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Music made by me aka Malcolm Leinberger. Copyright 2022 Lyrics:

I think people take my kindness as weakness.
i feel like they would rather i decieve them
i wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna see them
somehow i feel closer to you with each step
i take away my pain with this medicine
if i show my true colours i let em win
and idunno why that's so bad to them i live
in another world, instead of this
they don't got no time for me ahead of his
everyone deserves some love
some of us are out of luck
everyone they turned to drugs  
everyone they turn to dust
ain't nobody give a fuk
everybody is some $luts
ain't nobody givin' trust
wonder why my wrists are cut
no one wants to be with someone so different
i try to explain it but they don't get it
i walk away with my eyes and nose dripping
feelin dead at the time the dope hit him
i never felt love, got a weird way of showin it
i was growin it
inside myself, i gave my all to you, you still don't know it and
you lied and yelled, i cried myself 
to sleep at night as well as day time
i stay high, come down feel the weight why
do i do this to myself to escape my, 
mind and surroundings, i found things, 
bound wings of cupid
i didn't misconstrue it, 
i grew with the insults 
the salt in the wounds licked
you don't know shh about me, shouldn't assume it
night sky, moon lit 
stars out, who's him?
lose em, lose him, Lou lose em
I think people take my kindness as weakness.
i feel like they would rather i decieve them
i wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna see them
Somehow i feel closer to you with each step...

Second last upload for nowgj sc 2{stereo beat diff more synths audible kinda better? idk]they take kindness for weakness (prod. grim jones)

THEY TAKE KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS (PROD. GRIM JONES).      #RHODES PIANO.     #CHILL.     #ALONE

Down2Collab&GrowWithTheRightArtists*NO CHARGE*I'll make[orU]a beat,We spit&split Rights50/50%.MUSIC'S EVERYWHERE https://push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd https://push.fm/fl/yybngyb6 NEW VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7zO0D6Zz08 *FEATURES POSTED ON MY OTHER SC@ https://soundcloud.com/billiegutta/tracks & ALL OTHER PLATFORMS.THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR SHOWING LOVE<3Rapper.BeatMaker.Singer.SongWriter. Engineer.  GraphicDesigner. Performer. You can download my music4free or donate. If you enjoy please follow and share with friends/family. I experiment with making beats and mixing my vocals.I blend genres&emotions4diff.songs.Chill/Energetic&/or Balanced-Sad/Happy/Mad&/or mixed like melancholy so you could just vibe to some chill feel good music&/or relate on a deeper level to the struggles life likes to throw at us...I TRY2 STAY GRATEFUL THO NO MATTER WHAT! 100<3 Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. Most of my songs are dark, personal and emotional. I don't like complaining or bringing people down with me in everyday life so most of it ends up in my songs. No one will ever fully understand us because we won't experience the same blessings/misfortunes. In that sense we're alone although ironically also together in our shared pain.(I like to think we're always connected to something more) Hopefully we can feel less alone by relating to music. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since 2015. I'm a recovering addict. Growing up, Mom was on dope&welfare. My parents split up when I was six. Luckily I have the best Father ever. He raised me and my brother for the vast majority but I've known pain all too well since the beginning. I had 2 major surgeries as a young child. There was also other trauma and abuse as a kid which probably partly led to some self sabotage/medicating behaviour. I was mostly an outcast/loner in highschool. It's in the songs. I rap, sing, whisper and scream over instrumentals that usually I made - or someone else in the rarer case - If the latter I always give credit and use strictly for non profit. (Theirs will be deleted here gradually as I run out of upload time - it's why I'm ONLY uploading HERE every 2 months now :/) MUCH MORE frequently released & NEW SONGS to Youtube & Instagram & Facebook in album&single form. Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms totaling 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please follow my Spotify / Facebook / Instagram and subscribe to my Youtube channel - Grim Jones Music AKA SiC BOi MACO'S SHADOW (First&Second links below) Peace and love y'all - STAY SAFE & BLESSED! <3

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