...[That feeling when you wake up half sober after a big house party at 4 am, no ones awake except for you. You put on your headphones and borrow your friends cigarette, aiming for the balcony to take a smoke and think about your life... Your past, your ex, who you used to be, your new friends you've met a few days a go, your job, school, future, hapiness, breakups, love interest, all the important things. Everything accompanied by the rising sun of a 4 am big city]...

Thats the feeling i'll try to convey when making this playlist, this comes from a very little emotional guy so maybe i described it oddly, hopefully someone understood the vibe in question. I hope someone will listen to the songs i like and picked for this specific mood dedicated playlist.

                                                                                                      ~G. Spiegel

[4 AM-Existential Vibes]

some chill stuff. i'm taking a break  [lol]

white widow

ineffab  //  SMR Instrumentalle

Thanks to free real estate for the visuals !
www.youtube.com/watch?v=1O9kPoVJVB0&amp;feature=youtu.be

Download Album

Gentle Breeze

komorebi  //  SMR Instrumental

Order "Cenário” via..
▶MPM Store tinyurl.com/jga3bow
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▶Vinyl Digital tinyurl.com/hkcbg8v
▶Amazon tinyurl.com/jgsslzh
▶iTunes tinyurl.com/hjruryq
▶Bandcamp tinyurl.com/jhdtasv

Cenário

Dulce

buy/stream album

Dulce (taken from "Cenário" LP, 2016)

before yall comment saying this is the jocelyn flores instrumental, I made this song before X released that. He hit me up to use the instrumental.
Sample: https://www.instagram.com/p/BJX5zTfDkO1/?hl=en&taken-by=shilohdynasty
Shiloh's SC: https://soundcloud.com/shiloh-dynasty

im closing my eyes (feat. shiloh)

hope u have a nice summer 
tastes of Milano, mezzanine beat tape on the way. free download ♫♪
Spotify < https://open.spotify.com/track/6V0fnOISXTrs1lBI7uf3oo
Art by. Anna Sutor "Milano, cinque vie"
http://www.annasutor.com/
@ambition-beats upload https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmrFaMvgA6I
www.instagram.com/odyssee_lc/?hl=fr
www.facebook.com/Odyssee.lc/

bandcamp

Ｍｉ｜ａｎｏ

Dive Bar

i know that it's bad

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/00slPW2hNEqF22b1KZrC1P?si=duwlt9VAQ065m9e_vTNtqw

dl: https://www.dropbox.com/s/a8yqv0r6qkljuw2/Thinking%20Of%20You%20%28Feat.%20Ezra%29.mp3?dl=0

Also on iTunes and Apple music

original: https://soundcloud.com/ezra_willz/thinking-of-you

Thinking of You (feat. Ezra)

Sarcastic Sounds X Ezra - Thinking Of You

youtube.com/watch?v=VhBEo194JNU

Sealab 2012 - gtd (got the draws)

lonely u were
how come, when I was here
the words I said to you, 
now I feel like a fool too
I feel like I'm blue too

cherish

serenade

upon my skin

remix i started 1 or 2 years ago for @yuihira. was going to release it as part of the 'unfinished/unreleased' EP (https://goo.gl/NEddaE) but was inspired to finish it up. original still tops this

download my music: https://bit.ly/bonjrbc
use this track for youtube/film/music: https://bonjr.me/licensing

yui
https://instagram.com/yuisounds
https://twitter.com/eatyourlimbs

Original: https://bit.ly/30Bsq9R

Artwork by Riza: 
https://twitter.com/_unrizanable
https://unrizanable.carbonmade.com

Spotify/Apple: https://goo.gl/Ru2j88
YouTube: https://bit.ly/3iBHdqU
Stream on Audius: https://bit.ly/bonjrAudius
Stream on Matter: https://bit.ly/bonjrMatter
bonjr's Discord server: https://bit.ly/bnjrdiscord
bonjr's Spotify playlist: https://spoti.fi/2It3GaI

Lyrics:

After all you said
You came back into my arms
This hurts, you know?
Tell me that this isn’t for show

And now I’m here
Never gonna leave
Never would’ve anyway
And now you’re staying
Please don’t go away
Please don’t go away

It's so—

buy/spotify

paranoia ??? by yui, a rework

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

the sun has never shined this way, 
stars, they share me secrets every night and day. 
since I met you my life began to change, 
you pull colors out of grey, I want em all to stay.

since I met you

Hi, I'm Casper, I also go by Johnny, I'm a huge fan of emotional, deep and chill music, also love some dnb and catching the vibes. I love you all

[4 AM-Existential Vibes]

Casper Spiegel