Im sorry mother for hte things ive done
Im sorry mother I cant hold on 
I know now that lifes not a fucking game
im sorry mother im feeling numb

Im sorry mother you dont understand
im sorry mother ill leave you behind

Im sorry mother for hte things ive done
Im sorry mother I cant hold on 
I know now that lifes not a fucking game
im sorry mother im feeling numb

Im sorry mother you dont understand
im sorry mother ill leave you behind

this is it demo

tell me what im doing wrong

prod. all we left unsaid

(demo)

lyrics:

we're spinning round and round
all i want is to make you proud
i still hear your silent whispers
even if youre not around
i got too many problems
and you added many more
theres certain things i cant ignore
theres no explaining what i saw
i waited way too long my friend
and i cant give enough for both of us
set me alight
you go do what you wanted to
and i wont wait for you

i wanna be something to you

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whats wrong with me

She can’t marry rich
Doll you look so unzipped
Your plan has broken
Lost all hope and whining

There's a new club in town
How it’s been for generations
Fires out the barrels
Waiting for ignition 

He’s not sorted out he’s bizarre
Knowing that tears won’t make it far
Just to change my schedule
I gotta wait till the fall

No facial hair at the bars
Nobody's picking up guitars
They say
Why do anything at all

When things come push to shove
We go in debt to buy a gun
We have no money
To buy gifts
When times are merry

We do things just because 
Maybe it was better as it was
But at least I can go out
And get married

Those before us try to scold
Don’t give a damn what it’s about

There’s a new men’s club in town

My rooms stayed a wreck
I’m glad she hasn’t seen this mess
Nothings figured out
And I have no time

My rooms stayed a wreck
Too many cuts from these frets
Nothings figured out
But I gotta say yes

buying pepsi (new men's club)

Sarah

kaysnoto:
yeah you run round my head
as the days go by and i feel alive again
if i get time would u see me then ill be fine if were just friends
you did again i did it again
you did again i did it again
is it the end
yeah you run round my head
as the days go by and i feel alive again
if i get time would u see me then ill be fine if were just friends
you did again i did it again
you did again i did it again
is it the end

december:
I hate the sight of you
I did what you wanted me to
Wanted me to
I HATE YOU
You said you needed some time
But your walking with another guy
Oh, tell me the reason why
Or maybe I should just die
I said I hate the sight of you
I did what you wanted me to
I can still smell the scent of you
But you know ill do it again

do it again (feat. kaysnoto)

take a brick and smash my face 
im still ugly anyways 
no good for me anyway
I’ll see you in another place 
maybe in another life I could be a pretty guy 
your friends laugh at you all the time 
they think you like that ugly guy 
take a gun and shoot my face 
im ugly i dont need it anyways 
im chopped like dabo i dont like my face 
if been ugly was a crime im not winning that case 
I fill my lungs with pesticides
I goon all day commit genocides
cus these girls don’t like ugly guys 
I’ll cut my wrists until I die

smash my face

youre leaving me out 
like left overs
take a look at me
youll see my bent shoulder
shes running away
and i owe her
i pop my adderall and i get in my zone
its all for nothing 
my pretty girl youre bluffing
id luv u in the morning if my stomach wasnt turning
i hate you everyday
i swear to god i want you burning
oh i cant get enough of you
i swear im never learning
id haunt you in your bedroom 
in your kitchen
ill be lurking
i know im fucking gory, im ugly, and im disturbing
but would you fucking love me if i told you i was worth it
oh baby im not

id luv u if my stomach wasnt turning (im not)

about my self dead man @prodmaximm

🐉 First compilation of singles by British musician Jon Connell. These are all early Lo-Fi recordings, truly genuine with himself as a songwriter, singer and guitarist. A visionary that makes me think of The Beatles if they were depressed, got drunk and started playing punk in a garage.
I met this man while living in Barcelona and was attracted to his melancholy and humanistic side. He now spends his days in Vietnam, where he lives and works.

Snippet:
youtu.be/aFL5bBzrc0M
on.soundcloud.com/CpfNM

credits
released February 10, 2022

🐉 Music by Jon Connell.
Design by Pau Magrane & Dalien Zopel.
Illustration by Rixard Tattoo.
Production of the cassette by Empty 6 Pack (2021-2022).

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