I dont want it, I wont accept it anymore 
There is many ways to open the door 
No turning back now
For once Im doing this thorough

One final moment of clarity before the carnage starts
After that its's dreamlike bliss
Longing to reach the other side
But time seems to stretch

Waking up, how Im still here?
Oh what a mess, what a smell
There should have been enough time
There should have been enough flood

Few times I pass out
This is going to take a while
If they want to save me 
They have to carry me

Too dazed to see anything clearly
Head full of chemical remedies
Taking the edge of everything
And here Am I, mindlessly wandering

Fallen Icons - Of determination and failure

I tremble from euphoria
As I visualize world covered in crimson red
People turning into liquid, rotting
In rhythm of my soundtrack

Massacre in the hallway
Vision flashing on and off
Murder is like a dance
Better not to step on your partner's toe

Personal via dolorosa
Hedgehogs dilemma
Shackled aggression
Breaking free from passivation


Feeling of collapsing
Starts to wear me out 
Waking up
Dont wake me up
I dont wanna wake up
Let me be
Let me be
In my sanguinary fantasy

Grimm Oire