Dead to the Past, Blind for Tomorrow

Dead Without You

why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

so sharpen your teeth
black streets bring you back to me
blood seeps, pouring from my wounds
and i’ve seen the face of hell
concrete, these walls are just a shell
you know this just as well

pour out your life for me
nothing left but chlorine 
the smell, it burns my lungs
you are intoxicating 
you make my skin crawl
and all the sheep flock

chlorine

LYRICS:
I count the cracks to calm my mind,
But the cracks start whispering every time.
They tell me what the doctors hide—
That sanity’s just madness, sterilized.
I take my pills to feel okay,
But now I miss the screams that went away.
The mirror grins, I laugh out loud,
I’m sane enough to draw a crowd.
Sanity’s a cage made out of glass,
You see right through it 'til it cracks.
The quiet ones all hear the screams,
We’re just the sane ones in their dreams.
The white room says I’m doing fine,
But why's the clock bleeding out the time?
They say I’m cured, they say I’m free—
So why’s the floor still breathing under me?

©2024 PICKERING, produced at PicPro Studio, Edmonton, AB
Thank you Xander for the art!

The insanity of sanity

i_am_blind (Prod.Wolet x Maestro Wons)

Metal/Death Metal/Industrial-Tinged Death Metal.

Official YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Hauntshade

Official Releases:
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Lyrics written by me.
Music created with AI.

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