prod: caves x irby
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/suddenly

LYRICS:
I just wanna freeze my brain
I need some time alone
The stars fade into the sunrise

I wake up and then suddenly
I feel the weight on every part of me
Hey dad I hope you're proud of me
For tryna be what I was meant to be
The kid is alright
You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight
I had to learn it for myself how to move on
Once they're gone

Just wanna feel something like I did last night
I never doubt myself till I see the sun rise
I shouldn't think too much, but I do it sometimes
But I just play it off like it's nothing
Running in circles every night, I just wanna find my way

I wake up and then suddenly
I feel the weight on every part of me
Hey dad I hope you're proud of me
For tryna be what I was meant to be
The kid is alright
You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight
I had to learn it for myself how to move on
Once they're gone

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Suddenly [prod. caves x irby]

Lyrics: 

What am I supposed to do if this all ends

I can’t go back

Can’t make amends

In a point between where it all blends

I don’t know much

I can’t pretend


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


You really left your mark on me

I always played a part in it

You turned into a narcissist

When I was in the heart of it

I went out and caught up with your friends

I’ve forgotten how they could be so much just like you

I’m looking for answers

Not looking for manners

Not thinking you think I despise you


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

the Great Pyramids of Niza(ukii & Oh well.)

Crystalized Fragments - soLuvSig, p!nkcasperr (vxc, kolo)

production by @vito2300

lyrics:Tell me how it all went bad again
Tell me how you wish I hadn't left
Tell me everything I missed
I fell asleep watching our movie
Tell me what you see when I'm away
Tell me I'm the only one who stayed
Tell me I'm the only one
Who keeps this house from burning down

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

Make me ugly, make me weak
I spent this summer washing sheets
And still, the blood remains
What's left of me will slowly fade at least
Keep me underneath your bed
So afraid of what comes next
I'm slowly shattering
A mirror for the ones who left you here

shattering

Cant be saved

Died Two Times

gucci scarf w/ emo fruits (prod.2k6)

i can see the rain it's falling down it hit my face
i don't run away from where i am i stay in place
i will always weather what i feel i never cave
i will not be lectured by you i don't wanna change
days on days don't like the way i see them go
fuck the weight i feel it start taking its toll
ways away i see the storm before it come
i just brace myself i don't what's in store
i don't want let it come between us both
is it too much for you now i need to know
i heard the shit they talk i don't believe at all
i try so hard to keep it up my head is down
i feel the pressure take it off i need to blow
no real connection with no one i be alone
i don't recall another moment i was not
no self control the way i was i know it now

i wanna see
what it's really like to be awake inside a dream
i need like an eighth for every day so i can breathe
i am not ashamed at all i know i am a fiend
last time i was sober i think i was in my teens
i need some to drink
no i don't wanna see the screen
i do not believe the shit they tell me on tv
nothing really left for me this city got me sitting by myself
i need a sec
knew all along you were just in it for the moment you don't really wanna let me in at all
i don't recall a time you noticed me before you wanted something that i got it's what you saw
i keep reflecting on it all just like the water when it's still i see myself & every flaw
i don't expect you to believe it you just wanna be deceived it's all you ever really known

Lucid (prod. Sleye)

---------------------------------- Lyrics---------------------------------------
feeling like im gunna break but
I dont wanna get fucked up tonight
ive got so much to say but
the time is never right
put on another sad song
the feeling never lasts long
the feeling never lasts long
trying hard to be strong
feeling doesn't last long
feeling doesn't last long

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

*Yung Van

one second youre here
and now your gone
I dont wanna believe, its been that long
ive been crying all night, im not so strong
I know you've left, but im not ready to move on

now youre living out your life
just beyond the veil
I wish I could have said I love you, but I never will
I keep a picture of you 
right beside my bed side still
just in case you want to visit
but you never will

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

Thanks for listening :)

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