PayPhone (Maroon 5) cover  ft. Whitney

[Verse 1]

And I don't know, I don't know, no
Made me feel like I was the only person above all, yeah
Break my back, you broke my bones
All the weight I carry on my shoulders just to make you smile

Carry all the pain just to call you mine
Sometimes I feel like I convinced you of the life
We could've had this time, I threw away my pride
I wanted forever and ever, not really just tonight

[Pre-chorus]

I think that I was enough, no
Treated me like shit, then I guess I'm finally done, oh
I'll never forget how I felt no
Remember what you said, when you tried to say:

[Chorus]

Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
I never ever meant to
Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
It was always just a game, I played you

Now we're all the way down
And I can't make it out
Now we're all the way down
And I can't get us out

[Bridge] (2x)

And I can't deny it
You broke my heart again, no
And no I won't fight it
Don't wanna wake up on the edge

[Verse 2]

And I know I, mean more than that
And I know I, can't take it back
And I know I, can't make you love me
Can't make you love me, so:

[Chorus]

Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
I never ever meant to
Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
It was always just a game, I played you

IM SORRY [Prod. @areyoumatthias]

i get no sleep
i'm chasing dreams while i'm in agony
my face is numb 
my head is bruised for something sensory
lay down defences 
fall fatigued only a moment away
all i need is for you to stay

agony w/ lyrah & splashgvng

A song no one will hear (prod.Tundra Beats)

Luv Hurts W/Lxst Boy  [Rainbow.Guru]

right before leaving...

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Lyrics:
gimme a break
or gimme a reason
why
why i should stay
god knows i can’t see it
could i wake up
wake up
wake up somewhere new

gimme a sign
cause i know the seasons
always
change in your heart
i wish i could keep it
could we wake up
wake up
wake up somewhere new

somewhere new and

i’m never on the guest list but always on their playlist
i’m drinking thru the night just to suffer thru the dayshift
the only time i feel alive is when i get you naked
i’m tired of this life so i think i might just take it


give me a break 
i’m broken to pieces
i
need a new heart
cause mine won’t stop bleeding
i should
wake up
wake up somewhere new

give me a sign
the world’s so deceiving
people
say that they care
(right)
right before leaving
i should wake up
wake up
wake up somewhere new


i’m never on the guest list but always on their playlist
drinking thru the night just to suffer thru the dayshift
the only time i feel alive is when i get you naked
i’m tired of this life so i think i might just take it

i’m never on the guest list but always on their playlist
drinking thru the night just to suffer thru the dayshift
the only time i feel alive is when i get you naked
i’m tired of this life so i think i might just take it

i’m tired of this life so i think i might just take it

Music Video

take it

written by Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice
produced by mrmcchickino
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by Cavasoul

-lyrics-
(Chorus: Lxst Boy)
does she remember
the way she made me laugh?
i wanna text her
but i will get nothing back
it's harder than i anticipated
feel my chest collapse
i think i need a break
but i cant relax

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
save me
take control, don't
break me
turn the pencil upside down
erase me
what did i do wrong cause now
she hates me
oh she hates me

(Chorus)

(Verse 2: A Distant Voice)
every note that i would send
was a list of the dreams that i had in my head
but i missed all my chances, i’m feeling regret
now 
i’m 
thinking of how you would smile
you lit up my world
and it would took me a while
to stop feeling red
got my heart rate a hundred and ten
and you’re making it clear
i got nothing to fear
cuz now my end is here
all these letters i wrote to myself
were they meant for me or someone else
did i do something wrong to you 
making me seem like a demon from hell

(Chorus 2x)

S T R E A M

letters2myself w/ A Distant Voice (mrmcchickino)

bad guys

What we do in ur imagination

Lyrics:
everybody asking me
what the hell is wrong
will I explain it later 
or in another song 
everybody’s telling me
i don’t know right from wrong
and when i die i wouldn’t be held in god’s arms
i’m falling in a pit that is deeper than i can see
i’m acting like a person that i do not want to be
i’m biting off pieces that are bigger than i can chew
and now my life is broken and i cannot find the glue

yea my oxygen dropping
everybody around me talking 
and my heads filled with toxins
getting colder like it is autumn 
everybody is screaming
like i don’t understand the problem
but i do get the problem
but i do not know how to solve it
yea

i’m just losing patience 
every single second feels like years of isolation 
been alone for so long, thoughts of friends are ancient
i don’t know what i should do, i’m hiding in this apeshit

Look its hard to think
That its probably gonna
Be the last that you see of me
When I found the door and I got the key
I just thought about how much we could be
And Ill be your king
And you’ll be my queen
And we’ll shut out what everyone else thinks
And I don’t give a shit what they think of we
I just want to be with you oh please
Yea

imagination

written and performed by: @futoh
produced by: @lxstboymusic
mixed by: @futoh
mastered by: @lxstboymusic
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banger fr fr
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lyrics:

yea im feeling insecure,
i dont know how to change it,
never one to go and fold,
but im down when you say,
i was out with friends,
but i saw that car,
yea you went, hopped out,
with another dude,
damn,
and its fine if you want that,
but dont come back,
cause its deeper than combat,
yea this about the me and you,
the could've been,
if you loved me too,

im not a sane man,
get the fuck away and,
what did i say again,
go ahead and stay with them,
im not your mom and
wont sing you a song and,
im feeling insecure,
go ahead and stay with her

yea im feeling insecure and im stuck as i walk out,
what do you want now,
not even out of the compound,
yea i need some space to breath,
i did it all what do you want from me,
do you want a heart of steel that cant break,
you a fake,
broke my dinner plate,
that just irritates,
but im over you,
so i wont go cry,
you were my demise,
loved you in my life
(but it didnt work)

im not a sane man,
get the fuck away and,
what did i say again,
go ahead and stay with them,
im not your mom and
wont sing you a song and,
im feeling insecure,
go ahead and stay with her

insecure w/ michaelathebanana (prod. lxst boy)

I don’t trust nobody 

Lyrics

I don’t trust nobody 
Cause there’s nobody to trust
Lately I’ve been feeling lonely 
Like I am stuck in a rut
My life has been going fast
I don’t get it what’s the rush
Everybody looking at me
Beause I am so messed up
I don’t got no friends 
Because I push them all away
All of the good things in my life
I just make them go away
It’s the problems in my head
And I can’t think straight 
I hate my own mind
What else I gotta say
I’m always trying to cope
But it gets really hard 
Tryna pick up some hobbies
Like playing the guitar
Tryna fix the world
When I can’t fix my heart
Drowning in the pain
And covered in my scars
Don’t you get it
Im like an alien from mars
Always treated different 
Because I’m so bizarre
They see me like a weirdo
Who has came from a far
Never feeling normal
Feel like I’m ripped apart

What’s the point of feeling love 
when all it gets you is just pain
And what’s the point of feeling happy when that shit just goes away
And what’s the point of living right when there is not a right way
And then you feel like you messed up everything man its not ok
And I’ve been looking for a place
So I can go and run away
But I’m not running from the world
I’m running from my mind and pain
And I’ve been talking to a therapist and telling everything
And I could say I feel like shit and all she says is OK

Damn
I feel like I am super lost
I feel like I am losing my patience 
My mind is in a clot 
And I don’t understand 
I feel like I am doing all I can and even after that I don’t get the respect for what I am

trust nobody ft. shiloh dynasty (prod. keylost)

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PayPhone (Maroon 5) cover ft. Whitney

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