ah man, guitar grabbed my attention right away. cover art hella dope. this that dope emo sht. I see u GRIM

Alone in the crowd listening to this track

Love the title of the song. It has a deep meaning.

Music and visual art made by me.(Malcolm Alexander Leinberger)Copyright 2021.

Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
with these mushrooms and a bag of bud i grew
floating up on the clouds
they don't make a sound and I don't really even want 'em to
could you now, please just accept me?
And I'd still be stressing
i know people feel similar to me
and i find some comfort in the dream of a team
sometimes i wish i could be like them
...but i never really liked them
now i'm smoking on a pipe stem
and i wonder where my life went
and i wonder when the night ends
guess i never really had friends 
up all night like a crack head
staring at my phone will you call back? when?
i was good, now in withdrawal
with the paint we would draw on walls
got this pain and all the drugs
crush em up like it was in love
orange crush, when i lean mix it up
co - dependant, I'm leanin' on your love
see me wit the cuts, bleeding in the cut
cut up the blunt stuff it up, then do it all again
i'm not what you would call a friend
bi polar, i wanna talk to them
at the worst time - they wanna talk to me?
Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like the clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
upside down.

Release Date: April 8th 2021

ALONE IN A CROWD (PROD. GRIM JONES)

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