Depression’s Lows

Today I went against my morals
You can say I conformed 
Cuz I know right from wrong and damn sure know just why I was born 
I ain’t the source of negativity
Do to mental instability 
At times, I’m the reason, when it rains it pours
To tell the truth niggas is still poor
When I see a homeless man think bout them nights I could of went home but often felt forced
To sleep inside my whip
Find a gnat expose my guilt 
I’d become a slave to the ways of my dick
To be blunt
I never had blunts
Never had liq’
Instead, I had them nights me n my niggas hit licks
Pops sold bricks
They expecting me to fill them shoes in a different way 
Instead, at times I wanna stick to a stick
The type of game I kick
Barely graduated high school
Sleeping in classes
Never been bullied 
But never been praised by the masses
In fact my best kept secret is belt unfastened
Girlfriend at home
Tonight who bitch I’m smashing
Cuz all I wanna do is neglect all my goals
Have sex
Complain about life
And sleep til pain is gone
Not to mention drown in the fact
I wanna go back
Restart my map 
And find a way to right all of my wrongs
Ever since I’ve been aware to were my life’s at
Memory suppressing is the only way I stay intact
I’m tryna come back
Family and lovers all gone
So understand if I never make it home
I fell victim to depression’s lows

I wanna be the one to tell you I understand what you’ve been going through
Cuz I’ve been going through some of the same things
But I wanna let you know it’s okay to grow from it
Learn from it
And move forward to better yourself 
For real 

Trapped by demons while I’m searching for my meaning(ohhh)
If I did you wrong at my lowest know I didn’t mean it(ohhh)
Heart cold mean mugging folks think I’m the meanest 
Watch how I speak to myself knowing that I’m my voice of reason(I’m my voice of reason)
Lessons come from losses gone be life’s greatest teacher
How you choose to go about the times that you defeated
Gone be deciding factor between failure and succeeding
Words of wisdom we all needed
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