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Brings Me Home

Depiction of a late-night thought

Lyrics:

All the time by design
You and I derail each other
To the point where all noise
Is turned down to its minimum state

And we're left with just memories
In our mind
While distance keeps settling
Between Us

And all the time apart
Remind of how we start
So tirelessly naive
So mindlessly asleep

Everytime by design
You and I, we're drawn apart

And all the time apart
Remind of how we start
So tirelessly naive
So mindlessly asleep

But was I there with you?
Was the outside in bloom?
Was it sunny or cold?
Were we there at all?

Were we there at all?

Were We There At All?

nshvll until we meet again (dhritiman flip)

One, No One and One Hundred Thousand (with dearest alyx)

still

- as I sit here at night its dark and its cold, I'm trying to find my way back home woah oh woah oh oh oh, trying to find my way back. -

Find My Way Back Home

Hey everyone! Here's a remix I did for my buddy Nightlite, this was a blast to make and I'm super happy to be able to show you all! Be sure to check out the remix from https://soundcloud.com/brainwaveofficial as well!!

Stream

Nightlite - Ego (Fourge Remix)

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Save Me

take whatever it is you're looking for just please don't hurt me

nothing nevermind

born yesterday

don't mind me

ugh sc took all my beautiful earpiercing highs

@virtual-riot
@prxzm
@spiritedlabel

in my head (underscores remix)

nothing's been making much sense recently, and this lp is the result of me trying to explain to myself what i now know cannot be explained. things are the way they are, and there's not much we can do about them.

we may recognise them, and be confused by them or just reject them. we may understand them, and realise attempts of progression from here are in vain. eventually, we may come to accept this and begin a change, and only then can we exist in unison with them.

in dissonance comes inspiration.

recognition

Buy / Physicals

Fallways

ache

Aphex Twin - Qkthr (Slowed Down Edit) (You And Your Life Deserve Better; Call This Number: 988)

it's barely been a year
and i cannot remember your voice
the words float around endlessly
but i've lost your voice
is this what it's like
watching lakes dissolve to puddles
feeling rivers run dry
i need an early night

voice

love you grandpa
may you find peace

[originally written on february 22nd]

rest

This song helps in so many ways right now, I started it over a year ago, and today (05.18.20) I decided to reverse it and make it closer to my state of mind. You can hear the "non-reversed reworked" song in my intro of my bitbird's festival set. 

This is an explosion of feelings, it doesn't really havee a real "begining" and a real "ending". I think it will just keep growing in me.

-Ilias

the image of me in a room full of emotion

dl here (pay what u want): https://formerhero.bandcamp.com/track/bedhead

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