Waited My Life For This [SINGLE]

Waited Me Life For This

Waited My Life For This

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Big thanks to Sid from maXimumimpactbeats for sending me this custom beat without me even asking.

This tracks close to my heart. Don't ever let a doctor drug you until you lose yourself. They're the worst drug dealers there is. 
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Lyrics:
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[Verse 1]
I fucked up I’m all outta luck
I feel so stuck I’m in a fuckin rut
I get fucked up
Yo death what’s up?

I took more drugs, fuckin burnt my nose up

And I get fucked up
To mask my pain from love
To mask my face away cuz 
Fuck being sober these days
See the doctor says:
“Take pill XY N’ Z each day”

And yet they care not if it helps at all, unphased
Oh I am so amazed.
The people who- try save face.
Are the people drugging me and blaming my “junkie ways”-

For symptoms that they caused or delayed-
In treating, fuck just help me mate!
Its why you’re there. It’s why you’re paid.
Pls stop me before I shave my face


[Hook]
Oh fuck! Shit.
I lost my way-
Oh fuck! Shit.
I hate each day.
Oh fuck! Shit
I hate my face, I hate facing it in the mirror each day [x2]

[Verse 2:]
How is it that the man who deals-
Pills to heal- also steals; my time,
My will, my health, my days,
Reveal your ways.
I can spot a drug dealer a mile away.

So tell me mate, as you stuff my face, as you serve me plate after plate of waste
Pls tell me mate, go on and explain, why was stims wrong but only as paste?
Why no stims when ADD quakes- but over the legal doses when my mania it rage?

Why they payin ya? Oh I’m in pain and ya just cant damn explain why ya won’t listen to what a say?

I tell you every fucking day, I’m close to losing my damn way.
I tell you that I paved the way for deities to figure out what to say.

[Hook]
Oh fuck! Shit.
I lost my way-
Oh fuck! Shit.
I hate each day.
Oh fuck! Shit
I hate my face, I hate facing it in the mirror each day [x2]

[Verse 3:]
Drugs they helped me find the way 
Drugs they help me fight the grey
Some days they’ll help hide the hate
But I truly fear the ones that I really think I’m great 

You chase a high, I chase being okay
You live and deny, I hide all my  pain away 
You project never aid, I reflect escapade
To protect what I want, from what other people say

What they say is what I, truly- just cannot stand
Doctors they display paradoxes via hands
Writing lines of pen on a page they pretend
That the klon comes from love, cocktail drugs will make me be okay, friend?

Will it make me feel real great? Will it lessen all the hate? (Will the pain end?)
Will be another lesson not to trust doctors again?
Will I be sat in rage forgetting aid is what I need to soothe the pain 

Chorus 2:
Oh fuck shit
I lost my way
Oh fuck shit
I hate each day
Aw fuck shit
I fuckin hate my face I can’t stand seeing that in the mirror each day 

[Refrain]
Oh fuck shit
I’m all out of luck
Oh fuck shit
I’m in a fuckin rut 
OH FUCK SHIT! THE FUCK HAVE I DONE! I FUCKING BLACKED OUT! I HURT MY FUCKING MUM!

ARGH
RRRRRGH
HAHAHAHA

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Credits:
Written by: Zacharay Milne
Prod by: Sid, MaXimum Impact Beats
Producer link: https://soundcloud.com/maximum-impact-beats
Mixed by: Zacharay Milne
Mastered by: Zoch Music
Album Art: Zacharay Milne (Pic of a Whiskey Glass)
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© Zacharay Milne 2021

Rejection. Sensitive. Dysphoria.

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(VERSE)
Don’t know how f*** we made it here seem like we lost sight 
I had it so close to his face that boy got cross eyed
Why all these lil n***** in here this a boss fight 
This little light of mine was there through all the dark times
Lately my heart been feeling like it got frost bite
(Yeah) 
I been swinging like a park like a bar fight 
(Yeah) 
I do the Martin kick em out because its our time 
(Out) 
Sometimes you’ve gotta grab my hand and say it alright
(You know I be needing s***hit like that sometimes)
I went from rags to riches
(Yeah)  
used to bag dimes now bag bad b******itch
(Yea) 
Left my hometown ain’t been back for a visit 
Every time we talk its been cool lil minute
(Damn)
f*** that nigga I’ll revenge you
(Yeah)  
Its time for you to say f*** him just like he did you
(Yeah) 
Girl all you do is tell them people what you’ve been through
(Yeah)
You need to leave and fins some people that you into
(Yeah) 
Said yo enemies don’t hurt you like yo man do
(Yeah) 
Aint got the energy to go through what you’ve been through
(Yeah) 
f*** that nigga I’ll revenge you
(Yeah) 
I know he did a lot a lot he didn’t get to
(Damn)

(HOOK)
f*** that nigga 
I’ll revenge you
f*** that nigga 
f*** that nigga 
I’ll revenge you
f*** that nigga d

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