Seven Years

Written by Kacie Grenon
Produced by Phil Barnes and Kacie Grenon
Mixed by Phil Barnes
Mastered by Sam Moses
Drums by Rob Chianelli

Lyrics: 
I’ve been disconnected 
I can’t seem to fall in love
I know very well it starts with yourself 
But it’s not looking up 
Lost my motivation 
Cause it left me for someone else
My confidence cheated, called me conceited 
And happiness left for cigarettes a while back 

The worst part of all is it’s all in my head 
Here I go again 

CHORUS 
I’m in a toxic relationship with myself (myself)
Right when I get enough of it I go right back (right back)
Cause she’s the love of my life but she can ruin my nights 
There’s no one else I despise more than me 
I’m in a toxic relationship with myself (myself)

Swear that I’m addicted 
To breaking my own damn heart 
I count all my flaws and self sabotage
Then feel like a work of art
That’s why I wish there was a way to break up with yourself 
Cause I’m always trying to heal from this hell
Wish that I could get closure and start over 
As somebody else 

CHORUS

It’s so toxic
Where my mind is
Can’t get out of bed 
Stuck in my head 
Lied to my friends 
I’m on and off again 
Here I go again x2
And again x2

CHORUS 

It’s so toxic 
Where my mind is

Toxic Relationship

I wanna see snow for a day 
And watch it all melt away 
Before the cold sinks into my bones 
I wanna be fun at the bar 
Without waking up crossed 
On a couch that isn’t my own 
I wanna free fall for someone 
Without falling apart 
Or the immanent consequences 
Cause when you’re face first on the ground 
It’s like too many rounds 
Where you say you’ll never do that again 

CHORUS 
But I miss the way I was, in love 
Young and stuck inside an old matchbox apartment 
When I had the one, an “us”
Before I lost the life I had when I was all in 
I miss how it feels 
I miss being real 
But I can’t afford to let go of the wheel 
I wanna open my whole heart without any breaking 
Have all the good parts without any pain 
I wanna see snow for a day 

I wanna sleep in til the sun 
Says the morning is done 
Without wasting the entire day 
And when I’m alone late at night 
I wanna leave all the lights on 
Without a bill I gotta pay 
I wanna drive home with a guy
Without going inside 
Or the weight of expectation 
I wanna get back to then
But not back to him 
Cause I said I’d never do that again 

CHORUS 

I thought I had the love of my life but I don’t know anymore 
I thought I had my forever but I can’t love anymore 

CHORUS 

Snow For A Day

a little taste of our original music...

Written by Kacie Grenon

lyrics:
For a time I was blind
until I realized 
that your heart is full of cruel 
and it’s not me, it’s you 

You’re a scrape on my knee 
and a pain in my side
It was a shame to watch you leave
I never said goodbye

Now it’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let the door hit you
on your way out  

She’s as lifeless as the ice: 
slick enough for you to slip on and cold enough for you to fall 
I told you not to look her in the eyes 
but looking at you now, stone looks good with all your lies 

You’re a scrape on my knee 
and a pain in my side
It was a shame to watch you leave
I never said goodbye

Now it’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let the door hit you
on your way out 

Well I only scraped my knee
and I barely hurt my side 
It was a shame to watch you leave
and it’s rude to not say goodbye 

Now it’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let the door hit you
on your way out  

You’re a scrape on my knee 
and a pain in my side
It was a shame to watch you leave
I never said goodbye
It’s Too Late, Too Late, Too Late to say sorry 
Too Late, Too Late, Too Late for me to care
Don’t let, don’t let, don’t let your guard down
on your way out

Too Late

a little taste of our original music...

Written by Kacie Grenon

lyrics:
He’s an immature little boy who
has way too many toys in
his pocket
A Green Day wannabe 
left me with broken dreams and
all empty 

I had it in my head I was a game changer 
He thought that I was just someone he can save for later 

Well 
Now I know what it’s like to be 
the Back Burner 
Throw your hand on the stove; you’ll be 
a fast learner
Everything will hurt before you even start and 
I don’t mean to say I told you so 
Now I know what it’s like to be 
the Back Burner

He told you he loves you but
here’s what you don’t know:
he said he loved me 
one week ago 
Soon enough you will see 
he will lose interest in you
like he did with me

I had it in my head I was a game changer 
He thought that I was just someone he can save for later 

Well 
Now I know what it’s like to be 
the Back Burner 
Throw your hand on the stove; you’ll be 
a fast learner
Everything will hurt before you even start and 
I don’t mean to say I told you so 
Now I know what it’s like to be 
the Back Burner

His sweatshirt; I’ve worn before
Those places; I’ve been before
And honey, I know him more than 
you think you do
You don’t think he’s playing you but 
baby he’s just using you 
and one day he’ll be leaving you like he did before

Don’t get it in your head that you’re a game changer 
He’ll think that you are just someone he can save for later 

Well 
Now you know what it’s like to be 
the Back Burner 
Throw your hand on the stove; you’ll be 
a fast learner
Everything will hurt before you even start and 
I don’t mean to say I told you so 
Now you know what it’s like to be 
the Back Burner

The Back Burner

Back Burner

a little taste of our original music...

Written by Kacie, Matt Casey & Keith Dozier

lyrics:
From the moment I met you I was under your spell
Convinced me I loved you but I couldn’t tell
while lying here in the dark 
you tied a string to my heart

You tried to hide the truth 
but it shines through 
Liar, liar
pants on fire 
Got burned from the heat

You feed me with your lies until there’s nothing left to say 
The only thing you’re good at is playing mind games 
You make all your mistakes but I’m the one you blame 
I’m not in denial 
Why don’t you stop Gaslighting me?

If it was easy to leave you I’d be walking away 
The words are here but they’re so hard to say
I want you to hold me
but not like a puppet on your string 

You can’t hide the truth 
cause it shines through 
Liar, liar
pants on fire 
Got burned from the heat

You feed me with your lies until there’s nothing left to say 
The only thing you’re good at is playing mind games 
You make all your mistakes but I’m the one you blame 
I’m not in denial 
Why don’t you stop Gaslighting me?

Liar, liar 
pants on fire 
Liar, liar 
pants on fire 
Got burned from the heat

Liar, liar
pants on fire 
Liar, liar 
I GOT BURNED FROM THE HEEEEEAAAAT 

You feed me with your lies until there’s nothing left to say 
The only thing you’re good at is playing mind games 
You make all your mistakes but I’m the one you blame 
I’m not in denial 
Feed me with your lies until there’s nothing left to say 
The only thing you’re good at is playing mind games 
You make all your mistakes but I’m the one you blame 
I’m not in denial 
Why don’t you stop Gaslighting me?

I’m not in denial 
Why don’t you stop Gaslighting me?

Gaslight

a little taste of our original music...

Written by Kacie

lyrics:
It’s a desert here
But it’s a paradise
I won’t break down this time
If I’m lucky

Can’t seem to find myself 
When I do it’s late at night 
And when I’m covering my eyes 
I’m drifting out to sea

I know there is nothing I should be worried 
about, but I’m not fine 
I know I should calm down when it is quiet 
but I’m at war with my mind

I try to
keep it together cause the sun is shining 
Don’t let them know that inside I’m falling down 
No one’s around on this dark empty Island
stuck on this Island
Someone help.

The horizon’s clear 
And I’m happy where I am
But I’m sinking in the sand 
With my own head to save me

I’ll send out an SOS 
There are no ships at 3 am 
And the wind that shakes my hand
 is hot on my cheeks 

I know there is nothing I should be worried
about, but I’m not fine
I know I should calm down when it is quiet 
but I’m at war with my mind

I try to
keep it together cause the sun is shining
Don’t let them know that inside I’m falling down
No one’s around on this dark, empty Island
stuck on this Island 
Someone help
Keep it together while my heart is racing
Just wanna know where my mind vacation is 
I’m all alone on this dark, empty Island
stuck on this Island
Someone help

Keep it together cause the sun is shining 
Don’t let them know that inside I’m falling down
No one’s around on this dark, empty Island
Stuck on this Island
Someone help
Keep it together while my heart is racing 
Don’t wanna know where my mind vacation is 
I’m all alone on this dark empty Island
Stuck on this Island
Someone help 

Someone help
I’m stuck on this Island

Island

a little taste of our original music...

Written by Kacie & Nick
lyrics:
Hey it’s getting late, getting late 
Listen to the words they say 
I will get in my own way 
To push you away

Sparks will start a flame, start a fire 
Smoke is getting higher and higher 
You’ve got chemicals in your heart to
Burn you out 

I’m self destructive 
I can’t stop myself from breaking you 
I’m so reluctant 
to show you what I am 
what I am 

I’m a red flag 
black cloud
alarms should be hollering
white lie 
good bye 
You think I’m the prize
but I’m the burden you get stuck with 
I’ll take the light from both your eyes 
Then when it’s all over 
I’ll break your heart and then I’ll Break Mine 

Hey don't think that I’m, that I'm a 
Good girl that you can rely on 
Once you get closer I'm gone 
Oh cause I’m the

Definition of regret 
I’m all that you wanna forget 
Don’t sleep, I sing nightmare 
lullabies 

I’m self destructive 
I can’t stop myself from breaking you 
My love’s corrupted 
better run while you can 
while you can 

I’m a red flag 
black cloud
alarms should be hollering
white lie 
good bye 
You think I’m the prize
but I’m the burden you get stuck with 
I’ll take the light from both your eyes 
Then when it’s all over 
I’ll break your heart and then I’ll Break Mine 

I’m self destructive 
I can’t stop myself from breaking you 
I’m self destructive 
Better run while you can 
while you can 

I’m a red flag 
black cloud
alarms should be hollering
white lie 
good bye 
You think I’m the prize
but I’m the burden you get stuck with 
I’ll take the light from both your eyes 
Then when it’s all over 
I’ll break your heart and then I’ll Break Mine

Demo

Break Mine

Lyrics:
I’m done with my reminiscence 
Us is no longer existent 
If I knew all it would take was just a little patience 
Distance 

I would have never cried and I 
Regret showing you empty eyes 
Im fuller missing you from by my side 

I got away when you tied my laces 
I’ll get away from your mistakes 
I’ll burn you away, burn all the ashes 

I can finally wash you off my lips and 
Out of my mind 
How I love not to care for you 
Oh I love how far I am from you 
Now I really mean goodbye 

You’re better out of my system
I’m cleaner without your hands on 
My hips my hair my emotions 
Just had to get them off of me 

Your lines were never black or white 
Grey shady hazes in the light 
Now I forgot what toxic smells like 

I got away when you tied my laces 
I’ll get away from your mistakes 
I’ll burn you away, burn all the ashes 

I can finally wash you off my lips and 
Out of my mind 
How I love not to care for you 
Oh I love how far I am from you 
Now I really mean goodbye 

I got away when you tied my laces 
I’ll get away from your mistakes 
I’ll burn you away, burn all the ashes 

I can finally wash you off my lips and 
Out of my mind 
I can finally wash you off my lips and 
Out of my mind 
How I love not to care for you 
Oh I love how far I am from you 
Now I really mean goodbye

Grenon

Goodbye

An anthem for the lonely, "Imaginary Friends" is the first single from Grenon's debut EP called "mental hell[th]"

Grenon:
Kacie Grenon - lead vocals
Nick Turgeon - lead guitar & background vocals
Zachary Stone - drums
Spencer Gregory - bass, keys & background vocals

Written by Grenon

Produced by: Dustin Kirkendall (tracking, mix & master), Ryan Ordway (demo tracks)

Lyrics:
It’s Saturday night 
Do you think I’ll get invited tonight? 
I’ll sit around and swallow my pride
Waiting for a call from a friend

They’re all out 
living the life 
And here I am with myself and I 
We’re talking back and forth in my mind 
And making problems up in my head

Wow I’m such a loner
I stand out like a wallflower 
It’s obvious; there’s obviously something wrong with me

If I wasn’t awkward all the time
I would have a better life
Why can’t we just play pretend?
All my friends are out and I’m alone 
Listening to the static tones 
Buzzing through my ears again
While I dance with my imaginary friends

So can you explain
Tell me, did I push you away?
Cause I feel like I’m going insane 
Do I even have any friends?

Oh wait that’s right cause I got the ones from my mental hell 
While you forgot about me, I had some time to myself
All by myself

Wow I’m such a loner
I stand out like a wallflower 
It’s obvious; there’s obviously something wrong with me

If I wasn’t awkward all the time
I would have a better life
Why can’t we just play pretend?
All my friends are out and I’m alone `z
Listening to the static tones 
Buzzing through my ears again
While I dance with my imaginary friends

I fill up this empty hallway 
With a cotton candy buffet 
And there’s glitter raining on the floor
There’s a pity party cake 
With a dragon in a cape 
And a tattooed unicorn 

It’s okay they don’t exist cause I don’t either

If I wasn’t awkward all the time
I would have a better life
Why can’t we just play pretend?
All my friends are out and I’m alone 
Listening to the static tones 
Buzzing through my ears again
While I dance with my imaginary friends

While I dance with my imaginary friends

While I dance with my imaaaaginary friendssss

Imaginary Friends

Apr 30, 2020
Recording of worldwide premiere of Grenon's single "Imaginary Friends" on iHeartRadio via Z107 Seacoast the day before its official release.

Want to hear it on your local iHeartRadio station? Send them a request.

GRENON

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