Dark and hugely powerful, don't think I'm gonna make it to the dawn in this place:)

..FABULA: doublesided | darkbleed..
50:17,12.06.22,Electronic
tracklist:
1. песнь первая ; истинная история - свет
2. kusabimaru					
3. ai-tsuki
4. laptopstorytell
5. bbllaadde
6. non-organic oile
7. falling tear reflecting as a mirror
8. seaside5ix
9. lost toy
10. волк воющий на солнце	
11. u; can[ not ]
12. urheart ain't
13. rise to fall n rise again
14. segment'[_]zen
15. песнь вторая ; истинная история - тьма
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[ что я хотел бы сказать себе тогда ]
Чувствуя глубину мириад планет фибрами,сам себя ограничил и опустошил. То наполнялось,что в конце оставила кратер на своем,некогда,теплом месте.
Все более погружаясь в эскапизм,отсекая мир реальный,отторгал все то,что будет ценно после. Слепо чувствуя истинное и искреннее в том, что подобным поделиться не могло.
Присущее  свойство оказалось радикальным присвоением,что было высечено путем самообмана и нелепого оправдания.
БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,но не убегай; 
Говори то,что хочешь сказать,то,что искренне желаешь;
Бойся отсутствия возможности,не результата;
Чувствуй,что чувствуешь,это нормально; 
Помни о целостности, о крови и ответственности;
Не усложняй и не отдаляйся, не сублимируй и не  забывайся.
Проснись.
Забирай свое и что принадлежит тебе, не бойся принять правду к себе и своему,ты таков,каким являешься.
Обрастай связями и доверием,формируй путь и освещение. Цени друзей и не позволь угаснуть любви к [...]. Старайся и не падай ниц пред крайностью и неудачей.
Прими боль,выжги.
Ты виноват в своей опустошенности сам.
Старайся не терять себя и свое,помни дорогу домой.
Обретай силу и спокойствие.
Формируй историю сам,пока это возможность у тебя не отобрали
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[ what i wanted to say then ]
Feeling depth of myriad planets by fibers, me restricted myself and devastated. filling up, what left behind a crater in ,once, warm place.
More and more diving in escapism, cutting off real life, rejected all that, what will be valuable after . Blindly feeling true and sincere in that, what couldn't share the same.
Inherent feature turned out radical appropriation, what was carved by self-deception and ridiculous excuse way.
RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, but don't run away;
Say what you want to say, that, what you sincerely wish;
Fear the lack of opportunities, not result;
Feel what you feel, its normal;
Remember about integrality, about blood and responsibility;
Dont complicate and dont move away, dont sublimate and dont forget oneself.
Wake up.
Take what's yours and what belongs to you, dont fear to accept truth to yourself and yours, your are  what you are.
Overgrow with ties and confidence, form a way and  illumination. Appreciate friends and dont let the love to [...] fade away. Try and dont kneel if front of  extremity and failure.
Take the pain, ignite it.
You are to blame for your emptiness yourself.
Try to not lose yourself and yours, remember a way to home.
Form history yourself, before this opportunity took away.

FABULA: doublesided|darkbleed

saisho no kyoku - jitsuwa : hikari

℗ © Copyright Ian Stokes. All Rights Reserved
Recorded and mixed using Logic. Mastered in Soundcloud
Guitars played: Taylor 714CE in DADGAD Tuning
Photography: Thanks go to Nigel and Libby Hume at Hume Photography.

Had some nice feedback about the title of my previous instrumental, so thought I would follow it up with this one - dedicated to all granddads out there!!

Hope you like it!

GRANDADGADDIO

Hi folks,

'Lauren's Lament' is the opening track to my new EP, 'Tales of the Mythical Gliders Club'. You can find it on bandcamp here:-

https://woodlandtapeexchange.bandcamp.com/album/tales-of-the-mythical-gliders-club 

help yourself to a free code to, if you can't obtain one then just DM me for one.

Also you can find this EP on Spotify:-

https://open.spotify.com/album/1FcvzyBV2d4CY7MnGfLXqp?si=73lDL5uGT-6X0KvFUnSP6Q

And here on YouTube:-

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOzheWgu4OGvgsqrWWQQ-Wg

Bandcamp

Lauren's Lament

When The Crickets Chirp

video on insta, portrait https://www.instagram.com/p/CmPIAVHgfqQ/

and yt, landscape https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2o2YNu5a11U

muterialism

First track from my new Anonymous project Autjoy.
GOLD has a experimental beat arrangement. 

A mix of spoken word and singing vocals delivers my exploration of what it means to be neurodivergent. 

GOLD will appear on my new Album out on 5/5/2023 on Bandcamp.


GOLD   https://autjoy.bandcamp.com/album/gold


I feel like I am trespassing on solid ground 
Too long have I just been floating around gathering beats subconsciously tuning in the reverberations and details and the patterns of your 
Words
The pulsating light from the fluorescent tubes abuses my senses along with the background hum
I walk about numb with psychic blinkers on trying to ignore the glare from the
Sun
I get multiple interpretations of expressions and instructions so I try to follow your flow 
I want to know so I carry out my own private investigation of your 
Soul

I exist and feel the twist
Push and pull 
I get the gist
Analyse the hows and whys 
I just don’t think like you

Can’t do the things the way you do
Got my quirks and reasons too
Analyse the lows and highs 
And all that’s in-between

Emotions strike I ride the rush 
It’s almost like I feel too much 
Analyse the truth and lies 
Arrive at my own  view 

I need clarification to make sure I know what it is you’re talking about 
I could’ve zoned out I’m not being rude but the first thing you said was really interesting but I think you’ve moved
On
Its ok I always frown don’t worry about it it’s where I hold my attention
Anyway you keep changing the subject and it’s a bit Intense 
I don’t think my thoughts are matching my
Face 
You got emotional in what seems like a negative way 
It’s like a black hole I need to escape from I’m shutting down on some kind of overload 
I can’t process your information and the energy 
Hurts

I exist and feel the twist
Push and pull 
I get the gist
Analyse the hows and whys 
I just don’t think like you

Can’t do the things the way you do
Got my quirks and reasons too
Analyse the lows and highs 
And all that’s in-between

Emotions strike I ride the rush 
It’s almost like I feel too much 
Analyse the truth and lies 
Arrive at my own view

GOLD

Chapter 126 of 266
Chapters released every weekend. All TAFFETA tracks are created within seven days.

I use a complete hybrid of organic & electronic sounds within the scope of the Taffeta project. Nothing is out of the question and no limits are set on how things may evolve one way or another.

If you want to hear everything that has come before:
The TAFFETA Albums are available for free on Bandcamp.
Released in 15 part/chapter increments:

TAFFETA Vol. 7 is now available on Bandcamp
belialpelegrim.bandcamp.com/album/taffeta-vol-7

TAFFETA Vol. 8 releases on February 24th exclusively on Bandcamp.

COVER YOUR TORSO WITH TAFFETA! Check out the official TAFFETA t-shirt!
belialpelegrim.bandcamp.com/merch/belia…feta-design

The TAFFETA Playlist is always kept up to date:
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Taffeta 126

TAFFETA | 126

Hiraeth discovered her power one day while staring up at the sky, lost in thought. As she concentrated, she noticed a small, white cloud slowly drifting across the blue expanse. She found that she was able to move the cloud slowly across the sky, just by her thinking about it. Excited by her discovery, she tried again and again, each time with more focus, until the clouds were dancing to the rhythm of her mind.

Hiraeth

Land of Snow and Sorrow

Land of Snow and Sorrow [Wintersun Cover]

Bower is a surreal, downtempo soundtrack. We all need a place to call home 🖤

Lost And Found

Bower

Decarab, the beautiful is a seductress who rallies souls.
S/he is a younger demon, rumored to be Lucifer’s offspring. Decarab is often the companion to Schetalim the polygod.
Free download here
https://grimheka.bandcamp.com/album/decarab-the-beautiful

Decarab the Beautiful

New release  "DIMENSIONS " Out February   1, 2022 
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from Melbourne, Australia

Decarab the Beautiful

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