I promise this is the last time I say these hurtful words. I promise this is the last time I suck the life out of both of you and relish in it.

PROD: @KOROSARETA99 + @NOVOSK + @C3OF + @ZYROM
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I was young and afraid wasn't ready yet to turn the page
Start a chapter
With my bleeding heart
Sabotage what's next made you fall apart
Sitting underneath the rafters
Let the rain splash
I'm drenched before the first line is written
Too attached to you but too afraid to just admit it
Sent mixed signals on a freeway made of love
Sorry that I put a brick wall when push came to shove
Treat you like a star then gave you empty space when you needed warmth
I did not preform my parts I left you scared and confused
No excuse made you used can't refuse to admit it but that's the way it always goes
Swallow pride and ego I'm so scared to get this off my chest
My biggest problem is I want you all to like me
Overcompensate and lie to make you happy
Promise me you'll never let this disappointment speak

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

[VERSE]
Wasted moments could've been something didn't let it happen
Didn't make things clear let you move on
Gave you migraines size of a tumor
Stole from your smile little bit of ill humor
Sorry that I turned my muse to a tool
All I did was write sad songs in my room
Now I got a best friend not a soul mate get so jealous when you live life in a good way
Play my sorry tunes on a glass violin filled with tar
No amount of therapy will make this soul the opposite of charred
No surprise I never listened made you sick
Used your words as instrumentals never cared I'm a narcissist
I hope you're happy
That's all I ever wanted
For both of you
I tried my best I'm sorry
Now promise me you'll go out there and do better than I ever possibly could

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

Vocal sample taken from "Grim Fandango" (1998)by LucasArts

Night After

One Last Promise II

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One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Ruben Slikk x Zchronik - IAMS Breakcore Flip

i think therefore

tryin 2 breath a lil

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lorn cover

Lyrics:
How could there be
A sharper set of knives
A new way to see
Yeah, to open up these eyes

Sharper Knives

AMNESIA

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

Late At Night Prod. CXRPSE

There’s a window of time 
Before the perpetual light
A gathering of orbs 
A silence destructive as a storm

A barrier of class 
Silent thoughts from behind a mask 
Seekers judge though blind 
Into green light 

I’m okay just don’t keep asking 
Give me some room to speak
Give me some room to speak 
If you keep asking 
Then I will leave to wander streets
If you keep asking
Then I will leave to live on feet

Crave dark
Eyes wide shut 

Can you promise we’ll be safe? (Uh)
You’ll be dead one day
Disease got you uh
Disease got you uh
Brea-
Breathe in all that money 
Only way for you to
Only way for you to
Only way for you to

A conversation blurred
False trust must envelope us
Turquoise dust, purple love 
A reason, yeah for that stare
An elite sneer, we know they care 
Cufflink harmony 
You’re not invited obviously 

I’m okay just don’t keep asking me
Give me some room to speak
Give me some room to speak 
If you keep asking me
Then I will leave to wander streets
If you keep asking me
Then I will leave to live on feet

Can you promise we’ll be safe? (Uh)
You’ll be dead one day
Disease got you, uh
Disease got you, uh
(Breathe)
Breathe in all that money 
Only way for you to
Only way for you to
Only way for you to

Can you promise we’ll be safe? 
(Uh-uh)
You’ll be dead one day
Disease got you, uh
Disease got you, uh
(Breathe)
Breathe in all that money 
Only way that you can 
Only way that you can 
You can breathe 

Can you promise we’ll be safe
No more than they can do
No more than they can do
Empty space, but there’s no place for your family 

In symphony they hide
The children born outside of the hive
In symphony they hide
The children born outside of the hive
(They hide)

And the graciousness of dasomit 
It lures you over, lures you over 
Death will come to us all
So while we’re still here 
Don’t sit and stare

And the graciousness of dasomit 
It lures you over, lures you over 
Death will come to us all
So while we’re still here
Don’t sit and stare

And the graciousness of dasomit 
It lures you over, lures you over 
Death will come to us all
So while we’re still here 
Don’t sit and stare

Turquoise Dust Ep 1: Death Will Come to Us All

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

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