UP FOR Reflect

my erased memories

Indigo Plateaus

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
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let me go  
id rather end my life right
when my times due
theres no reason 
for being
except when I’m living
out all my dreams 
made for you
i can’t fucking fight
i live right inside
my thoughts eating
me alive 
pictured it yet
again and again
but something 
will never be built 
I’m starting to realize
that the days i dreaded
are killing me faster
than i planned to

killing me (prod harvest and derrick boo)

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YungJZAisDead: https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

you worth everything feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. SBANE)

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i cant fight this w/ yesterday (prod. 93feetofsmoke + wrcktngl)

why you message me if i don't even matter
i don't feel a thing, almost like i never had her
i know that bothers her and she feels a lot sadder
cause i don't look back anytime that i pass her
i don't got the time to play around with the whores
that's exactly why i can't fuck with you anymore
if you came to my house, i'd slam the fucking door
leave you outside while the rain start to downpour
"wraith so cruel" you don't know the story
bitch left cause fuckboys make her horny
grey clouds even though the weather ain't stormy
stress got me aging, i be looking 40
i know you hate every word that i write
stop checking on me, i don't need you in my life
i be just fine holding onto that knife
i don't need a bitch that ain't gonna treat me right

should've known you would be trouble from the start
you never loved me, you just broke my bruised heart
people like you are the reason i'm torn apart
everybody put their shit in you like a shopping cart
first i missed you, now i just don't care
i be the manikin with the emotionless stare
you say you going places but you going nowhere
make-up fucked up like the tangles in your hair
you were broken glass but i still touched you
knowing damn well in the end i'd get cut too
found the strength in myself to say "fuck you"
found the strength in myself to say "fuck you"

any love i had left for you is now gone

https://soundcloud.com/deadbeatteen

hoping you knowin 
i know that i blow it
on every last chance
that comes in 
my fuckin way

grownin and growin
got nothing
to show for it
does this have
some sort of means

no end in sight
im on my last might
not sure
how much longer is
in me

to be perfectly honest
im falling apart and
looking for
somewhere to be free

im running somewhere
to be free

hoping you knowin
i know that i blow it
on all the great things
that could possibly be

coming my way
what can i say
it comes so naturally 

im falling apart
tearing out hearts
if im perfectly honest
this one is mine to keep
yeah its all for me

hopin you knowin (prod deadbeatteen)

everybody got a say
everybody know the way
start to get some numbers
think they popping 
no you aint 
it don’t make your music great
it don’t change a fuckin thing
im the most bitter fucking prick
aint no god damn stchick 
wanting all the success
without putting work in
do you think im fuckin stupid
i can tell the real
from the fake
quicker than you hit me up
fucking useless

i can’t promise fucking anything
but ill garuntee i aint gonna quit
stay rapping till im 
out of it
you’ll have to bury me before i stop this
i owe my parents so much shit
they the reason i haven’t
seen a grave
allowing me to 
follow my dreams
i hope one day i can 
repay them for everything 

cop a ounce
only lasts about
two weeks
burn holes in my
longsleeves
and my favorite 
fuckin t
they say barren
can you go back and
do that old shit
im like when the fuck
did i even fuckin stop that
you don’t want that
the shit im bringing
to the table you can’t top that
i know you want that
my fuckin skill set
but maybe sit back for 
a second and just
take it all in

i can’t promise fucking anything
but ill garuntee i aint gonna quit
stay rapping till im 
out of it
you’ll have to bury me before i stop this
i owe my parents so much shit
they the reason i haven’t
seen a grave
allowing me to 
follow my dreams
i hope one day i can 
repay them for everything

cant promise anything (prod ʎpoqou)

i need you to stop the pain


sitting back wondering why the fuck you're with him
ripping my limbs and tearing my skin
i'm a fish tryna stay afloat without fins
let me tell you about what insanity is
watching my love with someone else
while i break down, i've gone to hell
say i'm okay but i'm not doing well
probably didn't have to say a thing for you to tell
it's impossible to love me 
i'm fucked up and i'm ugly
i ain't got a shit load of money
all the gifts i buy are fucking crumby
all my efforts are pitiful
i disappoint, that's typical
stuck in bed feeling miserable
problem after problem i'm additional

i'm a mess
without you
i need you to
stop the pain
i need you to 
stop the pain
waiting by the phone
for that call
when you say you're 
coming back
waiting by the phone
for that call

haven't slept in so long
now my eyes
hardly get heavy
anymore

what do i do
when i miss you
but you're asleep
what do i do
when i miss you
but you're asleep

any love i had left for you is now gone

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