Lyrics:

I feel my bones collapse as you touch my shoulder
I realize that you don’t know who I am
The indecision rises up and makes my eyelids wet
As teardrops hit the ground you turn to say goodbye

I am under you
You are more than me
Split myself in two
Know that I will be

I don’t wanna be just for you
But I don’t wanna start again and be for someone new
I want you to be just for me
But I don’t want you to be who you are all smoking weed
I wish I could just not love you
I’m becoming more than I once was

I’m not good enough to be friends with you
But I don’t think you know just how much I do
I fight my brain every night to be close to you
But now it doesn’t matter cause you’re dead
To the outside world

Ch

Br.
I can’t get over you
I’m too stupid to know
You don’t love me
Put me out of my misery

I don’t wanna be just for you
But now I’m hoping and I’m dreaming that you want me too
I want you to be just for me
But now I’m begging and I’m praying that you’ll set me free
I wish I could just not love you
I’m becoming more than I once was

Pothead - Single

Pothead

I am stuck in a constant state of dreaming
Nothing at all feels real anymore
I went to sleep and I still haven’t woke up
I can’t get myself off the floor

I talked to my friend she doesn’t want to see me
I talked to my friend who’d rather be dead
She doesn’t know quite how much I love her
She doesn’t know I’d die for her instead 

I know
I know you think that you’re alone
But you
Know that I will be here for you

I talked to my friend he always wants to see me
I talked to my friend who’s desperate and alone
he don’t know how much like him I am
He don’t know that he makes me feel at home

I’ll kill myself before I wake up
I’ll kill myself before I awake
I’ll end my life before one of them does
They don’t know how bad I’ve been

My friends are worried I haven’t been sleeping 
My parents said I’m wasting away
The truth is I enjoy living like this
And sometimes I stay up for days

Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
She told me
I’m stupid
She called me
An idiot
She told me
I’m stupid
She called me
An idiot

Wake Up

Pagan

These are, with the exception of “Pothead,” songs or ideas that were cut from "It's All Your Fault" or one of my upcoming projects. “Departure,” “Never Again,” “Despair,” and “Around” are the first 4 songs I wrote, in that order and were cut early when considering songs for album 1. “What’s Sad?” was an idea from the first album, and “Lullaby” was cut very late into the recording of the album. “Running Out of Time” is an idea recently cut from the album after the next album.

Recorded in one session on the evening of June 30, 2023. Instrument used was a Yamaha AC1M acoustic directly inputted into a DAW with a very light chorus effect and some EQ. Vocals were recorded simultaneously and use compression and drive. There was very minimal post-processing. All songs were recorded in 1 or 2 takes, the most obvious being “Around,” which has a clear cut between the first and second take.

Departure

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This is not a follow up to it's all your fault, that is on the way at some point soon and will hopefully have much better production, songwriting, mixing, etc... than this. This started off as a fun little ep between albums and became the next album. That being said, it has better production and all that than It's All Your Fault, so if you liked that at all this is definitely worth a listen. I'm happy with how it turned out. Hope anyone who listens is too!

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