wasted time and memories
girls seem like accessories 
tired of getting used again
wish that you could feel the pain

you said im pretty, not pretty enough
you say im the one, now im calling your bluff
texted and called but you never picked up
i should’ve realized that you were fucked up

i dont want to feel this way
taking drugs to numb the pain
suddenly i feel okay
but im just going insane

i thought you were the one
oh i thought i finally won
i was delusional 
made me so useable

who was ever there for me
when i needed a guarantee 
i learned to be alone 
just want to feel at home
what the fuck do i own?
put my art in my tombstone

i can say that im over you
never though thatd ever be true
but at the time it was so blinding
in the end i ended up shining x2

taking my time
making my life
all about me
past in the dead sea

thought this shit was different but i guess that i was wrong again
i always seem indifferent but that was me back then
always seem to fuck things up even when its not my fault 
various versions of vibrant emotions; songs in the vault

wasted time (heyrick)

This our life <3 w silent x
(Hook)
This our life
I don’t how to take it 
Every moment I make, avoid the mistakes
Or atleast I should fake it 
Cus this is my life
Haven’t got much to show
But I keep doing me, it’s the best way to
Be 
I just go with the flow 

The problem I have is that I just wake up with these bags on my eyes and I can not get rid of them 
I been so tired  and I wish I could retire, but got so many years to live out, so fuck it,  I’m living them

I had a couple of issues and let me explain and I’ll try not to spill a lot 
But depression has really been eating my soul but you’d  never of guessed that I lost the plot 
my smile and my mind seem  to be intertwined, but my heart is so heavy it’s weighing me down,
I’ve had so many girls come and go through my life and each one was a mess, sent me spiralling down 

A  couple of years ago thought I had hope, I had plans for a family to bare of my own.
My childish brain was beginning to flourish, I was telling myself that it’s time to be strong 
But as the  money got low, all these troubles would show, so those dreams that I had didn’t stay there for long oh

(Hook)
This our life
I don’t how to take it 
Every moment I make, avoid the mistakes
Or atleast I should fake it 
Cus this is my life
Haven’t got much to show
But I keep doing me, it’s the best way to
Be 
I just go with the flow 

Getting ahead of the time drinking this wine, staring into the bottle like what is my
Life 
Will I be fine  
Like I dont know, go with the flow and I’m keeping it low whilst taking the blow
Time I let go like where do I go, who do I know
Nothing will show, like baby like no 
I’m so fucking sad that I never leave my home
And even when I do, promise that’s it’s not for long 
I keep questioning myself, so I sing it in a song
have I really lost my ways, cus I don’t know where I’m from 
Anymore 

(Hook)
This our life
I don’t how to take it 
Every moment I make, avoid the mistakes
Or atleast I should fake it 
Cus this is my life
Haven’t got much to show
But I keep doing me, it’s the best way to
Be 
I just go with the flow 

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One Day

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