Music and visual art made by me.(Malcolm Alexander Leinberger)Copyright 2021.

Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
with these mushrooms and a bag of bud i grew
floating up on the clouds
they don't make a sound and I don't really even want 'em to
could you now, please just accept me?
And I'd still be stressing
i know people feel similar to me
and i find some comfort in the dream of a team
sometimes i wish i could be like them
...but i never really liked them
now i'm smoking on a pipe stem
and i wonder where my life went
and i wonder when the night ends
guess i never really had friends 
up all night like a crack head
staring at my phone will you call back? when?
i was good, now in withdrawal
with the paint we would draw on walls
got this pain and all the drugs
crush em up like it was in love
orange crush, when i lean mix it up
co - dependant, I'm leanin' on your love
see me wit the cuts, bleeding in the cut
cut up the blunt stuff it up, then do it all again
i'm not what you would call a friend
bi polar, i wanna talk to them
at the worst time - they wanna talk to me?
Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like the clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
upside down.

Release Date: April 8th 2021

ALONE IN A CROWD (PROD. GRIM JONES)

You wouldn't believe what plagues me
self medicating, do it on the daily
...it's okay to be crazy
...i see the boundaries they're fading
i'm breaking through to a new realm now
i'm flying as if before i was held down
i pray that i ain't hell bound
i'm tripping on the laces seeing faces in the clouds
will we make it out
i spot a pattern forming, conforming to the storm see
myself in opaque objects, almost looking 4D
sipping on a forty, missing on my shorty
they try to get my attention just to ignore me
or mock me i'm trippin on the sounds like mach 3
i'm too fast like bruce lee, 
while I'm eating on that broccoli
you thought that you knew me
sorry that was not me
i just had a new dream
where no one could stop me
i got a way with this  
i don't feel like i walk free
still I don't know how it cost a pound 
i can't really stop it now
they called me out - that problem child 
i don't really even want em now
and i'm living life it's all right momma now
You wouldn't believe what plagues me
self medicating, I do it on the daily
...it's okay to be crazy
...i see the boundaries they're fading...

FACES IN THE CLOUDS (PROD. GRIM JONES) #ADDICTION #LO-FI

This one means a lot to me so if you feel it please share it. Lyrics:

I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?
I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?
You never really show that
huh, think my innocence has grown back
uh, up all night thinking about you
just like when we smoked that
never chose that life
know i broke that pipe
like you broke my heart
growing cold as ice 
i could tell from the start
that you didn't really want me
show no interest throw me off beat
I beat myself up every day
every way, every drug, everything
selling wedding rings
shots on your block, let it ring
your love is a drug
i can't always get
so i'd rather call the plug
cause its so much more consistent
they say just be persistent 
but then i feel co dependant
i care too much and i meant it
i'd rather not remember it 
but you know you got me feinding
ya you know you got me forever and
you know that it is so hard
little easier together and
I don't know how to forget
don't know how to forget it
I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?
I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?

I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER HOW GOOD YOUR LOVE FEELS (PROD. GRIM JONES) #EMOTIONAL #SAD #HEARTBREAK

Music and visual art that I made. Copyright 2022  Lyrics:

Lately everything makes me mad.

medicating like a doctor with the pads

and my rooms filled up with trash

and one day we'll all be ash

we can never go back to the way things were 

i think i'm never sure

i think out loud, in my head they hear my words

it's all going to my head, and everything's a blur

acid got me panickin', weed got me overthinking

too emotional off the booze so i'm over drinking

kinda feel like floatin', feel like i'm sorta sinking

in the quick sand in the hour glass

looking more like shards of glass

why did i take part in that 

don't think you could pardon that

no matter where i start i'm last

don't bother calling back you're dead to me   

you take the most special parts of me and then you leave?

you place the poison in my vision and pretend it's sweet

...guess you thought i was an effigee 

now i'm fucked up, it's my fault, what's what

drugs yup, cut yup , cups drunk, fuck love

all i wanted was a friend

to give a piece of my mind, all you wanted was pretend 

and i think i'm just trippin', days and nights start to blend 

throw it all in the blender, i don't wanna remember

feeling lighter than a feather, is it really december?

gotta get worse before it can get better

and I don't know if it ever will

and I don't really wanna get these pills;

 it's so crazy 

lately everything makes me mad

medicating like a doctor with the pads

and my rooms filled up with trash

and one day we'll all be ash

ASHESFALLINGDOWN (PROD. GRIM JONES)

i try in ways you did not recognize) #2 new album #1:2:3?

I TRIED [IN WAYS YOU COULD NOT RECOGNIZE] (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I AIN'T MAD AT YA (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Music and visual art that I created. Lyrics:

what have i become

someone who wants to be numb

all the pain i feel

while searchin for crumbs

no one to trust

tell me the deal

tell me what's real

now i think it's none

but a dream 

who hears if i scream

don't know where to go

don't know where i've bean

off the dillies and the beans

on the side and the down

the bright side i feel blinded now

blinded to your lies

don't wanna scream but I try 

there's always some good to find

lately i don't see da light

only up at night

and these days so week and my temper rises

it's so short

ticking time bomb blow up the courts

on lines like the quartz, still shine like the quartz

tell time like the quartz, i'm fine you a whore

yuh, you ain't fine you are so ugly through to your core

all i can do is try to change, like the seasons the rain

washes my sins away, I'm still a heathen i pray

to the unknown, the one that creates

everything that I have become
I am so numb I am so dumb
I don't know where I have gone, no 
what have i become

someone who wants to be numb

all the pain i feel

while searchin for crumbs

no one to trust

tell me the deal

tell me what's real

now i think it's none

but a dream 

who hears if i scream

don't know where to go

don't know where i've bean

off the dillies and the beans

on the side and the down

the bright side i feel blinded right now

WHAT HAVE I BECOME? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Musc and visual art made by me. (Song previously known as "Enlighten Me")
Lyrics:
i'd rather you enlighten me 
admit it you ain't liking me
you ain't gotta be nice to me
you ain't gotta lie to me
get my hopes up high as me
say hello then bye to me
i guess i'd do the same thing
but I don't know how to handle the pain
don't know where these thoughts come from
don't know what's in my brain
who am i and who are they
where are we and are we free
I am not who I used to be
i ain't on the same thing
we ain't on the same page
drinking tryna stay sane
drowning in the rain reign
it washes me away
way away wait,
crashing in the waves as I come down
and I still hope that you come around
if I'm ever found
hopefully you can be with me
for one more moment
just one more moment that's all that I need
i'd rather you enlighten me 
admit it you ain't liking me
you ain't gotta be nice to me
you ain't gotta lie to me

2nd or 3rd*(yes -3rd?) song on new album

WON'T GET MY HOPES UP (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Music made by me aka Malcolm Leinberger. Copyright 2022 Lyrics:

I think people take my kindness as weakness.
i feel like they would rather i decieve them
i wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna see them
somehow i feel closer to you with each step
i take away my pain with this medicine
if i show my true colours i let em win
and idunno why that's so bad to them i live
in another world, instead of this
they don't got no time for me ahead of his
everyone deserves some love
some of us are out of luck
everyone they turned to drugs  
everyone they turn to dust
ain't nobody give a fuk
everybody is some $luts
ain't nobody givin' trust
wonder why my wrists are cut
no one wants to be with someone so different
i try to explain it but they don't get it
i walk away with my eyes and nose dripping
feelin dead at the time the dope hit him
i never felt love, got a weird way of showin it
i was growin it
inside myself, i gave my all to you, you still don't know it and
you lied and yelled, i cried myself 
to sleep at night as well as day time
i stay high, come down feel the weight why
do i do this to myself to escape my, 
mind and surroundings, i found things, 
bound wings of cupid
i didn't misconstrue it, 
i grew with the insults 
the salt in the wounds licked
you don't know shh about me, shouldn't assume it
night sky, moon lit 
stars out, who's him?
lose em, lose him, Lou lose em
I think people take my kindness as weakness.
i feel like they would rather i decieve them
i wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna see them
Somehow i feel closer to you with each step...

Second last upload for nowgj sc 2{stereo beat diff more synths audible kinda better? idk]they take kindness for weakness (prod. grim jones)

THEY TAKE KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS (PROD. GRIM JONES).      #RHODES PIANO.     #CHILL.     #ALONE

Music made by me aka Malcolm Leinberger. Copyright 2022 Lyrics:

I was wrong for thinking
you belong with me.
i just wanted some feelings
guess i got them, and then some
chase em down with the fresh blood 
make it out of the red rum ,i see reflect shuns, ya
...see ya face in the lake
it makes me awake
full moon all up in the crate, uhh . stay making mistakes uhh
leave in victory,
freezing crimson leaves
falling off the trees in the winter breeze
lately getting sick of me I'm ,still early to the party
only i can, you can't harm me
you and what army?
a coast, the shadows that stand close
beside you, inside you
and hide you, and find you
oh no, where you think we're gonna go?
like the stars never broke and we dust
so, we was so wrong to trust
i was so wrong for taking the easy way out
instead of accepting, better if i chase now
no one ever stay around they be space bound
smoking gray powder, blowing gray clouds 
i think i'll be okay now
no one ever stay around they always space bound
I was wrong for thinking
you belonged with me
I just wanted some feelings.
Guess i got them - and then some.

last upload for now gj sc UPLOAD NEW ALBUM? TO GRIM JONES SC TRACK 3 TO BG SC 1(breaths out and stereo beat) change stereo beat maybe? I WAS WRONG FOR THINKING YOU BELONGED WITH ME (PRODUCED BY GRIM JONES)

I WAS WRONG FOR THINKING YOU BELONGED WITH ME (PROD. GRIM JONES)   #LO-FI.   #SAD.   #GRAND PIANO.

Music and visual art made by me. Lyrics:

If I would of had some patience
I wouldn't have made mistakes that
i keep on making
I wouldn't've tried to blame 'em
i woulda fully taken
the burden 'stead of taking 
n breakin'... I feel like I'm breaking.
i just dropped a tear right on the page n
now he lookin for the fame n 
it's really lame cause
it doesn't even matter 
they don't feel my pain
and i feel like i'm on saturn
so i feel alone again
sometimes it makes me sadder
Bet it doesn't break me 
pop ollies do it fakie
pop molly doin' fake E
they fuggin wit my brain see
they tuggin at the chains see
i'm on another plain see
i'm all up in the ocean
i'm sippin on the potions
try cover emotions
all i smoke is potent
i'm slowly goin broke n
I move in slow motion
i cried a couple oceans
i tried a couple more and
don't wanna be a ghost yet
don't wanna be a ghost at 
all, sippin Moët
angel dustin' get to rustin
i hear the leaves rustlin'
why do i just cut myself instead of tryna love em?
how do i justify all of this?
and when I finally do i call It quits...
If i woulda had some patience
i wouldna made mistakes that
i keep on makin'
i wouldna tried to blame em
i woulda fully taken
the burden 'stead of takin' 
n breakin' I feel like I'm breaking.

PATIENCE (TYLER BURDEN) (PROD. GRIM JONES)

TYLER BURDEN (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I made this instrumental and vocals & mix & cover art. Copyright 2022. Lyrics:

Catfish, filters,
needing touch but having no one else.
Old friend; hay dare,
you never told me how you felt.
bong rips; regrets
never can believe how hard I fell.
your scent - my sheets 
i still can't wash out your smell!!!!!
You left for so long.
Why'd i let you back?
i know it's so wrong.
these things i do when I'm sad.
drown all these thoughts, never thought i'd be on smack 
how can something feel so good when i know
i know, i know, it's so bad?
how can something feel so good when i know
i know that i know it's all bad¿
no love, no text
no drugs, no rest
throw up *$w0c3w3ff*
only got a little bit of hope left 
every 4X4 that goes by i think it's you,
every single lie you say i think it's true
tell me where i went wrong!
i was better when i was alone
now i'm feindin for someone
just so i can hold
onto the past, nothing can last
I'm in the bags, i think i'm trash 
why you gotta lead me like this?
why you gotta leave me like that?

(HOW CAN SOMETHING FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S SO BAD?) SAD FALSETTO rnb grim jones sc MELODIC ROCK SONG 1

HOW'S IT FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S BAD? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I made this song 100% throughout the entire process,(Making the instrumental, writing/recording the lyrics in my studio,mixing/mastering the vocals to the beat.)as I've been doing for like 95% of my releases within the last three years or so.Copyright 2023.I also made this visual art.If you feel this please show some love! I appreciate all of you! <3LYRICS BELOW!!!:
I might get wasted, I won't waste my time.      
the only lie i'll say is when i say i'm fine           
i'll only lie awake and wanna trade my mind    
don't wanna hear it bish, you know this ain't the time
she always sayin' something like it's safe this time
she always sane trust me but i ain't this time
she always breaking down and wanna take this line
The pain you put me through feels like you break my spine.
i wanna go outside and numb the pain inside
i wanna look at you and hide my face and cry 
wanna get better at my own pace this time 
it's hard i'm doing good but then i cave get high...
crashin' the benzo on the hydroplane
they only wanna hang when the hydros bang
i got more phones than bc hydro gang
better hide your chain, betta hide your pain
I wanna fall in love but her smiles so fake.
they say you'll find your love they say you'll find your way
it's been so long, take your time, don't wait
why am i so strange? why my mind so strained?
Promise me that you will never try co cane
i wish they never told me i should try co cane
expensive every way they say goodbye your brain
see 'em waste away he sayin' hi all day...
it's just me verse myself every twenty four
don't nobody get me so i get me more
time to get straight that's what i said before
my girl she got a grip somehow she bled me more
but i don't give enough, plus i got more than most
big hippy vibes with how much dope gets smoked 
goin' overboard like you shoulda thrown a rope 
Baby come over though, just pray you don't overdose...
I might get wasted, I won't waste my time.      
the only lie i'll say is when i say i'm fine           
i'll only lie awake and wanna trade my mind    
Don't wanna hear it bish, you know this ain't the time.

SIC BOI MACO'S EMERGENCE OUT THE SHADOWS

OVERDOSE (WASTED POTENTIAL) [PROD. GRIM JONES]

[EXPLICIT CONTENT] A freestyle over a beat I made when I was super lit last summer lol. Figure I'll switch up the vibes of my SC channel a bit more. Expect more odd audio files coming your way soon! <3 I love you all! <3 - Maco

DRUNK IN PUBLIC FREESTYLE  ? OR  (PROD. GRIM JONES)

DRUNK IN PUBLIC [DIP] FREESTYLE (PROD. GRIM JONES) #HAPPY MUSIC #PARTY MUSIC #POSITIVE VIBES

CREEPIN' WiT THE BLADE (PROD. GRIM JONES) #METAL TRAP #MAD MUSIC #ANGRY SONGS

NUMB BOi (I DON'T FEEL YA) [PROD. GRIM JONES]

A song I made just for fun a lil while back. Enjoy your weekend fammo <3

JUST GOT PAID _ OR_ (PROD. GRIM JONES)

SHINING LIKE STARFOXLAFLARE (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I made this beat & then recorded & mixed my lyrics on it.

deviated septum [ RATCHET AND DRANK] ? rerecord? NEW HARD RAP PROD GJ

SHE GOT THAT HEAD GAME (PROD. GRIM JONES)

A crazy song a made a while back! I love you. peace and love , God bless <3

turn down master volume? a bit?[listen for clipping/distortions CAP'N CRUNK (PROD. GRIM JONES)  better version!?!

CAP 'N' CRUNK (PROD. GRIM JONES) #PARTY MUSIC #EDM #NEW RAP #NEW WAVE

A song I made last week. Copyright all rights reserved. Lyrics:
I have dreams, that we, live in so many realities.
Just please come with me n try to let go and believe it's free.
I can show you where we can be at peace, at peace
Ya we can do anything, we can do anything in these dreams.
i'm chasing them far n they chasing us far 
but don't be alarmed cause we don't mean no harm
hit the alarm unplug it ain't hard,
open your mind close your eyes don't come back to the dark
i can be your substitutute, 
i can take the wheel when you feel like it's too much to do
we a peace of ya n we got love for you
n i know these days there's so much to do
that losing your groove brings upon stigmas just to lose
anything negative they said it in your head that you had 
wondered who... but i just need to leave it at that
even if they told you it was bad - I don't need to see it like that
just get some rest n the rest of the day may not be the best,
but it also might not be nearly as bad
tryna stay accompanied by people that stuck with me
n stuck with these melodies ease me to new routines
my routine always needs to change
my routine can't stay the same
my baby she show me the way
n i show her, it's one of these days
one of these days imma get a van and furnish it
gonna take all those things i have n I'm gonna return em.
n I got no turn for them, or the time for that
cause you can't bring nuthin in the end
cause this can't be nuthin but pretend
i've seen it in a dream how i'm bleedin on repeat
tryna grow from it like it was mossy like some pete
Pete Rock when i talk i'm such a geek
but still I'm never really me
except in December it's a new me
n i only choose to change when i'm inspired by the love
inspired by the pain, imma find my own place
play along with the rain, 
and pray everything is ok 
and it don't go down the drain again
Tomorrow is a beautiful brand new day.

dreaming of a beautiful tomorrow

DREAMING OF BEAUTIFUL TOMORROWS (SELF PRODUCED)

I made this when I was in a very dark place. Doing a bit better now. Peace and love. God bless.

CAN YOU SAVE ME ? OR ? PROD. GRIM JONES 4 NEW ALBUM

A SINNER'S PRAYER (PROD. GRIM JONES)

HOE FREESTYLE ? OR? AMNESIA   (PROD. GRIM JONES)

2TOUGH2TRUST2 <3 (PROD.GRIM JONES) (VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

A song I created and picture me and a friend took! Copyright 2023 - ____

I can't live for anything that ain't servin' me
had to quit everything that ain't work for me
i do it casually they do it nervously
they're making accidents i do this purposefully
you don't know half the abuse that I've been through
who are you to speak down on how I move?
you must be so high feeling low - tryna bring me down with you
i stay high vibrational inspirational shining like the moon
if you gone spread rumors around these rooms
then at least make sure that they sound like the truth.
i'm putting an end to your rouse
i'm putting down all the booze
so i can be more like me, and I can be less like you
hundred proof, got the persistence of a cougar
always winnin' not a loser
greedy b!tches, gotta lose her
i ain't wit 'em, man i'm super
Clark Kent, 'S' on my chest
no one known me, i be the best
I make the hardest songs, no need to flex
i'm making love, no need for sex
never sleeping on em i got that good rest
feel so alive but i might just be dead
might just be way the way that it's all in my head
i'm ballin like the nets and i'm all in like the bets
make it look so easy just like free throw
diss my alter ego, my other one is emo
sometimes i lay low, but they always be low
i am above all of that never was below
i sacrifice so much and this the way you think that you should repay me!?
guess you think that i'm crazy
i'm fresh in the dirt like daisies. movin' weights while i'm blazing 
praying to God and I'm never going to stop.
and you are not one of them so you cannot make me
you can't play me and dash it is funny to me.
You best go run on home to your mommy!
I can't live for anything that ain't servin' me
had to quit everything that ain't work for me
i do it casually they do it nervously
they making accidents i do this purposefully
you don't know half the abuse that I've been through
who are you to speak down on how I move?
you must be so high feeling low - tryna bring me down with you
i stay high vibrational inspirational shining like the moon
if you gone spread rumors around these rooms
then at least make sure that they sound like the truth.

FEELING MORE LIKE MYSELF AGAIN (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I recorded and mixed more of my lyrics on another beat I created. Copyright 2023 'til infinity. Much love. Stay safe and warm out there <3 Lyrics:
 
I think it's pretty obvious, I love to be next to ya
i think way too much, wondering if i said enough
it's really no surprise, in disguise the devil snuck 
so deep in your mind, this is why i can never trust
every time i give my all they pretend to love
same shit different day is how it's ending up
this isn't right they pay no mind i'm left in love 
soaking up a pool of drugs it turns to sweat and blood...
Phone no answer - realize they were never a friend to you.
jokes all on me, comedy, watch skitz(afrenia}
sic of playin games accept i'm still tryna level up
never won, not once, it's always winter like perennials.
Voices voice his echoe echoe, inside his mind,
count uh like ten of uhm
oh I know I'm fine
they say keep your head up head up
don't know how I'm fine
don't know how I kept it up all this dang time!
Home is where the heart was...crying tears on the seaside 
can't control my heart just... know i won't sign on the dotted line
i'm on all kinds I lost mine, i'm rich cause the free time
open up doors to new dimensions, i went up cause i love to fly 
i know i can do anything i feel like. i just need to try
i know we will spend our time doing what we love
no brainer, pay no mind.....
I think it's pretty obvious i'd love to be next to yuh
i think way too much, wondering if i said enough
it's really no surprise, in disguise the devil snuck 
so deep in your mind, this is why i could never trust
every time i give my all they pretend to love
same shit different day is how it's ended up
this isn't right they pay no mind i'm left in love 
soaking up a pool of drugs it turns and sweat and blood...
Phone no answer, realize they were never a friend of you
jokes all on me, comedy, what's skitzophrenia?
sik of playin games except i'm still tryna level up
Never one, not once. it's always winter like perennials.

PERENNIAL PROBLEMS (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Previously known as spiritual warfare but i have a more on topic song by that name coming out eventually. I made this beat on Ableton Live 9 then recorded the lyrics I wrote in GarageBand. Copyright 2023 'til infinity. All rights reserved to Grim Jones Musical Enterprises.

mp3HARD NEW DUB RAP GOSPELOL SONG

NEVER ALONE (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Copyright Janurary 2024 © All rights reserved ® Grim Jones Musical Enterprises™ a.k.a. Maco's Shadow Music ™ I made the beat and recorded my vocals on it. The cover art is a picture of a custom hoodie I made. Here's the youtube link - I finally uploaded the single version there. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGOH_vUJEco

DEMON SEASON (SELF PRODUCED)

*Cover art made by Elsie Avery. She's a beautiful soul. Rest In Peace <3* ... These vocals actually have a somewhat raw mix - stereo delay and reverb (I know I put way too much) on 2 layered vocal tracks of screaming with a high cut EQ. & Yes it's a very bare bones beat but I wanted my yelling to be heard more clearly in the mix. (Besides, our voices ARE instruments! :) After making so many synth and guitar based beats to shout on I figured a simple trap drum kick and snare pattern with high hats and hella heavy 808 bass should do the trick. I'm satisfied with how it turned out... but, still - U CAN'T SAVE ME NOW! (SELF PRODUCED) Copyright 2024 © Grim Jones Audio Enterprises AKA Maco's Shadow Music ®

U CAN'T SAVE ME NOW (SELF PROD)MIXDBETR

U CAN'T SAVE ME NOW! (SELF PRODUCED)

I recorded my vocals on a beat I made in my studio. Art by me too. (trap thief beater pop) Copyright June 24 2024.

READY4REVENG3 [self produced]

(this is a solo song i jus love this pic lol the cover art is for an upcoming release with @markushmane dropping everywhere (Spotify,Apple Music, etc.) This is the first track on my new 6 track EP "Retro Fusion" on all platforms! I made all the beats and mixed all my lyrics.  Copyright August 30 2024   *BTW when i said "a bill" here i mean $100 (Westcoast Canadian Slang lol i've never paid for a feature ) Lyrics:
just got a bill for the feature. still i would rather be alone
just took a pill seeing creatures. didn't work that's a weak one bro
how do i still wanna be here? i think you'd rather see me go
she dead ya but i still see her. i guess that has to be a ghost
she think i really need her, demons all gaslight me fa sho
pour me oh i'm a litre. i been so fast they bleed & go
come feel sorry for me. she think a master needs a throne
so sick of all these schemes ya, i think they have to need to go
woe , so , go, slow down, what did i really even say?
you'd have to read between the lines, 
while you get pressed between the cage
for at least a day, i don't like to see my face
take the E escape, save me ease the pain, 
i won't eat for days, they don't treat me the same
nobody sleepin' on me,  that's what the dreamers say
i put in so much work doe, now i just need my pay
i see these demons aye, they're right there wearin' her skin
rich taste but i'm pourin' bourbon 
i'm with the gang, ya but we in the burbs n
i'm flippin' birds but, i've been the birdman
ya that's for sure man, burnin' on sherm and
Annie Oakley wanna cuff me for the gram she sold me
but i can't be held down or up i always have it on me
when i come through my ears ring, i used to have a nose ring
i'm fu©kin wit my new thing, you still up on that old thing
oh dam i thought i told me, i'm at the helm you know me
was in a hell since '03
she like i felt that own me
i guess she smelt it on me
i guess she tells me no things
i thought you know me
only my drugs seem fixable
because ain't nothing wrong see
you so predictable
you cannot avoid me
i guess yo patterns boring
i'm hostile spittin' nicely, 
so i guess i'm hospitable
these kids is just miserable
lil trick she pitiful
lil dog you kitten doe
maybe you'd fix your problems, if sometimes you'd listen though
look like she work at target, these hose ain't missable
class is out now though, they just dismissable

lil ill, lil chill (self produced)

I made this beat then unleashed my emotions on it. DON'T WAIT FOR OPPORTUNITIES 2COME2U--->GO MAKE IT/GO TAKE IT!!!I overstand that this isn't conventional or traditional except I've been experimenting with different screams and the mixing of them-playing with how much distortion I can get away with while still being heard...I like what I did with this one & it was therapy for me.

TAKING CARE (SELF PRODUCED)

I made this beat, wrote/said what was on my mind, then mixed my vocals. I also hand-made that hoodie by cutting out the vinyl heat transfer sheets with scissors and exacto blades after drawing the designs.

blindspot (self produced)

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