If You Don't(Prod.Saint Romain)

Why Do We?

ALSO ON SPOTIFY<3333 https://open.spotify.com/track/3OBOxsFHGPc4r3nexuaOrQ?si=MNQJ9z8-R-C-513uSCR6eg 
thank you https://soundcloud.com/bojetmusic

Notice Me 2 (Prod.BØJET)

Can You See(Prod.hisohkah)

just a guitar song i made. usually i don't upload guitar song but i thought this one was particularly good.

years

This is my single from my new upcoming project. stay tuned everybody.
I dont wanna die 
i just wanna be something else 
why do i have to love so quickly but my heart is broken just as fast
if you saw my soul would it look sickly?
i try my hardest but i cannot forget the past 

Youll never be a beautiful person 
no matter how hard you try 
you have to much hatred bottled inside
resentment you cant run from forever or hide 
and its all for yourself 
isn't you idiot 
these feelings that you have are unlimited 
you must of payed an extra five brain cells a month for this shit
you're the one whose excluded yourself to this 
you're the one whose abandoned all of his friends 
and you can stop thinking about the thought of oblivion
and while your thoughts drifted you floated towards the imminent 
i just wanna fallout of this earth like obsidian 
i just wanna dream my last dream of this nightmare but it seems
itll go on forever as long as i last it
so i have to get a gun my brain and blast it
i dont fucking care anymore.
When you are innocent you believe in people
when you're realistic all you can see is the evil 
and when you're addicted all you need is the needle 
and when you've predicted everyones actions, everyone is see through

He deserves every bone in his body disjointed and split open 
his head cracked with a mallet forty times until its swollen 
his arm gnawed off and exposed and
summon a demon no wonder you end up seeing him
ill bring you down to hades so your soul revisits the same place for eternity 
so then youll truly know my pain

Youll know my pain 
what its like to be 
whats wrong with my brain
i never coincide with times
magazine ink dripping out of every crevice of my eyes 
my laughs loud as i hear your desperate pleads and cries
my psyche is trying to atleast rationalize
im not ok stop rationing me lies 
look up at the ceiling fan 
have you seen a demons eyes?
i get the feeling youll take me serious this time
if i had a loaded gun in my hand materialize
I loathe you, you could definitely say despise 
so does this count as an overdo hate crime?
your abortion could of prevented that shitty smelling lonely little kid from crying
afraid of life, you could find him curled up in his mommies bed every night around nine
he did nothing wrong all he wanted was to play wii bowling after school everynight 
eating cereal and playing nintendogs for him was just fine
but then an inch of corruption was buried in his adolescence like a knife
and all the way to adulthood hes been bleeding out from behind

The earth is falling beneath my feet
dont pick me up i belong to the ground 
nowhere else to go from here but down.

TheFunnyMan(Prod.Ghxst)

Life is rough.
Lyrics:
So even if its all a lie
i dont want to know tonight 
Tell me at sunrise 
When im finally just closing my eyes

all thats left of you now, is my thoughts.

Last Wednesday at 3:08pm

are you awake//or am i sleeping? i want to see your lips move.

Imissyou

ALSO ON SPOTIFY!! https://open.spotify.com/track/3OBOxsFHGPc4r3nexuaOrQ?si=MNQJ9z8-R-C-513uSCR6eg
New single me and @zenmodezt worked on i hope everybody enjoys it its a bit different then my normal stuff! This song will soon be available on spotify and itunes also.




Baby we was ballin'
Baby we was ballin'
Baby we was ballin' aye

Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah 
Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah 
Ill be on sight when you are calling nah
Baby we was midnight ballin
Ill be on sight when you are calling

I’m the shoulder you cry on
I’ll wipe the tears that are dried on
He’s ripping at your nylons
And you don’t seem to mind much?
I wish you’d keep him out your mouth like tide pods 
I hate it when your eyes touch 
Your suppose to be my love 
Baby dissing me like rice gum 
Don’t ever mention him like fight club 
Fuck a forty till the night end 
I got some cash that I spend 
I’ll get you ice so wet you can swim 
I’ll buy pearls so shiny they ain’t never dim 
You’re the happiness I truly miss
Sometimes I feel like I ain’t never win
I forget I’m just a broke kid 
With a pen


Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah 
Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah 
Ill be on sight when you are calling nah
Baby we was midnight ballin
Ill be on sight when you are calling

You refresh his messages like I refresh yours
You’ll  sorry when in a couple years I’m on tour 
when I got the whole crowd saying encore 
But you still the one I would die for 
I know I’m just a damn eye sore 
But when I said I loved you I swore 
I’d love you till the end of times
Your smiles worth a thousand tries
When you left got me looking like a fountain why?
I finally get you out of my head 
Then you transfer to my pen
And I fall for you all over again 
Biz markie told me he ain’t just a friend

Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah 
Baby we was midnight ballin nah
Baby we was midnight ballin nah 
Ill be on sight when you are calling nah
Baby we was midnight ballin
Ill be on sight when you are calling

Cause baby I just wanted to ball
And baby I gave you my all
Baby you ain’t never fucking call
Leave me on read like it’s my fault 
And lately you been seeming off
And your always short when we talk

Midnight Ballin'(Prod.zenmodeZT)

A sadder more desperate kind of guitar song. I just want you to comeback to me and we can be happy again can't we?

My brain can't comprehend you not loving me, please?

ON SPOTIFY NOW!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6blRaiXv5UlwKSIOVUhVZI?si=hA2xD9aaQRqwstTO47KYMg
Thank you https://soundcloud.com/jackxdean for the beautiful instrumental man and mixing it. And thank you https://soundcloud.com/tokimika for lending your voice. I hope you all enjoy this track a bit different then my normal stuffs.

I Want Your Love(feat.Tokimika)(prod.Jack Dean)

Check out this song on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/535ALjqFk0DgHdZjKqwnIk?si=1zfWeAetR5C4i62fFFg8sw
 My first single off of my new project "The Fool" this song really sets the vibe for the tone of the project. A big thank you to https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt who has been a huge reason this project is coming out. He mixed, produced and did the art work. Go follow him he is a genius.

You the reason i'm alive
But the reason i ain't living
You the reason i'm a die
And i think i'm finally giving in
And i think i'm finally giving in

I just wanna be touched 
Without a look of
Absolute disgust 
I just want love
Our last hug
Its been months
Void filled with some packed blunts
Prescription hits 
Like a mac truck
Always hit or miss 
I never ask much
Rolled double fist 
In my last lung
I'm sorry for all of it
I blame my tongue 
I'm done with this 
I don't give a fuck
You wanted my love but never gave it back
I'll never be enough and that's where were at
Goddamn is this tough
To remember what we had
To remember what we had
To remember 

You the reason im alive
But the reason i aint living
You the reason im a die
And i think im finally giving in
And i think i'm finally giving in

When our eyes met i was stuck in
Its like my heart was sunken 
My love sailed into something
But your loves not docked and its hunting
And i'm stuck still wanting
And you feel nothing 
Threw away all my loving 
Left me alone and i can't function 

You the reason i'm alive
You the reason i'm a die
You the reason i'm alive
You the reason i'm a die

Take a backwood to my face
All the bullshit goes away
And i know that i'm a waste 
You're just something ill never replace

You the reason i'm alive
But the reason i aint living
You the reason i'm a die
And i think i'm finally giving in
And i think i'm finally giving in

Giving In (prod.zenmodeZT)

My final single from my new project that will be released soon titled "The Fool". Will be on spofity very soon.
Art by the cool: https://twitter.com/clarsart
Mixing and beat made by the fucking man who i made almost 100 percent of the songs on this project with:  
https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt

She knows ive been getting high
She knows Im  getting by
She knows all i do is cry
And i think I
And i think i
She knows ive been getting high
She knows Im  getting by
She knows all i do is cry
And i think im ready 
And i think im ready

Ill kill you believe me 
If you ever leave me
but you have deceived
And now you dont need me
and you are conceded 
and i am defeated 
But sorry im not taking this shit
And you say you miss me 
but we both know you haven't 
and you say you miss me
but i don't care you can have him
Just remember what we could of been 
Just remember what we could of been

She knows ive been getting high
She knows Im  getting by
She knows all i do is cry
And i think I
And i think i
She knows ive been getting high
She knows Im  getting by
She knows all i do is cry
And i think im ready 
And i think im ready

Im strong for you
but i dont think im gonna make it
a song for you
but i can feel you fading 
im strong for you 
but i can see you faking 
you have to choose
and ive never been so patient

She knows ive been getting high
She knows Im  getting by
She knows all i do is cry
And i think I
And i think i
She knows ive been getting high
She knows Im  getting by
She knows all i do is cry
And i think im ready 
And i think im ready
to die 
die die die die die die die die die die die die die 

Midnight Midnight All night
Midnight Midnight All night
Midnight Midnight All night
Midnight Midnight All night
Midnight Sit tight
Midnight All night
Midnight Sit tight
Midnight All night
Midnight Sit tight
Midnight All night
Midnight Sit tight
Midnight All night
Like we got time
Like we got time
Like we got time
Midnight sit tight
Like we got time 
Like we got time
Like we got time
Midnight All night 
Midnight sit tight
Midnight All night 
Midnight sit tight
Midnight All night 
Midnight sit tight
Midnight All night 
Midnight sit tight
Midnight all night
Like we got time

My envious eyes
green from the malice
Ive conjured inside
Im a dictating fascist
who needs all of your time
Like we got time
like we got time
like we got time
like we got time

You Don't Miss Me - Midnight Ballin' 2 (prod.zenmodeZT)

My project The Fool is finally out! It will be on Spotify and other platforms within the next week. cnut is the fool, a fool for her, a fool for imagination, and a fool blinded from reality. Reality always finds a way to make its point clear. But cnut may never get the message. Doomed to tragedy, will he ever find happiness? Who will help him escape the hatred that has been placed upon him?

Special thanks to https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt for mixing and mastering every single track and also producing most of them, an amazing friend. Glad i get to grow with my favorite producer.

The WAVY features: https://soundcloud.com/aylilwav
https://soundcloud.com/p1ece
Sicksteen is my cousin from the UK, he doesnt have any social medias but his real name is Angus Beeth so that is funny.

The  fantastic producers :https://soundcloud.com/tonymakesmusic
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyzay
https://soundcloud.com/prodleni
simple doesnt have a soundcloud he needs to get the table first


The lovely album cover was done by https://twitter.com/clarsart so glad i have her to make my imaginations a reality.

Warning Signs (Ft. piece) (prod.zenmodeZT)

The Fool (Ft. .wav & Sicksteen) (Prod.zenmodeZT & SiMPLE)

Thank you to the homie https://soundcloud.com/thedaysbefore one of my favorite producers ever. Glad i got to make a song with him. https://open.spotify.com/album/7wmSqHS3ni5LmF2uWFZ0KA?si=pnz7RzvJQVitw1pTyPurdg

She can't even sing
But i love it when she sings
But her voice
its all i can think


What even are we?
What even were we?
What are we gonna be?
Is it nothing?

Never Again (prod.thedaysbefore)

thanks to all these dudes 
the Feature: https://soundcloud.com/leorinda
producer: https://soundcloud.com/prodbygvsto
art by: https://twitter.com/SixTokio
Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/kristyan1

That little boy yeah thats oh so sad
Found dead yeah thats oh so sad
Innocent yeah thats oh so sad
Wittled down yeah thats oh so sad
Dads gone yeah thats oh so sad
Bloody couch yeah thats oh so sad
Mom cries yeah thats oh so sad
Son died yeah thats oh so sad

I always act on impulse
but give me a few days and i wont have a pulse
people leave and i try to say its their loss
hatred grows inside me like some moss
its getting hard as fuck to scrape it all off
im still alive but at the cost
of craving suicide like light to a moth
i try to fly but my wings clipped off
yall are blind remind me of toph
cut on my wrist for everyday ive been trapped inside these walls
but my mind is the prison cant escape from these thoughts

Oh so sad(feat.leorinda)(prod.AyeGvsto)

A good nice sad track for the lads. sorry for not posting in a minute im back on my shit now. 

I make no sense
How am i the life of the party but im already dead
i make no sense
i wanna remember but i wanna forget
i make no sense
got no money but i try to flex 
i make no sense 
This ending is all to obvious

I cant operate without you yeah i need you for this surgery 
you gotta cut the cord that you birthed me 
all you gotta do is take a gun and fucking murder me
and i know your thoughts have done a million times worse to me
take my life im a husk of something i will never be
living up to expectations mom will never see
she'll only find me in my blood soaked laundry 
with a malt in my left and a gram of leaves

Picture cred: https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt
feature and the mix: https://soundcloud.com/suckvince
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/dragonroot

Life of the party(feat.vincent)(prod.Dragon Roots)

The fondest childhood memories are outweighed by the worst ones.
thanks you zenmode for hopping on this track producing it and also mixing it. what a legend.
be sure to follow this dude https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt
incredible art done by: https://twitter.com/Un_EpicMushroom

Ultra Lord (feat. Zm ZT) (prod.zenmodeZT)

Am i what you want now?

Feature: https://soundcloud.com/aylilwav
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/prodbygvsto
Mix and master: https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt
Art: https://twitter.com/LinakXII
spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/album/3xZki9QyNjX7j6QPKwpUz2?si=ODTSFFXBQzOoEYeDBV-W0w

Sipping (feat .wav)(prod.AyeGvsto)

it ain't you or me girl, its this earth we reside in.
spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/5lcQkwLcPGGxnmThQY2ouj?si=IfDpOdqXRMmx37hk7EeAVQ
producer: https://soundcloud.com/prodgleam
mix: https://soundcloud.com/suckvince
gfx: https://twitter.com/Trepidity_
photo cred: https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt

Willow Tree (prod.Gleam)

i ain't good enough for ya

prod: https://soundcloud.com/zenmodezt
album cover artist: https://www.instagram.com/sushivxmit/?hl=en

Something Else (prod.ZmZT)

you don't love me like you use to

producer: https://soundcloud.com/prodbygvsto
mix/master: https://soundcloud.com/prodbygp
coverart: https://twitter.com/Trepidity_

SUGAR HIGH (Prod.AyeGvsto)

Scat mane finally out on the holy day. Many more songs coming out this year the first of many many many.

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/maxstromain
Art by: https://twitter.com/clarsart

Scat Mane (Prod.Saint Romain)

@arcadia4l 

gremlin


talk to me: theaveragetvin1080p@gmail.com

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