These songs give me peace I feel at ease listening to this song tbh <3

this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

can't tell if the room's getting big
or if i'm just small
cause it only takes a second to fall
i crawl into bed when the sun starts to rise
i simply can't handle the smoke and the smog

my ribs are transparent
must be malnutrition
i feel so decrepit
i'm clearly indifferent
yet heaving persistence
with every decision
the outcome is rigid

mortality hates
that there is an end
to everything we wanna protect
blue screens emulate when i was a kid
nothing would phase me
save me once again

verbally gone
no, i don't wanna talk
deteriorate what i ate till i rot 
it takes up a lot; my energy's shot
take in the scent of a bird that was caught
it's leading me home
mentally not or physically there
i continue to trot
i'm walking on air; mentality rose
but then i wake up to find out i'm alone

shadows approach as they
rip me apart from my desk
all they had wanted was means to an end
but i sense dishonesty filling their heads
you don't know grief till it's conquered your chest

i'm still not impressed
seventeen and counting
oh please, i digress
from everyone around me
i'll tear me to shreds;
fed up with the scowling
i'm a rodent; the fox it is prowling

it was so different long ago
i can't get rid of this vertigo
but honest to god, who would've known
that being hurt feels like home...

𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵-..
𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸?..

endow me
endow me
and i'll be your hatred

endow me 
endow me
endow me in all your hatred

fox claws (acey x nate2timez)

prod. me

ty for fw me <3, enjoy :)

lyrics:

letting go and losing hope it's gettin hard to breathe again
i get so cold in my room thats warm
its a warning that i cant go much longer

i bleed too
can u see me?
i cant let myself go when u need me
if i leave soon would you grieve me?
i've been in this alone i need saving
cant believe it
i've been sleepin
on my own fuckin life
when kais takes a break he jus needs time to breathe, oh
i been thinking bout being all
that i was meant to be
ignore intrusions jus leave em
and let yo mind be at ease

lettin go and losing hope its gettin hard to breathe again
i get so cold in my room thats warm
its a warning that i cant go much longer

dont you wait, ill take
every inch of your heart ill erase
every slight mistake
shouldn't be held on your heart with such weight
oh, oh
i know what its like to be all alone
hold on don't give up yet
stay by me, love yourself, you'll be okay

it's getting hard to breathe again

spotify

it's getting hard to breathe again.

visiting

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by mags
completely non profit

k_ (mags)

produced by lil nightshift
feature by the homie decks
this ones just for us
completely non profit

lyrics

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n muck n my shoes
top it off with bad attitude

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n muck n my shoes
top it off with bad attitude

there's a store that shuts in my head at noon
if u had a point better make it soon
deprived of shut eye I'm craving snooze
online it's highlights and pay per view
this scene is dead but I'll make it thru
when i carve a pathway of naked truths
consistent drops will always grow a project
consistently will top whatever drops next

up next.

uber eats bro i fw ramen
rolled up 50s, baggies, palm it
came to play, boi I'm fuckin starving 
piece of cake, watch me bite this tarmac 
here's to a year of me still complaining
bunkered down in my mental basement 
fuck the labels and fuck the placements
here's to sinners, get fucking brain dead

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n much in my shoes
top it of with bad attitude 

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food 
i got tar n muck in my shoes
top it of with bad attitude

decks

let it fuckin build, what have i got to lose
i been fuckin braindead since '22
& if u watch me implode its pay per view
my own mental state will make money too

i been grinding for years & it wont stick
nothing i do's worth a damn to the public
i do this for me till my deathbed
what the fuck does it matter when its all corrupt
& the money i've spent's an investment
don't think i dont know what i have accomplished
i could do this from my basement
but veins and i aiming for bigger, just trust that.

where my face hit dirt ft. decks (lil nightshift)

prod by caves 


click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it 

i know where you’ve been 
know where you set off 
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off 
she say that i’m crazy 
she don’t know the half of it 
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay 
just stay right there”
i got two cuts 
on my face 
she looks scared 
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear … 

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck 
you just wanna drink alone 
and chill inside the bathtub 
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked 
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love .. 
6 months have passed 
since we were matched up 
thought that you could play me, 
block my number and get gassed up 
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love 

she saw me in the mirror, frozen. 
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months” 
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it” 
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for” 
i just want a conversation, open up the door 
i see your heart drop on the floor 
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more 

click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (caves)

single off of new idealism ep

lyrics

indicate
indicate to me girl that u r right hereee
i’ve been off guide me bae i need u to steer
lights are dim, there’s no ones home, i’ve forgotten all my fears
coz when i see ur face i tend to dry away the tears

nothing else, you is all that’s been on what’s my mind 
i just want u to see that u are what is mine 
i’m sorry i’m who i am and that’s like most the time
i just want u baby can u believe me this time

i just want u baby can u believe me this time
i hope u know that what i show is not what’s inside 
a lot for me to ask but can u ignore all the signs 
i don’t think like they do and i guess with this i’m ripe

and i know
times not moving slow
but with this speed i’m okaaaaaay
reverting back to old ways
but this time i have u 
purple change to blue
nightmares turned to dark days
and hiding out in cold space
until i found u 

still tryna find a way to move 
but i found a source of light and well u might get me thru
u keep forcing me to 
and that’s the honest truth
i’m gonna leave this room my
whole life i was consumed by
something, i never knew why
but now i think there’s 2 sides
and now i’ll live a new life
it’s really do or die

sorry for who i am

sorry for who i am (idealism)

Im going back now to cold floors and blood
Could we walk through the house again?
I remember the way that the words sounded better inside of my head
In December, think they saw the way I was, yet
I can’t even recall
When I start to stay away just wait for the dust til it settles

And you know you don’t have to say it
Just hold me like you want to be found
And don’t know whats happening lately
Just hold me like you want to be found

Getting folded, why it feel so good?
Ive been inside, I’ve been me too much
I can see the fog on the street from above
Wonder why it matters if its almost done
If its almost one of the days that im gonna pop
I just keep the promises deeper inside of the box
Always kinda thought just to keep it locked
Thought that it was safe when its really not

Tell me youre feeling it
I keep the pills in the ceiling
I pass them off they do shit for me
but block out the thoughts that were nearly clear
visions of you on the balcony
I couldn’t be what I had to be
I got so numb I just had to leave
Back to the clinic in Albany

And you know you don’t have to say it
Just hold me like you want to be found
And don’t know whats happening lately
Just hold me like you want to be found

Symptoms

Greenwood

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