produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i'd be hard pressed to find
a single ounce of peace of mind
i always miss the exit signs
we push and pull and we feel alive

you kept me safe and you killed my sorrow
you eased my pain, but i don't want my heart broke
i wanna stay until i'm feeling better
'cause you are the fire and i'm just an ember

but she radiates her soul
she wears her heart atop her sleeve
i think her eyes have got a hold
on my entire reality
and she's got eyes that could deceive
so i'm still waiting patiently
i never thought that i would see
the soothing of my sanity

but i'm not the one that you need
i've got flaws that you cannot see
i don't think you really know me
i'm a fraud in sheep's clothing

if you must die, i'll envy even the earth that wraps your body

@supravir

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

[zoltar]

i don't even get angry anymore
i just close my blinds and lock the door
cause i know that they won't understand
i'm alone and stuck with shaking hands
i'm a mess, i'm bleeding on the floor
i try my best, but i need something more
should i take my life for fuck's sake
'cause it's on my mind everyday

i feel too much, bash my head against the wall
nothing's right, i'm still waiting for your call
wreck my head, it's always messy by default
promise me you didn't fill my wounds with salt
i'm always tired so my bones collapse
i traded in my spine for a heart attack
i fucking feel so blind
everything fades to black
and both my legs go numb
now i cannot run back

i feel so out of touch
i'm getting way too fuckin' cynical
i hope i'm enough
'cause if i'm not, i won't be in pursuit
i know my worth at least a little bit, you doubt that
i'm feeling anxious so if you need me, i'll be out back
but i know you won't come lookin
'cause you couldn't be bothered
even though you act like i'm your everything, it's awkward
tsunamis in my stomach won't reside without an offer
so i chief my pen, i hope you don't mind i'm a cougher

if you got shit to say then say it to my face
watch your mouth before i put you in your place
you better lower your tone when you're speakin' to me
i feel just like a god when i'm watching you bleed
couldn't give less of a fuck about the money 'cause that's lame
i just want catharsis, something that will kill the pain
i do this cause i love it, not a dollar to my name
the drive within my heart will never do this shit in vain

i'm not gonna lie, i haven't got good sleep in ages
when i shut my eyes, my thoughts are flipping through the pages
my head can't stop running, feet are far behind the pavement
sick of all the static so please let me make a statement
i could not care less about your health or wealth, i'm done
fighting off the anger, but i'm positive it won
you wore me down just like the nail that lingers on my thumb
if i spoke from my chest, you would just tell everyone

[Supra Vir]

i'm comin' lurkin' between all the shadows
now i'm the villain but i'll always win the battles
you were the snake, but i never heard the rattle
my mental boiling mad now i'm splittin' between the atoms

if only i knew what this could've been for
i never would've stayed if you're in this form
now you got me filling up
'bout to cause a tidal wave
you can throw our story out
your plans on the title page

i hope you're prayin' on my downfall
because i never wanna see you again
this was never at all my fault
your heart was always playin' pretend

how you gonna look me in the eyes and tell me everything's okay
especially after all was done my heart has started to decay
nothing will ever mend the bridge between you and i
here we go our separate ways
here's our final goodbye

tsunami (ft. Supra Vir)

{OUT ON ALL PLATS} - https://linktr.ee/pdktp

SHOUTOUT THE PROD: @entrix23

[LYRICS]
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,

Pacing in my own head, yeah, You got me losin' it,
Tryna say that shit to me, like I'm not really cool with it,
He said, She said, Damn your so full of shit,
He said, She said, Damn your so full of it,
Tryna intercept every thought, Yeah in my mind,
It get's hard to see, hard to breath, when I am blind,
Every single though in my mind is a damn lie,
Why you never tell me the truth, why all the time,

You got me losin' it,
losin' it,
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,

overthinking, I feel like I'm dreaming now,
and I'm thinking that I'll never be enough,
why is this shit so rough?
why is this shit so tough?
oh just put me in the cuffs,

cuz I should be, yeah under arrest,
I got this pain in my chest,
Feel like i got nothing left,
oh baby, what's next, 
damn, baby what's next?

Pacing in my own head, yeah, You got me losin' it,
Tryna say that shit to me, like I'm not really cool with it,
He said, She said, Damn your so full of shit,
He said, She said, Damn your so full of it,
Tryna intercept every thought, Yeah in my mind,
It get's hard to see, hard to breath, when I am blind,
Every single though in my mind is a damn lie,
Why you never tell me the truth, why all the time,

losin' it
losin' it
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,
You got me losin' it,
losin' it,

got me losin' it [prod. Entrix23]

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/free-falling

prod by drmabeats and fxckyeahako

lyrics:

Feel the air when I'm free falling
The next moment it's gone
I know that you hate that I do this often
You don't know what I'm on
You don't wanna catch me when I land
Won't even extend out you're hand
I wish that you would understand
Instead you went and left me in quicksand

When I'm left inside a cavity
I search for a way of losing gravity
I know I know that you're mad at me
'Cause I always seem to chose what is bad for me
But it's hard to see but it's hard to see
What's the difference long term growth or comfort in the instance
Fuck that
I don't got time to discuss that
Bring it back for the one time for the relapse
Feels like I'm tied to the ground I can't relax
Feeling scared to tell you 'cause I know how you'd react
I'm just a degen baby
Keeping it a buck I've been tweaking lately
You've been losing sleep it's been driving you crazy
All night all night yeah

Feel the air when I'm free falling
The next moment it's gone
I know that you hate that I do this often
You don't know what I'm on
You don't wanna catch me when I land
Won't even extend out you're hand
I wish that you would understand
Instead you went and left me in quicksand

Yeah I'm sinking
No time for blinking
No time for overthinking yeah
Please tell me yeah I'm sinking
Pick you're phone up girl it's ringing
Don't hang up 'cause I've been drinking
Please just tell me 'cause I'm sinking I'm sinking yeah

Feel the air when I'm free falling
The next moment it's gone
I know that you hate that I do this often
You don't know what I'm on
You don't wanna catch me when I land
Won't even extend out you're hand
I wish that you would understand
Instead you went and left me in quicksand

free falling (drmabeats x fxckyeahako)

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

prod. drmabeats

lyrics:
i know you're tired of things we were lackin
and i've been trying to find my way back in
feels like we’ve always been stuck in the past tense
i know it's never my fault when it happens
i know you're trying to get my reaction
and now i live in a house that's falling down
cause you're not around

i live alone in a glass house
and baby the walls are thin
no matter where i go
or where i've been
the ugly truth has been unspoken
(you never wanna say)

so let's just raise a glass
looks like my faith was trash
cause hopes abandoned
(abandon all hope)

now i fully paint the picture
teardrops falling in my liquor
i drank it anyway
(i'm ashamed)

know i wasnt wanted
i think i was needed
was never okay
with the way i was treated

and now you're far away
you left my pain
i might not see tomorrow

might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

it's like you're stuck in the way
i lived and learned i wanna leave you
i'll hide all my pain
not what you thought i was
cause i can't be there to save you
no i have to save myself
i've been living too dangerous
time to leave you behind

because i'm done with the lies
i've broken free from chains that held me
i woke up this time
the insecurity
help me
i wanna be there
put your face in the dirt
knocked unconscious im screaming
guess that i'll never learn

tried to go back to you
but you didn't wanna see me
cause i always lose my cool
and say things i don't mean
but deep down
i need you to believe me
stuck with all these feelings
and now i wanna
die die die

and now i wanna
die die die

spotify :)

glass house (drmabeats)

prod by pablo worldwide + jolst
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

you a lame get up out my face 
Worried bout my payment 
I just hit the bank 
I leveled up like everyday since
hell rain down, pussy boy 
I’m already aimed in 
1v1 when I’m alone 
I’ll leave ya brain dead,

I fuck it up 
could come in clutch 
if you need me
I’m tryna fly down to LA 
for da weekend 
we know he soft 
he not hard 
he act like cement,

He DOA 
I leave his body 
on the pavement 

new AIM 
just to walk up 
an then spray it 
woke up with a vendetta
on my note list 
I hate going out in public 
cause they’ll notice 
why am I so fucking anxious 
can’t hold it

a thermal scope 
on a SIG
Ima hunt for gold
I catch you walking 
in the road
you getting domed
you all alone
bitch I treat that laser 
like my arm
you ain't making it home
you MIA all along

life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

la vie suit son court

life goes on (pablo worldwide + jolst)

dear july

special thanks to @rouri404 for allowing @killzoltar and myself to make our own sequel to lostcause

stream lostcause by @rouri404 & @heylog here:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404/lostcause

lyrics:

(GREAVES)
only wanted no more stress but you set it off
think it's time to give this shit a rest can't you get enough
know you love to see when i'm a mess bet you're getting off
no regrets when you won't confess just forget it all

know it's obvious you're anxious around me
the moment you were gone i began to sleep soundly
no more going through my phone 'cause i'm learning some boundaries
destroyed it all waiting for your call when you drowned me

lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause
lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause

(zoltar)
never really been the one to talk about my own shit
i rarely ever leave my house cause i know it ain't worth it
i've become a parasite
suffer through and analyze
it's obvious that i'm alone
it doesn't matter where i go

but i don't wanna be just an idea to fuck with
i'm tryna make a name for myself amongst the bullshit
i'm getting steady tired of putting in all the effort
but honestly, it's better than nothing so i'll just endure

but i'm just slowly feeling like this
isn't worth the pain and effort
that i've wasted on your shelter
let me know when you feel better

let me be clear, i got no intention
to disappear from this dimension

(GREAVES)
lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause
lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause

lostcause 2 w/ zoltar (zoltar)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2cdFbzRu8DDtKc1tW6gC8U
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
prod: @siemspark
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
inspo: https://soundcloud.com/heylog/healer
---------------------------------
lyrics:
i like to keep track
give it back
why would i
bring my ass back
why would i
ever run it back
you can't even talk to me
while you're loving me
omg i can't believe
why would i give up on me

if you come across
another guy
i'll kill myself
i'll kill myself
i'll hurt myself
i'm not one to be a complainer
a people pleaser, i'm just trying to convey to her
you think im out of pocket now?
just wait till later
internal voice will truly lead freedom

i like to keep track
give it back
why would i
bring my ass back
why would i
ever run it back
you can't even talk to me
while you're loving me
omg i can't believe
why would i give up on me

lurk

prod by yungspoiler
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/loveme2death

Lyrics:
You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death
I love we connect, but I need space for a breath
Can't even have peace in my bed
Might as well just lay me to rest

It don't feel right, but it doesn't feel wrong, it's complicated
Everything I've done, you orchestrated
I thought I loved it but I really hate it yeah
All my life you've been pulling all the strings like I'm your puppet
You've been keeping me on track the way that you conducted
And if I wanted to roam, I feel obstructed aw yeah
I've been thinking all year
If I had a shot, would I make it out there
And if I don't that's the cross that I bear
It's been driving me mad, I've been pulling out hair
Don't wanna think about that
I don't wanna win, I want my best friend back
Well when I frame it like that
There's no reason I shouldn't wanna call you up

You gave me the best years, made it the best years of my life
But now that we're grown up, you just hold on way too tight, too tight
You gave me the best years, made it the best years of my life
But this ain't right

You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death
I love we connect, but I need space for a breath
Can't even have peace in my bed
Might as well just lay me to rest

You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death

glass house (drmabeats)

GREAVES (@greavesinfinity)

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