Music Video:
https://youtu.be/_CBiUJGzQtA?si=ZAd8VpEKag3hqPiv

ALL RIGHTS TO ICYTWAT

The intro is from a video I uploaded to Youtube back when I was 7 years old reviewing legos. I wanna give a quick shoutout to WOVKE or wovkevro, he definitely inspired this.

This song is about my addiction, and how it's been holding me back from doing anything in this life.
I hope anyone fighting any addiction can relate to this song.

Thank you. <3

BLUE
People always got something to say,
I won't let them though
I’mma go and fly away today,
I’m invincible

I’mma be a nice person today,
Cause' that’s my principles
I’mma feed into my addictions,
Cause' that’s habitual

Been like 3 years and I struggle with this shit,
Unpredictable
Every day I say that I'mma change,
Feels like I can't though

I'mma be the first one to say:
Bitch I'm not a ho
Tired of living my whole life like this,
I'm so miserable

I feel like I cannot kill my demons,
It's impossible
People really just enjoying their lives
Now

How jealous I am of the fact 
That you’re growing up
And doing big things
You actually go and work 
It seems

Contrast me: 
I don’t do a thing

All I do is sleep
Can't you see?
You’re better than me
Why can't I be me?

OJC why can't I be free?
Konati XD!
I fear that the world might hate me
But I’m Just 16

People always got something to say,
I won't let them though
I’mma go and fly away today
I’m invincible

I’mma be a nice person today
Cause that’s my principles
I’mma feed into my addictions
Cause that’s habitual

Been like 3 years and I struggle with this shit
Unpredictable
Every day I say that I'mma change
Feels like I can't though

I'mma be the first one to say
Bitch I'm not a ho
Tired of living my whole like this
I'm so miserable.

BLUE (prod. ICYTWAT)

GLEAM

_____'S SONG (prod. kkun)

LOL w saintsindenial

$avant Wave

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

unloading my clip and i'm loading my pistol
"Kona you can tell me all of your issues"
"Kona oh, you can feel safe around me", yeah
she told me all of that but nowadays says she hates me
i reread my texts when she said, "Kona can you date me?"
now i'm on the highway both my mind and my car racing
i'm constantly chasing a feeling that i'm not even quite sure exists anymore
i just wish i could feel normal like i did before

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

I Fell In Love With My Bestie (prod. Sinaki)

SELF MADE (prod. bas)

2 years...

I don't know what I did to you but I'm sorry
I don't know how I keep fucking up but I'm sorry
You never tell me anything but its my fault I'm sorry
Should we just end things right here? I'm sorry

I know
Your better off without me
I'm so fucking sorry
Dreams of Mercedes & Raris
Chilling by myself right now
Need nobody bitch I got this new car new rims new body
Yeah this a e30 no 8
Bitch this white paint fresh as hell oh hell
This shit fresh as hell 
chilling with this blonde bitch she look like Tinkerbell
I don't know what the fuck happened i think she casted a spell
I really don't know i cant fucking tell

I don't know what I did to you but I'm sorry
I don't know how I keep fucking up but I'm sorry
You never tell me anything but its my fault I'm sorry
Should we just end things right here? I'm sorry

I have dreams about you ending up in my room
This ain't a dream nah this a nightmare
I really don't give no fucks about you nah I barely care
I told I don't love you couldn't look in your eyes nah I couldn't stare I couldn't stare
Saw your new boyfriend wearing my hoodie I don't fucking care
I don't fucking care

I'm Sorry (prod. 66smokey)

GHOST IN THE SHELL (@shinjispalace)

PROD $IRWAVE

BREATHE
for a minute it felt like
i could finally breathe
i got demons inside of me
i wish you could just really see

never meant to hurt you
i’ve been feeling jealousy
just know that i’ve been repenting
it’s building up inside me

they’ll just talk and say
i "never really showed feelings"
but i know there is deeper means
i’m trapped in this mentality

for a minute it felt like 
i could finally breathe
oh how it would be nice to see
i just wanna finally breathe

breathe again
i just wanna cop a benz
i'm just tryna cash a check
i'm just tryna go and catch a flight so i can flex
diamonds on my neck
vvs so i stay wet
(yuh yuh yuhhh)

i just wanna go and cop a benz
i'm just tryna cash a check
i'm just tryna go flex
i just wanna make my momma proud 
i'm tired of seeing my mom always looking down

i just wanna go and make my momma proud
imma do this stuff so i can go and finally flip her frown
i'm a king so imma go and wear my crown
if you try to play with us we’ll send you to the ground

(send you to the ground x2)
i just wanna go and make my momma proud
imma do this stuff so i can go and finally flip her frown
imma king so imma go and wear my crown

if you try to play with us
we’ll send you to the ground

i miss days when 
i would stare at the guy
kid with sparkles in my eyes 
but lately i am not that guy

i’ve lost friends 
that’s my karma yeah i guess 
now i'm laying on my bed
just hoping my life will end

and to my ex, 
i never really wanted to go lie to you
i'd really die for you

i know you won’t me believe me
yeah, i know that you just hate me

and you deserve to i'm just tryna let go

for a minute it felt like 
i could finally breathe
i got demons inside of me
i wish you could just really see

never meant to hurt you
i’ve been feeling jealousy
just know that i’ve been repenting
it’s building up inside me

they’ll just talk and say 
i "never really showed feelings"
but i know there is deeper means
i’m trapped in this mentality

for a minute it felt like 
i could finally breathe
oh how it would be nice to see
i just wanna finally breathe.



dedicated to mom and you.

Breathe. (prod. $IRWAVE)

BLRRRRY
call me nothing but a nostalgic rapper

I'm Sorry (prod. 66smokey)

GREY$ON

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