
take it all in

i can’t promise fucking anything
but ill garuntee i aint gonna quit
stay rapping till im 
out of it
you’ll have to bury me before i stop this
i owe my parents so much shit
they the reason i haven’t
seen a grave
allowing me to 
follow my dreams
i hope one day i can 
repay them for everything

cant promise anything (prod ʎpoqou)

ft. https://soundcloud.com/lilsulphur
beat by https://www.soundcloud.com/discent
lyrics:
sulphur & shattered:
i need your help but im scared to ask
so i mask all my issues 
and say 
i don’t miss you 
when really I need you
i fucking need you

shattered:
she said i'm just the perfect lover
but i know
that nothing lasts forever
i'm faded again
crying out loud to the sound of your voice
what's done is done
we've had our fun
but you will not remember
run from my problems till i go and trip
thinking im crazy i just need to dip
hop in the whip and im driving along
i just want you right here while i sing you this song
the distance
is killer
our love is a thriller
my heart is a mirror
your love isn't clearer
and if i could mask my issues i would
but you just read me like a book 

sulphur:
she said 
you’re just another lover
but I swear girl, I don’t want no other 
i know we got our complications 
but I don’t like the thought of you, being with someone else 
im faded again, 3 percs and I laced it with gin 
all of this and my heart won’t amend 
drunk and im crying again 
i run 
from all my fucking problems 
till they break me down 
i need your help but im scared to ask
so i mask all my issues 
and say 
i don’t miss you 
when really I need you
i fucking need you

black aura w/ sulphur (prod. discent)

w/ @cpt_sad

guitars written, performed, and recorded by barren
production by @vibevoka
live drums written/recorded/performed by
Alec Doyle 

the calendar says may
but it is already september
got me guessing on the days
cause i dont remember
the last day i wasn’t bothered
by a searing fucking pain
the medication that im taking
aint working the right way
drive me to the er for a shot of morphine
4:30 in the morning
and im screaming out my lungs
try to take it easy
but you won’t

every nights a party
when you wanna stay fucked up
will you say the same sentence
in the morning throwing up?
do you have the same mindset
rolling that 6th blunt?
do these stupid fucking choices
really give you such a rush?
i just woke up
i know
im fucked
meet me at the corner
of the disagreement
eating at the ruts
im too strung out
on clout
that i dont even have
if i ever come up on some
imma give it right back

what u see
is what u get
i sleep thru the days
to feel closer to death
all this weed in my chest
got me restin
nah, i aint even tryin
to make sense of the words
they go flyin
but shawty dont mind it
so imma just kick back
and go for the ride
ive got ghosts in my aura
ive got smoke in my eyes
i been shed a tear
but i aint ever cry
i walk like a soldier
right into the fight
my thoughts keep me restless
all throughout the night
still keepin it quiet
im lit out in public
fucked with the spins
and im stumblin
roll up a spliff
someone give me the light
we're fully entranced
by these drugs and the height

every nights a party
when you wanna stay fucked up
will you say the same sentence
in the morning throwing up?
do you have the same mindset
rolling that 6th blunt?
do these stupid fucking choices
really give you such a rush?
i just woke up
i know
im fucked
meet me at the corner
of the disagreement
eating at the ruts
im too strung out
on clout
that i dont even have
if i ever come up on some
imma give it right back

any love i had left for you is now gone

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