kid [can i be my own friend or just my worst enemy]

With Me

i made a couple changes on a sunday night

bleaached my hair aagain

i was a little barred but we should be good. Yarra 4ever

Wishes and Scars

Galactic Destiny pt. 1 [spaceland]

grace johnson on guitar
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u told me i could never be sad
no matter the situation
i was taught i could never be mad
no matter my desperation
and if its not then let it be known
that i can't condone
all the drugs and the crying alone
don't let it be known
i have to keep these secrets from u
so i can't taste ur lips
now i laugh at ur new love my friend
what a waste of a kiss

how i wonder do u love pain
does the smoke enter your brain

u told me i could never be sad
no matter the situation
i was taught i could never be mad
no matter my desperation
now i feel i can never be glad
i don't know the sensation at all
now I'm thinking that i shouldnt be sad
just cuz it makes u mad
and if its not then let it be known
that i cant condone
all the drugs and the smokin alone
please don't let it be known
i have to keep these secrets from u
so i can taste ur lips
now i cry at your new love again
im a stupid kid

in my head you are dead
but in my heart u still exist

now i am so miserable
whenever i see ur face
u texted me about an hour ago
i don't know what to say
now ur begging me to take u back
no matter the situation
and these feelings they're all coming back
but i still have hesitation in me
u told me i have dreams about u
is this really true
if i said that i love you
would u take me back and say i love you too

I Prefer To Be Alone (dont ever be sad)

every night i cannot sleep
u r always in my head
and everytime u awake me
 i just wish that you were dead
every day i see u again
but u just want to be my friend

oh you and me are just a dream
maybe if i was not a freak
oh you and me are just a dream
maybe if i was not a freak

all i do is wonder what we could have been 
my mind is overwhelmed by the thought of him
i feel so old but i am so young
ill never name a kid is that so fucked up?
u were in my room but u run away
i stare at ur lips, can i have a taste?
and maybe then i would be with u
and not just shudder at the thought of two

oh you plus me are not meant to be
but see, ur love is all i seek
oh you plus me are not meant to be
but see, ur love is all i seek

Insomnia

if u work at it, u can be a drug addict ;)
______________________________
narcotica
oh what a cup of tea
erotica
whats it supposed to mean

or just keep trying
never stop working
don't give up. keep right at it
but i literally can't. so im a drug addict

my smiles they are fake
all i do is make mistakes
i speak so clean
what the fuck do you make of me

this is how to be addicted
just for fufufufufufufun

NARCOTICA

lets leave earth forever
and never come back
lets trip shit together
and never come back

i don't like growing up and growing older
not yet 17 but I'm gonna give up soon

spaceship zero takes off today
to leave this hell with hell to pay
spaceship zero takes off today
the moon is close but wheres our fate

u could say its all just a dream
a big fucking dream i fucking had
u could say it all is a dream
my real mom my real dad

for fucks sake why didn't u abort me
i didn't want this oh u knew that
jesus christ wheres satans fort?
adopt me there burn my hair

spaceship zero takes off today
to leave this hell with hell to pay
spaceship zero takes off today
the moon is close but wheres our fate

spaceship zero takes off today
to hell with this i think ill stay
spaceship zero takes off today
i pick my nose it flies away

Galactic Destiny pt. 0 [spaceship Zero]

lifes tough being an alien and all
im always doing drugs in the bathroom stall
two bars to make my mind fade away
im from outer space, from fucking outer space

now all i do is sleep and sit
im a zombie kid, a druggie bitch
but ill be fucking all right
did u see the eclipse tonight

lemonade is the antidote
to every note to every note
no longer does kool aid make u cool
im such a fool im such a fool

i dont want to know ur name
its just a game im here to play
but ill be fucking all right
did u see the eclipse tonight

I know im gonna die but i dont care
the dark is bright anew i hope for you

space travel is all too fun
what are we waiting for
spacefucking is all too fun
ur love is pure ur love is pure

astronauts they fly away
theyre too afraid theyre too afraid
scientists they stay indoors
they know the fate they know the fate

the preachers are still preaching god
they tell the good they tell the right
i dont want to know ur name
im up all nightim up all night

so our journey comes to an end
it all depends it all depends
but i guess we can still pretend
it never ends it never ends

i know im gonna die but i dont care
the sun is burning up so i just stare

DONEDOT

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