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LYRICS:


she be sayin all these thangs 
i be sayin like no way
please just stop all of talking
you are getting in my way 
x2

you won’t get to get your way 
if you keep all of this up
you are inked into my skin forever
i don’t give no fucks
named myself right after you
cause me and you were close 
just us 
since the day that i was born 
i learned to think about jus 
bus-ting 
my brain right open please
now you down upon your knees 
only sympathize and ask what’s wrong when my brain hits the breeze
every single thing i said 
every thought that i had had
you were lurkin in the background tryna make me hit delete
now i carry your damn name
death sits upon my window frame 
and she watches me while i’m asleep
and keeps me in the lane 
that she always wants me to
wants my brains all up on the moon 
only one damn year and 2 damn months
unless it happens soon 

gotta wait a fuckin year and 2 months to get my foid card

a lot of my 
songs made after you 
and i think that i got some obsessions too
with the fact that 
you still in my brain 
even after every happy thing 

see i know you don’t give a fuck about me
and thats okay 
scent of death on my breath
lead is in my brain
tied rope 
let me hang
ask if i’m okay
ill lie today
might die today
might cop a .22 
and aim for you
dirty guns dirty funds
do you blame the youth?

while would i wanna slave away
in a office every fuckin day
mom told me work and id rather hang
even after all the gracious waves
even after all my family
and i blame it on society
and i can’t seem to shake the fuckin fate
that i think 
that was set in fuckin place 
since the birth on my whole fuckin day
you been sittin there along
just creepily
watching all my wrongs
sittin playfully
and i hope that you know that i fuckin hate
you bestowed that kiss of death upon me
yuh
that kiss of death upon me
fuck

kiss of death [prod. yung ripper]

we are becoming desensitized to violence (PROD. WENDIGO)

PB&J

i think i might be happy, pt. 2

In My Sleep

I find myself living in the past more then the present. https://open.spotify.com/track/0kmuixmTHYOhlSrBpr90Wf?si=c955712092f64576
Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for 

Verses
Your my depression
My deception 
The only girl I want 
My lethal weapon 
Hope you know 
That I try 
But I’m a servant 
You are my heaven 
Yes you my heaven 
Fall into my arms 
Don’t let me go 
Don’t tell me you love me 
Cause I know you don’t 
Been falling out of touch 
Of your lips I’m a full 
I know your gonna hurt me 
When it’s wonderful 

Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for

memories

Live Laugh Love

TOURMALINE

BEAUTIFUL DANCING LADY

water + sun (prod paris pas rigolo)

PIXELATED KISSES

TARGET PRACTICE (FIND A WAY) (ROUGH DEMO)

Mario Judah - Let Me Outta Here

so low (prod. masked man)

[LYRiCS]:


The longer she stays up in my mind
The longer i hurt and the sooner i might
The longer she stays up in my head
The longer she stays up in my

The longer she stays up in my mind
The longer i hurt and the sooner i might
The longer she stays up in my head
The longer she stays up in my 

The longer she stays up in my mind
The longer i hurt and the sooner i might
The longer she stays up in my head
The longer she stays up in my 

The longer she stays in my mind
It hurts me so bad 
Do i live?
Do i die?

The longer she stays up in my mind
The longer i hurt and the sooner i might
The longer she stays up in my head
The longer she stays up in my head
The longer she stays up in my head
The longer she stays up in my head


The longer she stays up in my head 
The longer it hurts and the sooner i’m dead
up every night havin dreams
bout a bitch that i don’t even like and it seems
she’ll never get out and she’ll never just leave 
baby don’t cry 
don’t drop to your knees
when i’m up and i made it 
is when you want me
and it always just seems that way 

she livin rent free in my mind
and i’m blind to the shit that she pull and oh i

need everything that i do to myself
all the scars all the hurt to my mental
health
need everything that i do to myself
all the scars all the hurt to my mental
health

yea

the longer she stays up in my mind
the longer i hurt and the sooner i might
the longer she stays up in my head
the longer she stays up in my head

the longer she stays up in my mind
the longer i hurt and the sooner i might
the longer she stays up in my head
the longer she stays up in my head

the longer she stays up in my mind
the longer i hurt and the sooner i might

the longer she stays up in my mind
the longer i hurt and the sooner i might
the longer she stays up in my mind
the longer i hurt and the sooner i might


always down low and i’m always so grim
when you see all the scars yea i know that you grin
you’re an evil lil bitch and you know it (shit)
no wonder i’m so devoted

i’m devoted and lost 
and i can’t seem to find

a way outta this 
see my mental declines 
and it’s all cause i’m so devoted 
and it’s all cause i’m so devoted 
and it’s all cause i’m so devoted 
and it’s all cause i’m so devoted 
and it’s all cause i’m so devoted 
and it’s all cause i’m so devoted

Devoted (prod. sketchmyname) [OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS]

why the fuck (prod. fantom)

[LYRiCS]:

Feel the uplift
Feel the downfall
Feel the tugging on your heart strings as ya
You walk past me
As you walk by
i can see what you think 
and that’s why
you look at me
like i’m trashy
you don’t want me
but you ask me
if i’m taken 
if i’m not 
if i want you
girl please jus stop
like

please don’t look my way
please don’t look my way
please don’t look my way
please don’t look my way
please don’t look my way
please don’t look my way
please don’t look my way
please don’t look my

used to have a girl like you
if we had a future
 i know what you’d do

you’d do me so 
bad down low
you would make me feel sad
make me hate myself 
make me buy you nice bags
maybe take you out almost everyday
make me think of all the nice things 
i ain’t gotta say

i ain’t got to say anything about you
i ain’t feeling these things that you make me say
who
the fuck are you to go and try to just hurt me
i envision all of this as she talks 
in a hurry 

she talks in a hurry
it makes me feel bad
my life is so blurry 
it feels way too fast 
she’s flustered and try’s to grab for my hand
i pull away
her looks is so bland
i pull away
and try to walk past her 
she reeks of the devil 
she needs her a pastor
i’m feeling so scared and i’m feeling so sad
i’m wondering why
the fuck she look mad

why the fuck she look mad 
why the fuck does she want me
she didn’t really care till she saw all this money
she saw all my tats 
and she saw all my hoodies 
my group and my clique 
she wants us for the goodies

she wants us for the goodies
but me for the dick
wants to fuck no strings attached 
and that’s sick
see i’m down for that now
but i know girls like you
fuck wit my heart 
say my ex “ain’t like you”

you different 
you different 
that’s all that i’m hearing
the same old direction you’re always steering
right into the wind your compliments go
cause you’re just like my ex i don’t like you
you hoe

same old direction you’re always steerin
right into-

you just like my ex 
i resent you, you bitch
you ain’t gettin my heart 
so don’t reach for that shit
you’re just like my ex i resent you 
you bitch

Downfall [OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS]

LYRiCS:

i kill every heart i touch
and now i don’t wanna just feel it
i been cryin in my bed at night
just starin at the ceiling 
hating everything about me
when i lost you
wasnt feelin 
now i feel all of my pain 
and insecurities 
they killin 
dyin slowly in my head 
see on the surface im just chillin
paint a smile 
fake a laugh
smoke with my friends
don’t wanna heal 
in-stead id let it pile up 
for years and years 
can’t even cry 
should be happy living on my own 
instead i wanna die
don’t wanna work a shitty job 
waste away
spend all my time 
don’t wanna wake up feeling like i do 
there goes
my whole life
spend it doing what i love
getting tats and making hits?
spending money on some games and other dumb shit?
fuck growing up
a 9-5 
makes 
me wanna die
fuck a love song 
if i’m not to be seen inside your eyes
so much stress is on my chest and see i honestly can’t take it
might just blow my fuckin brains out
let you find me in the basement

—

but instead 
see i just suffer thru the day
and thru the years
never should’ve hit the age of 
17
i’m facing fears
just by living 
waking up 
jus everyday 
these past few years
i been winging it 
jus wondering 
if
i’d make it clear
that i never had a plan 
so with this life i do my best
but there’s no use in fucking stating it
noones ever impressed 
or proud of 
me for doing all i can inside this fucked up world
i miss the fucking feeling of bein
someone’s world
but i’m too scared to put myself into some other persons arms
too scared to pile problems 
mixed with stress 
and fucking scars
so i just stay up in my room just doing this all god damn day
and work on tryna love myself 
it all just comes 
from getting plays

and i know it’s fuckin bad to pay attention to those numbers 
but it’s that or pay attention to my flaws
life’s just a bummer
so i count the plays and not all of the scars 
all down my arms
and instead of adding more 
i hear a beat and then i start

kiss of death [prod. yung ripper]

GRiiMXO

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