Music and visual art made by me.(Malcolm Alexander Leinberger)Copyright 2021.

Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
with these mushrooms and a bag of bud i grew
floating up on the clouds
they don't make a sound and I don't really even want 'em to
could you now, please just accept me?
And I'd still be stressing
i know people feel similar to me
and i find some comfort in the dream of a team
sometimes i wish i could be like them
...but i never really liked them
now i'm smoking on a pipe stem
and i wonder where my life went
and i wonder when the night ends
guess i never really had friends 
up all night like a crack head
staring at my phone will you call back? when?
i was good, now in withdrawal
with the paint we would draw on walls
got this pain and all the drugs
crush em up like it was in love
orange crush, when i lean mix it up
co - dependant, I'm leanin' on your love
see me wit the cuts, bleeding in the cut
cut up the blunt stuff it up, then do it all again
i'm not what you would call a friend
bi polar, i wanna talk to them
at the worst time - they wanna talk to me?
Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like the clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
upside down.

Release Date: April 8th 2021

ALONE IN A CROWD (PROD. GRIM JONES)

You wouldn't believe what plagues me
self medicating, do it on the daily
...it's okay to be crazy
...i see the boundaries they're fading
i'm breaking through to a new realm now
i'm flying as if before i was held down
i pray that i ain't hell bound
i'm tripping on the laces seeing faces in the clouds
will we make it out
i spot a pattern forming, conforming to the storm see
myself in opaque objects, almost looking 4D
sipping on a forty, missing on my shorty
they try to get my attention just to ignore me
or mock me i'm trippin on the sounds like mach 3
i'm too fast like bruce lee, 
while I'm eating on that broccoli
you thought that you knew me
sorry that was not me
i just had a new dream
where no one could stop me
i got a way with this  
i don't feel like i walk free
still I don't know how it cost a pound 
i can't really stop it now
they called me out - that problem child 
i don't really even want em now
and i'm living life it's all right momma now
You wouldn't believe what plagues me
self medicating, I do it on the daily
...it's okay to be crazy
...i see the boundaries they're fading...

FACES IN THE CLOUDS (PROD. GRIM JONES) #ADDICTION #LO-FI

Some new happy positive music finally again to mix it up for y'all!  Lyrics:

They can't stop my shine
no matter how hard they try.
i'm just high on life
i'm higher than the sky
no problems on my mind
all i care about's today 
and the love you show me
every kinda way
imma fly away
right up by the sun
i don't need no drugs
fresh air in my lungs
dopamine my blood
notice me my blood
everywhere but it's cool 
pain shows me i'm alive
happiness for fools
ignorance is bliss my guy
mmy oh my, I am so good with it
have her hittin high notes in it
ya she movin to my rhythm
icy water that i'm sippin
icy on my wrists, n i dont know what time it is
i don't care cause i'm in the moment
makin em laugh i'm jokin'
we're all having a good time
tomorrow we all could die
so we're gonna live it up like it's the last day of our lives
They can't stop my shine
no matter how hard they try.
i'm just high on life
i'm higher than the sky
no problems on my mind
all i care about's today 
and the love you show me
every kinda way
imma fly away
right up by the sun
i don't need no drugs
fresh air in my lungs
dopamine my blood
notice me my blood
everywhere but it's cool

upload to grim jones SC let's live it up like it's the last day of our lives (PROD. JACK FROST)

WE'RE GONNA LIVE IT UP LIKE IT'S THE LAST DAY OF OUR LIVES (PROD. JACK FROST) #POSITIVITY #HAPPY

This one means a lot to me so if you feel it please share it. Lyrics:

I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?
I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?
You never really show that
huh, think my innocence has grown back
uh, up all night thinking about you
just like when we smoked that
never chose that life
know i broke that pipe
like you broke my heart
growing cold as ice 
i could tell from the start
that you didn't really want me
show no interest throw me off beat
I beat myself up every day
every way, every drug, everything
selling wedding rings
shots on your block, let it ring
your love is a drug
i can't always get
so i'd rather call the plug
cause its so much more consistent
they say just be persistent 
but then i feel co dependant
i care too much and i meant it
i'd rather not remember it 
but you know you got me feinding
ya you know you got me forever and
you know that it is so hard
little easier together and
I don't know how to forget
don't know how to forget it
I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?
I'd rather not remember
just how good your love feels.
You're just a pretender.
Was it ever real?

I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER HOW GOOD YOUR LOVE FEELS (PROD. GRIM JONES) #EMOTIONAL #SAD #HEARTBREAK

In order to make this beat I took a vocal sample, slowed it down, reversed it, up-pitched it and added delay & reverb so there is nothing like it. Song and beat written, produced, mixed and mastered by me. Cover art also by me. Copyright 2022 Lyrics:

I've been tryna eat away my pain.
tryna drink it all away
tryna sniff away my pain
tryna fuck it all away
tryna smoke it all away 
and i know you do the same
and i know it ain't the way
i don't think it's gonna change
in my hand i got a blade
and i'm standing on the rain
bloody soaking in the liquor
I would paint you a picture
just so i could get with ya
see the reaper with the sickle
only getting sicker 
only bother me a little
leave me to my devices
always with the vices, 
holding on like vice grips
let go you might like it
don't try it you might like it
don't try me might get violent
smoke flowers like violets
i like the color violet
reminds me of her hair, 
and the way she styled it
but now she don't text back
i get that, walk through walls like a dead man
blessings in disguises, thankful for the setbacks
see you in my dreams wonder if you're up in heaven
thinking life like a test and
i'm barely passing like i did in school
so selfish with these drugs it isn't cool 
drinking like i'm kendrick in the swimming pool 
take out the trash like i been a fool 
junk food rappers ripped to pieces
dope in that he hit the street quick
now im just healing
all these mushrooms that i'm eating
I've been tryna eat away my pain.
tryna drink it all away
tryna sniff away my pain
tryna fuck it all away
tryna smoke it all away 
and i know you do the same
and i know it ain't the way
i don't think it's gone I change.

TRYING TO NUMB THE PAIN (PROD. GRIM JONES)           #ADDICTION #SAD #CHILL #SLOW #TRIPHOP

Music and visual art I made. Lyrics: 

audrey, haunts me, in my dreams
thought you cared, so it seemed
for your touch i still feind
emotional bout everything
i gave you what you wanted n you left me in the dust
this is probly why i have issues with trust
this is probly why i abuse all these drugs
this is just the stupid things we do for love 
this means something if they hate it 
never thought i'd become jaded 
tell me please why did you fake it
was it somethin i was saying
back in highschool
i thought I was cool
i know i'm a fool
to you just a tool
i can't love you cause you don't respect me
regardless of how you so sexy
i can't text you if you don't text me 
but i still do, a lover that's me
why do you treat me 
like a piece of meat
why do you treat me 
like a piece of meat
audrey, haunts me, in my dreams
thought you cared, so it seemed
for your touch i still feind
emotional about everything

(mp4(og))AUDREY HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS (PROD. GRIM JONES)

AUDREY HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Musc and visual art made by me. (Song previously known as "Enlighten Me")
Lyrics:
i'd rather you enlighten me 
admit it you ain't liking me
you ain't gotta be nice to me
you ain't gotta lie to me
get my hopes up high as me
say hello then bye to me
i guess i'd do the same thing
but I don't know how to handle the pain
don't know where these thoughts come from
don't know what's in my brain
who am i and who are they
where are we and are we free
I am not who I used to be
i ain't on the same thing
we ain't on the same page
drinking tryna stay sane
drowning in the rain reign
it washes me away
way away wait,
crashing in the waves as I come down
and I still hope that you come around
if I'm ever found
hopefully you can be with me
for one more moment
just one more moment that's all that I need
i'd rather you enlighten me 
admit it you ain't liking me
you ain't gotta be nice to me
you ain't gotta lie to me

2nd or 3rd*(yes -3rd?) song on new album

WON'T GET MY HOPES UP (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Music made by me aka Malcolm Leinberger. Copyright 2022 Lyrics:

I don't know why I get high.
i regret it every time
fight a battle in my mind
i'm on that good path 99.9
then i go and hit the pipe
and i know it isn't right
i thought this shit would give me energy
sorta for a bit but he just gettin weak 
feelin like he seventy 
messed up since seventeen
...more like seven g..
changing so much, they don't even remember me
spell which one, i shoulda never dropped the letter E
was it really just meth, probly 
she didn't wanna have sex with me
so i touch myself on molly
never even feel the ecstacy
only the first time still chasing the first rush
the one that turned my brain into pure mush
why couldn't i had just stuck with the mush
i never chased a crush, only used her as a crutch
tasted you for who you was
crushed em up in mugs, drug em through the mud
this shits poison and i knew it was
so why would i go back after 3 months?
it's insane its so crazy I know what the fuk
i don't know why i get high
i regret it, every time
fight a battle in my mind
i'm on that good path 99 percent of the time.

2nd or 1st upload 5: listen thru for weird stereo sounds ]I DON'T KNOW WHY I GET SO HIGH (OR)?

I DON'T KNOW WHY I GET SO HIGH (PROD. GRIM JONES)    #SYNTH.              #WHISTLE.     #ADDICTION

Music made by me aka Malcolm Leinberger. Copyright 2022 Lyrics:

I was wrong for thinking
you belong with me.
i just wanted some feelings
guess i got them, and then some
chase em down with the fresh blood 
make it out of the red rum ,i see reflect shuns, ya
...see ya face in the lake
it makes me awake
full moon all up in the crate, uhh . stay making mistakes uhh
leave in victory,
freezing crimson leaves
falling off the trees in the winter breeze
lately getting sick of me I'm ,still early to the party
only i can, you can't harm me
you and what army?
a coast, the shadows that stand close
beside you, inside you
and hide you, and find you
oh no, where you think we're gonna go?
like the stars never broke and we dust
so, we was so wrong to trust
i was so wrong for taking the easy way out
instead of accepting, better if i chase now
no one ever stay around they be space bound
smoking gray powder, blowing gray clouds 
i think i'll be okay now
no one ever stay around they always space bound
I was wrong for thinking
you belonged with me
I just wanted some feelings.
Guess i got them - and then some.

last upload for now gj sc UPLOAD NEW ALBUM? TO GRIM JONES SC TRACK 3 TO BG SC 1(breaths out and stereo beat) change stereo beat maybe? I WAS WRONG FOR THINKING YOU BELONGED WITH ME (PRODUCED BY GRIM JONES)

I WAS WRONG FOR THINKING YOU BELONGED WITH ME (PROD. GRIM JONES)   #LO-FI.   #SAD.   #GRAND PIANO.

Music and visual art made by me. Lyrics:

If I would of had some patience
I wouldn't have made mistakes that
i keep on making
I wouldn't've tried to blame 'em
i woulda fully taken
the burden 'stead of taking 
n breakin'... I feel like I'm breaking.
i just dropped a tear right on the page n
now he lookin for the fame n 
it's really lame cause
it doesn't even matter 
they don't feel my pain
and i feel like i'm on saturn
so i feel alone again
sometimes it makes me sadder
Bet it doesn't break me 
pop ollies do it fakie
pop molly doin' fake E
they fuggin wit my brain see
they tuggin at the chains see
i'm on another plain see
i'm all up in the ocean
i'm sippin on the potions
try cover emotions
all i smoke is potent
i'm slowly goin broke n
I move in slow motion
i cried a couple oceans
i tried a couple more and
don't wanna be a ghost yet
don't wanna be a ghost at 
all, sippin Moët
angel dustin' get to rustin
i hear the leaves rustlin'
why do i just cut myself instead of tryna love em?
how do i justify all of this?
and when I finally do i call It quits...
If i woulda had some patience
i wouldna made mistakes that
i keep on makin'
i wouldna tried to blame em
i woulda fully taken
the burden 'stead of takin' 
n breakin' I feel like I'm breaking.

PATIENCE (TYLER BURDEN) (PROD. GRIM JONES)

PATIENCE [TYLER BURDEN] (PROD. GRIM JONES) New sad synth music lyrical emo hip hop song

I made this instrumental and vocals & mix & cover art. Copyright 2022. Lyrics:

Catfish, filters,
needing touch but having no one else.
Old friend; hay dare,
you never told me how you felt.
bong rips; regrets
never can believe how hard I fell.
your scent - my sheets 
i still can't wash out your smell!!!!!
You left for so long.
Why'd i let you back?
i know it's so wrong.
these things i do when I'm sad.
drown all these thoughts, never thought i'd be on smack 
how can something feel so good when i know
i know, i know, it's so bad?
how can something feel so good when i know
i know that i know it's all bad¿
no love, no text
no drugs, no rest
throw up *$w0c3w3ff*
only got a little bit of hope left 
every 4X4 that goes by i think it's you,
every single lie you say i think it's true
tell me where i went wrong!
i was better when i was alone
now i'm feindin for someone
just so i can hold
onto the past, nothing can last
I'm in the bags, i think i'm trash 
why you gotta lead me like this?
why you gotta leave me like that?

(HOW CAN SOMETHING FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S SO BAD?) SAD FALSETTO rnb grim jones sc MELODIC ROCK SONG 1

HOW'S IT FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S BAD? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I made this song 100% throughout the entire process,(Making the instrumental, writing/recording the lyrics in my studio,mixing/mastering the vocals to the beat.)as I've been doing for like 95% of my releases within the last three years or so.Copyright 2023.I also made this visual art.If you feel this please show some love! I appreciate all of you! <3LYRICS BELOW!!!:
I might get wasted, I won't waste my time.      
the only lie i'll say is when i say i'm fine           
i'll only lie awake and wanna trade my mind    
don't wanna hear it bish, you know this ain't the time
she always sayin' something like it's safe this time
she always sane trust me but i ain't this time
she always breaking down and wanna take this line
The pain you put me through feels like you break my spine.
i wanna go outside and numb the pain inside
i wanna look at you and hide my face and cry 
wanna get better at my own pace this time 
it's hard i'm doing good but then i cave get high...
crashin' the benzo on the hydroplane
they only wanna hang when the hydros bang
i got more phones than bc hydro gang
better hide your chain, betta hide your pain
I wanna fall in love but her smiles so fake.
they say you'll find your love they say you'll find your way
it's been so long, take your time, don't wait
why am i so strange? why my mind so strained?
Promise me that you will never try co cane
i wish they never told me i should try co cane
expensive every way they say goodbye your brain
see 'em waste away he sayin' hi all day...
it's just me verse myself every twenty four
don't nobody get me so i get me more
time to get straight that's what i said before
my girl she got a grip somehow she bled me more
but i don't give enough, plus i got more than most
big hippy vibes with how much dope gets smoked 
goin' overboard like you shoulda thrown a rope 
Baby come over though, just pray you don't overdose...
I might get wasted, I won't waste my time.      
the only lie i'll say is when i say i'm fine           
i'll only lie awake and wanna trade my mind    
Don't wanna hear it bish, you know this ain't the time.

SIC BOI MACO'S EMERGENCE OUT THE SHADOWS

OVERDOSE (WASTED POTENTIAL) [PROD. GRIM JONES]

[EXPLICIT CONTENT] A freestyle over a beat I made when I was super lit last summer lol. Figure I'll switch up the vibes of my SC channel a bit more. Expect more odd audio files coming your way soon! <3 I love you all! <3 - Maco

DRUNK IN PUBLIC FREESTYLE  ? OR  (PROD. GRIM JONES)

DRUNK IN PUBLIC [DIP] FREESTYLE (PROD. GRIM JONES) #HAPPY MUSIC #PARTY MUSIC #POSITIVE VIBES

Life's pain? or CREEPINWITHEBLADE  blade on me or (idk if i should upload this)hardcore mad metal trap prod me

CREEPIN' WiT tHE BLADE!!! (PROD. GRIM JONES) #METAL TRAP #MAD MUSIC #ANGRY SONGS

Love is in the air, spring is near or somewhere out there..;) Music & visual art made by me.

Come Closer, My Love ? - SYNTH WAVE:POP SONG PROD. GRIM JONES (FALSETTO AUTO TUNE)ORIGINAL SOUNDZZBRAHHAHAH XD UPLOAD

THE STARS INSIDE YOUR EYES (PROD. GRIM JONES)#LOVE SONGS #ROMANTIC #POP MUSIC

MY CREW A BUNCHA ANIMALS (PROD. GRIM JONES) #HAPPY SONGS #CHILL RAPS #PARTY MUSIC

Music made by me. Copyright June 2023 Lyrics:

Lightning shows me the way, thunder it follows me.
My ops going missing, I wonder where all them be.
i get so high i see sacred geometry
i get so high i be climbing up on them trees
i did so much drugs we think it's all a dream
i can't be leavin' i'm trapping a prodigy
death is fake n it all like apollo 3 
i can't be givin or needin' apologies
i can't trust no one you better not fall on me
can't count on no one better not be callin me
i got that good dick your bitch she callin' me
she said i used to be a nice guy, now i'm cold as ice why
do they gotta talk about me like they know my life line
gang got my back, left and my right side
we don't ever front, was never in my right mind
snake eyes every day i'm rolling like a van
stuffed to the top, know it gotta be Grim
however much drugs i can fit it cram it in a can
throwing fits n changin clothes, still blood on my hands 
guess you thought i accepted
or maybe forget quick
but i never forgive, and never forget bitch
remember revenge is
like your last kid, you'll never expect it
i don't care about all the disrespect kid
she givin me head aches, i'm leavin ya head split 
with these drugs i'm taking my time in the med kit
i'm never regrettin', 
all this pain it turned my sensess to death grips
now i'm bein so reckless and actin so senseless
accept i'm never actin , it's real as a death rip
erythang gotta lotta anger built up 
luckily my bitch love to be strangled
n bin eight days awake i'm still mangled
i'm the spider in the web gettin' tangled (get entangled)
been seeing demons lately - I know my angels.
in my mind i'm on house arrest, 
the bracelet on my conciousness, knot on my ankle
heart all alone so long i question my existence
all i hear is fake things and whinin bitches
so far so gone i don't even try to fit in
so far so gone i don't even try n fix it 
I got a bad attitude I'm dying with it...
[Outro]

BAD ATTITUDE (PROD. GRIM JONES)

A song I made just for fun a lil while back. Enjoy your weekend fammo <3

JUST GOT PAID _ OR_ (PROD. GRIM JONES)

SHINING LIKE STARFOXLAFLARE (PROD. GRIM JONES) HAPPY RAP . CHILL VIBES  . PARTY MUSIC

I made this beat & then recorded & mixed my lyrics on it.

deviated septum [ RATCHET AND DRANK] ? rerecord? NEW HARD RAP PROD GJ

SHE GOT THAT HEAD GAME (PROD. GRIM JONES)

A crazy song a made a while back! I love you. peace and love , God bless <3

turn down master volume? a bit?[listen for clipping/distortions CAP'N CRUNK (PROD. GRIM JONES)  better version!?!

CAP 'N' CRUNK (PROD. GRIM JONES) #PARTY MUSIC #EDM #NEW RAP #NEW WAVE

A song I made last week. Copyright all rights reserved. 
FREE DOWNLOADS FOR LISTENING OFFLINE!!! Lyrics:
I have dreams, that we, live in so many realities.
Just please come with me n try to let go and believe it's free.
I can show you where we can be at peace, at peace
Ya we can do anything, we can do anything in these dreams.
i'm chasing them far n they chasing us far 
but don't be alarmed cause we don't mean no harm
hit the alarm unplug it ain't hard,
open your mind close your eyes don't come back to the dark
i can be your substitutute, 
i can take the wheel when you feel like it's too much to do
we a peace of ya n we got love for you
n i know these days there's so much to do
that losing your groove brings upon stigmas just to lose
anything negative they said it in your head that you had 
wondered who... but i just need to leave it at that
even if they told you it was bad - I don't need to see it like that
just get some rest n the rest of the day may not be the best,
but it also might not be nearly as bad
tryna stay accompanied by people that stuck with me
n stuck with these melodies ease me to new routines
my routine always needs to change
my routine can't stay the same
my baby she show me the way
n i show her, it's one of these days
one of these days imma get a van and furnish it
gonna take all those things i have n I'm gonna return em.
n I got no turn for them, or the time for that
cause you can't bring nuthin in the end
cause this can't be nuthin but pretend
i've seen it in a dream how i'm bleedin on repeat
tryna grow from it like it was mossy like some pete
Pete Rock when i talk i'm such a geek
but still I'm never really me
except in December it's a new me
n i only choose to change when i'm inspired by the love
inspired by the pain, imma find my own place
play along with the rain, 
and pray everything is ok 
and it don't go down the drain again
Tomorrow is a beautiful brand new day.

dreaming of a beautiful tomorrow

DREAMING OF BEAUTIFUL TOMORROWS (PROD. GRIM JONES) #HAPPY RAP #INSPIRING MUSIC #OLDSCHOOL BOOM BAP

A song I made a while back on a little EP. (Copyright.) Stay safe n stay strong y'all.

main SC ? NEED TO QUIT BEFORE I DON'T WAKE UP ? or? WHAT HAPPENED? USED TO BE NICE NOW I'M TRAPPIN' (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I GOTTA STOP TAKING DRUGS BEFORE I STOP WAKING UP (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I made this when I was in a very dark place. Doing a bit better now. Peace and love. God bless.

CAN YOU SAVE ME ? OR ? PROD. GRIM JONES 4 NEW ALBUM

A SINNER'S PRAYER (PROD. GRIM JONES)

HOE FREESTYLE ? OR? AMNESIA   (PROD. GRIM JONES)

2TOUGH2TRUST2 <3 (PROD.GRIM JONES) (VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

A song I created and picture me and a friend took! Copyright 2023 - ____

I can't live for anything that ain't servin' me
had to quit everything that ain't work for me
i do it casually they do it nervously
they're making accidents i do this purposefully
you don't know half the abuse that I've been through
who are you to speak down on how I move?
you must be so high feeling low - tryna bring me down with you
i stay high vibrational inspirational shining like the moon
if you gone spread rumors around these rooms
then at least make sure that they sound like the truth.
i'm putting an end to your rouse
i'm putting down all the booze
so i can be more like me, and I can be less like you
hundred proof, got the persistence of a cougar
always winnin' not a loser
greedy b!tches, gotta lose her
i ain't wit 'em, man i'm super
Clark Kent, 'S' on my chest
no one known me, i be the best
I make the hardest songs, no need to flex
i'm making love, no need for sex
never sleeping on em i got that good rest
feel so alive but i might just be dead
might just be way the way that it's all in my head
i'm ballin like the nets and i'm all in like the bets
make it look so easy just like free throw
diss my alter ego, my other one is emo
sometimes i lay low, but they always be low
i am above all of that never was below
i sacrifice so much and this the way you think that you should repay me!?
guess you think that i'm crazy
i'm fresh in the dirt like daisies. movin' weights while i'm blazing 
praying to God and I'm never going to stop.
and you are not one of them so you cannot make me
you can't play me and dash it is funny to me.
You best go run on home to your mommy!
I can't live for anything that ain't servin' me
had to quit everything that ain't work for me
i do it casually they do it nervously
they making accidents i do this purposefully
you don't know half the abuse that I've been through
who are you to speak down on how I move?
you must be so high feeling low - tryna bring me down with you
i stay high vibrational inspirational shining like the moon
if you gone spread rumors around these rooms
then at least make sure that they sound like the truth.

FEELING MORE LIKE MYSELF AGAIN (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I recorded and mixed more of my lyrics on another beat I created. Copyright 2023 'til infinity. Much love. Stay safe and warm out there <3 Lyrics:
 
I think it's pretty obvious, I love to be next to you.
i think way too much, wondering if i said enough
it's really no surprise, in disguise the devil snuck 
so deep in your mind, this is why i can never trust
every time i give my all they pretend to love
same shit different day is how it's ending up
this isn't right they pay no mind i'm left in love 
soaking up a pool of drugs it turns to sweat and blood...
Phone no answer - realize they were never a friend to you.
jokes all on me, comedy, watch skitz(afrenia}
sic of playin games accept i'm still tryna level up
never won, not once, it's always winter like perennials.
Voices voice his echoe echoe, inside his mind,
count uh like ten of uhm
oh I know I'm fine
they say keep your head up head up
don't know how I'm fine
don't know how I kept it up all this dang time!
Home is where the heart was...crying tears on the seaside 
can't control my heart just... know i won't sign on the dotted line
i'm on all kinds I lost mine, i'm rich cause the free time
open up doors to new dimensions, i went up cause i love to fly 
i know i can do anything i feel like. i just need to try
i know we will spend our time doing what we love
no brainer, pay no mind.....
I think it's pretty obvious i'd love to be next to ya
i think way too much, wondering if i said enough
it's really no surprise, in disguise the devil snuck 
so deep in your mind, this is why i can never trust
every time i give my all they pretend to love
same shit different day it's how it's ending up
this isn't right they pay no mind i'm left in love 
soaking up a pool of drugs and tears and sweat and blood...
Phone no answer, realize they were never a friend of you
jokes all on me, comedy, what's skitzophrenia?
sik of playin games except i'm still tryna level up
Never one, not once, it's always winter, like perennials.

PERENNIAL PROBLEMS (PROD. GRIM JONES)

mp3HARD NEW DUB RAP GOSPELOL SONG

SPIRITUAL WARFARE (PROD. GRIM JONES)

|©Copyright 2024|® All rights reserved to M.A.L. of Grim Jones Musical Enterprises™ a.k.a. Maco's Shadow Music ™ Lyrics:
Full moon, full eclipse, can't stop its huntin' season
lil goon, big red dots eyes huntin' demons
think i might be trippin cause nobody see em 
buggin bustin slugs at these fuckin leeches
playin hide and seek with no tags cause i don't need em
vigilante justice these pedos want the beatin
won't think they cold ya im 30 below freezin
i'm feelin ya energy i'm pretty sure your soul leakin'
broke even o.d.'in' won't see em creep up
grim jones need the bones need the ghosts he a reaper
exercising rights and the sprites with my priest bruh...yuh!
holy water mad scientist wit the beakers
i need to do it to em because 
they actin' like they fam then they switch up never be 'cuz
Plague doctor mask, blades clash, you can keep the ash
Comin' fast, ya i'm fast , gotta keep the trash 
Blood suckas can't touch us; bleedin' vamps
they can't even look my way i shine like heated lamps 
Break the glass take the axe i need ya back
they don't know what's good for em, they gone really need it bad
Grimmy the champ, silver stake on a silver chain
M4A1 sauce silver bullets and all the pills the same 
Coloideal collision i did it and i killed the snakes
lived a million lives, did it twice and i'm still the same
*lil FREESTYLE KILLA*................................................. ;)
*BRIDGE*
Full moon, full eclipse, can't stop its huntin' season
lil goon, big red dots eyes huntin' demons
think i might be trippin cause nobody see em 
buggin bussin slugs at these fuckin leeches
playin hide and seek with no tags cause i don't need em
vigilante justice these pedos want the beatin
won't think they cold ya i'm 30 below freezin
i'm feelin ya energy i'm pretty sure your soul leakin'.

DEMON SEASON (SELF PRODUCED)

Pretty raw mix - just a little delay and reverb on 2 layered vocal tracks of screaming with a high cut EQ. Ya I know it's a very bare bones beat but I wanted my yelling to be heard more clearly in the mix. (Besides, our voices ARE instruments! :) After making many synth and guitar based beats to shout on I figured a simple trap drum kick and snare pattern with high hats and hella heavy 808 bass should do the trick. I'm satisfied with how it turned out... but, still - U CAN'T SAVE ME NOW! (SELF PRODUCED) Copyright 2024 © Grim Jones Audio Enterprises AKA Maco's Shadow Music ®

U CAN'T SAVE ME NOW (SELF PROD)MIXDBETR

U CAN'T SAVE ME NOW! (SELF PRODUCED)

Deep Breaths (prod. by me)

Down2Collab&GrowW/theRightArtists.*NO CHARGE*(u can't buy love;) I (or u) make a beat&we split rights50/50.NEW ALBUMS EVERYWHERE https://push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd https://push.fm/fl/yybngyb6 NEW VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7zO0D6Zz08 *FEATURES POSTED ON MY OTHER SC@ https://soundcloud.com/billiegutta/tracks & ALL OTHER PLATFORMS.THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR SHOWING LOVE<3Rapper.BeatMaker.Singer.SongWriter. Engineer.  GraphicDesigner. Performer. You can download my music4free or donate. If you enjoy please follow and share with friends/family. I experiment with making beats and mixing my vocals.I blend genres&emotions4diff.songs.Chill/Energetic&/or Balanced-Sad/Happy/Mad&/or mixed like melancholy so you could just vibe to some chill feel good music&/or relate on a deeper level to the struggles life likes to throw at us...I TRY2 STAY GRATEFUL THO NO MATTER WHAT! 100<3 Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. Most of my songs are dark, personal and emotional. I don't like complaining or bringing people down with me in everyday life so most of it ends up in my songs. No one will ever fully understand us because we won't experience the same blessings/misfortunes. In that sense we're alone although ironically also together in our shared pain.(I like to think we're always connected to something more) Hopefully we can feel less alone by relating to music. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since 2015. I'm a recovering addict. Growing up, Mom was on dope&welfare. My parents split up when I was six. Luckily I have the best Father ever. He raised me and my brother for the vast majority but I've known pain all too well since the beginning. I had 2 major surgeries as a young child. There was also other trauma and abuse as a kid which probably partly led to some self sabotage/medicating behaviour. I was mostly an outcast/loner in highschool. It's in the songs. I rap, sing, whisper and scream over instrumentals that usually I made - or someone else in the rarer case - If the latter I always give credit and use strictly for non profit. (Theirs will be deleted here gradually as I run out of upload time - it's why I'm ONLY uploading HERE every 2 months now :/) MUCH MORE frequently released & NEW SONGS to Youtube & Instagram & Facebook in album&single form. Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms totaling 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please follow my Spotify / Facebook / Instagram and subscribe to my Youtube channel - Grim Jones Music AKA SiC BOi MACO'S SHADOW (First&Second links below) Peace and love y'all - STAY SAFE & BLESSED! <3

GRIM JONES 🖤

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