It's Crazy

[Verse]
Look into my eyes
It's chaos inside
Look into my eyes
The chaos
Look into my eyes
It's chaos inside

[Chorus]
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'

[Verse 2]
Look into my eyes
It's chaos inside
Look into my eyes
The chaos
Look into my eyes
It's chaos inside

[Chorus]
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'

[Bridge]
I have no control
Don't know how it goes
It's a disaster

[Chorus]
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'
And if the world stopped turnin'
You wouldn't catch me cryin'

Chaos in My Eyes

(Verse 1)
Time erases every line, the sorrow and the pain
And one day soon, it will come to call my name
But what's the legacy I leave behind?
Just an empty space in a troubled mind
I can't find my place, I'm lost inside the grey
I think I'll walk this lonely road until my final day
I don't have the strength to even try to fight
To turn my world from darkness into light

(Chorus)
The only thing I'm good at is this masquerade
Smiling through the wreckage I have made
They see a happy soul, they see a shining light
But I'm just running from the endless night
And now the dam has broken, the flood is rushing in
And I don't know where I end and where the ghosts begin
It’s all becoming unbearable now, this heavy, hollow sound
As everything I've buried pushes up from the ground

(Verse 2)
I cannot sleep, I cannot truly wake
I play the clown for everybody's sake
So they don't see the panic in my eyes
But even this performance now has died
The page is blank, I haven't written in so long
No positive ideas to make a hopeful song
This heavy shell I've carried is now crushing me
I see no future, just the same old misery

(Chorus)
The only thing I'm good at is this masquerade
Smiling through the wreckage I have made
They see a happy soul, they see a shining light
But I'm just running from the endless night
And now the dam has broken, the flood is rushing in
And I don't know where I end and where the ghosts begin
It’s all becoming unbearable now, this heavy, hollow sound
As everything I've buried pushes up from the ground

(Bridge)
I'm writing this to keep myself in check
To stop my thoughts from reaching for the ledge
I came to this new country for a brand new start
But five years of this silence broke my heart
They don't throw stones, they don't even seem to see
Their ignorance is what is killing me
I'd rather face their anger and their hate
Than be a ghost sealed by an unseen gate

(Outro)
This promised land has turned into my cell
My own invisible and private hell
I've lost the skills I thought I had before
I've become nothing... and nothing more.
A prison...
This is my prison...
Unbearable...

My Invisible Prison

(Verse 1)
Silence in the room, a heavy, empty space
Just the sound of my own breath, a never-ending race
Thoughts are like a tangled knot, a storm I can’t outrun
Feels like every single fight I’ve ever had, I’ve lost and won
The world outside is spinning fast, a blur of faces, light
But all I feel is stuck inside, lost in a fading night

(Chorus)
Then a whisper starts, a melody, a gentle, steady hum
A bass line kicks right in the chest, a beat to overcome
A guitar cries a lonely chord, then finds a harmony
A rhythm builds inside my soul and finally sets me free
'Cause a song can save a life, a note can break the chain
When the world feels like it's ending, music soothes the pain
Yeah, a song can save a life, it's more than just a sound
It's the anchor in the storm, when there's no solid ground

(Verse 2)
I turn the volume up to ten, the speakers start to shake
I’m singing at the top of my lungs for goodness gracious sake
The lyrics tell a story that I thought was only mine
About the lonely moments, a beautiful design
The drums are pounding out the truth, the synth is soaring high
And for the first time in a while, I’m not afraid to cry

(Chorus)
'Cause a song can save a life, a note can break the chain
When the world feels like it's ending, music soothes the pain
Yeah, a song can save a life, it's more than just a sound
It's the anchor in the storm, when there's no solid ground

(Bridge)
It's a lifeline made of chords, a bridge of syncopation
A universal language, a sonic liberation
It pulls you from the undertow, it lifts you to the light
When you can’t find a reason, it gives you back the fight

(Chorus)
'Cause a song can save a life, a note can break the chain
When the world feels like it's ending, music soothes the pain
Yeah, a song can save a life, it's more than just a sound
It's the anchor in the storm, when there's no solid ground

(Outro)
No, you’re never truly alone
When the stereo's on...
Let the music take you home.

Sound That Saved Me

(Verse 1)
Don't leave the house. Don't go and screw it up.
If you're smoking weed, what do you need the sun for, my man?
Outside the door, it’s all just nonsense, all your fortune there will end.
Just go to the toilet, and right back in, again.

(Chorus)
Don't leave the house, don't hail a taxi, a frantic motor.
This space is a hallway, with a meter at the end.

(Verse 2)
If some beauty comes to visit, and she's crying at your door,
Don't make her a mistress, better to not undress her anymore.
Oh, don't leave the house, just pretend that you are sick.
Is there anything better in this world than a wall or a chair to stick?

(Chorus)
Don't leave the house, don't hail a taxi, a frantic motor.
This space is a hallway, with a meter at the end.

(Bridge)
You know there’s no point in leaving, you’ve already tasted it yourself.
You’ll just come back defeated, battered, and torn apart.

(Verse 3)
Don't leave the house. Go and dance all on your own.
And put a coat on naked Basanova, all alone.
The entrance smells of cabbage, some kind of oily mess.
Add a letter to the scrawled words, and you'll have something more or less.

(Verse 4)
Don't leave this room. Let the room understand,
Just how well its inner life fits with your own hand.
The essence told the form: You inherited a stranger. You're out of your mind.
What do you want outside? You'll walk out, but Paris you won't find.

(Outro)
Don't lose yourself! Be something no one's ever been.
Don't leave the house for outside. Find joy with all this furniture.
Cling to these walls like wallpaper, and just be still and quiet now.
Avoid all viruses and eros, all those cosmic races, somehow.

Don't Leave the House

(Verse 1)
We are elements, born of cosmic dust
With a destiny of repulsion or trust
We're drawn together, or pushed apart by force
Trapped in a rhythm, a timeless course

(Chorus)
Some chase a dream of a world so serene
Where absolute peace is the ultimate scene
Others embrace the madness, the fall
Believing in chaos, an end to it all
But a perfect stillness or a final fray
It's just a utopia, a beautiful display

(Verse 2)
The push and pull, a constant ballet
In the grand design, we forever sway
Like atoms clashing, or bonding so tight
A universal struggle, a day and night fight

(Chorus)
Some chase a dream of a world so serene
Where absolute peace is the ultimate scene
Others embrace the madness, the fall
Believing in chaos, an end to it all
But a perfect stillness or a final fray
It's just a utopia, a beautiful display

(Bridge)
There is no ending, no final state
Just an endless dance with a twist of fate
We are the tension, the ebb and the flow
The only constant is the pull we know

(Outro)
So let them dream their impossible dream
We'll live in the middle, caught in the stream
Of attraction and friction, a beautiful mess
Neither peace nor chaos, just endless progress.


Elements of Us

[Verse]
Got nowhere to go and no one to see
And I'm losin' my mind
It's startin' to feel
Like I'm talkin' to myself

[Chorus]
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck

[Verse 2]
Can't find any books I haven't read yet
And my bed feels more like a prison cell

[Chorus]
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck

[Bridge]
I'm all out of options
And I don't have a plan
And the minutes keep tickin' away
And I don't give a damn
And I think I've done everything I can

[Chorus]
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck
I'm bored as fuck

Bored As Fuck

[Verse]
Lights flash like a strobe in my brain
Can't find the off switch it's insane
Circuits buzz hum with a twist
Reality’s a remix I can’t resist

[Chorus]
Dubstep in my mind
It never stops
Bass drops harder than raindrops
Wub-wub-wub in my veins I find
I'm lost in the dubstep in my mind

[Verse 2]
Neon rivers flowing in my chest
Heartbeat syncs to a beat-infused quest
Static whispers secrets in code
Every thought an overload

[Chorus]
Dubstep in my mind
It never stops
Bass drops harder than raindrops
Wub-wub-wub in my veins I find
I'm lost in the dubstep in my mind

[Bridge]
Glitching reality pixel by pixel
Worlds collide it's all so visceral
Time warps bends
Rewinds
Rewrites
The drop explodes I’m alive tonight

[Chorus]
Dubstep in my mind
It never stops
Bass drops harder than raindrops
Wub-wub-wub in my veins I find
I'm lost in the dubstep in my mind

Dubstep in My Mind

Ignorance Is Bliss

Paracelsus 1835

Transgender Journey

Nocturnal Whispers

[Verse]
Circles on my ceiling spinning
Won't stop
Every step I take just leads me back to the drop
I tried to break it
But the code won’t crack
Feels like I'm running
But the world fights back

[Prechorus]
Hands on the clock
They mock my move
Every tick
Every tock
I lose my groove

[Chorus]
Stuck in the loop
Can't break free
Round and round
It's swallowing me
I scream
I shout
But it’s on repeat
Stuck in the loop
Same old beat

[Verse 2]
Thoughts like echoes
Bouncing off my mind
Every word I say
It rewinds
Rewinds
I chased the answer
But the trail went cold
The more I push
The tighter the hold

[Prechorus]
Time is a thief
It steals my air
Running in circles
Going nowhere

[Chorus]
Stuck in the loop
Can't break free
Round and round
It's swallowing me
I scream
I shout
But it’s on repeat
Stuck in the loop
Same old beat

Stuck in the Loop

Dance

Bounce

Loneliness

La Femme Parfaite (Grouvya! Remix)

Spaced out (Dubstep Version)

Sequences

Fight Club

(Verse 1)
They say God dictates the story
So I’m supposed to live in fear
Waiting for the threat and glory
Whispered softly in my ear
They say God is love and passion
But his love is defined by a spear
They say he’s in all of creation
But only his chosen men are here

(Verse 2)
They say God is the true beginning
But they keep the secret locked away
They say God himself is forgiving
But he only trusts what certain fathers say
They say God is the ruler of all things
With this idea, they dulled our sight
They say God is the glory that rings
But his witnesses never sleep at night

(Chorus)
And they tell me this is God
The master, the divine
What am I to do if I have no master?
What if this cross was never mine?
They say this is the bliss I’m chasing
The motor of all space and time
But where they shout his truth, the light is fading
And his will only speaks through their rhymes

(Verse 3)
They say God is the highest moral
And his choir sings the righteous part
They say God is the word from the gospel
From a writer who drank and fell apart
They say God is a shepherd to lead us
A messiah for the lost and weak
But it feels like he’s just here to bleed us
Through the only voice they let him speak

(Chorus)
And they tell me this is God
The master, the divine
What am I to do if I have no master?
What if this cross was never mine?
They say this is the bliss I’m chasing
The motor of all space and time
But where they shout his truth, the light is fading
And his will only speaks through their rhymes

(Bridge)
Oh, their Lord Jesus, on the donkey’s back
Why did they make you bear that heavy cross?
I wish I’d died when your heart felt the crack
Of the Roman spear, their gain and your loss
You rose up like a phoenix from the fire
But even then, they wouldn’t hear your sound
They turned your faith into a funeral pyre
With dogmas built on your most holy ground

(Outro)
They check the wound with their own hands
"Tell us, Jesus, does it hurt?"
Proud of your pain, across the lands
They still can't find you in the dirt
Will they ever let you rest?
Oh, their Lord Jesus
Will they ever let you rest?
Their God, their Jesus.


Shining Stars

AM I REAL?

Cult Of The Fallen

Apotheosis of the Abstraction

Eclectic Mess

[Verse 1]

I stand here, center of the storm, I can't look away, The impact hits, I barely see the damage day by day. Impulsive, chasing down a distant horizon line, Never found my stance, just a feeling of transience, always mine. I search for solid ground, but all I feel is constant flow, In the unison of grey, where others clearly see black and white's sharp glow.

[Pre-Chorus]

And I am the transition itself, the shift within the air, I won't even know it's finished, when I am no longer there. The greatest suffering, the greatest relief, they share one name, In this inevitable current we call life's flickering flame.

[Chorus]

It constantly moves toward an end, which is illusory and vast, Like the life that brought it forward, the moment will not last. When you die, you won't remember you've died anymore, Because consciousness is fatally broken, knocking on an empty door. And without the awareness, does existence truly exist at all? I don't even know my own name, waiting for the curtain call.

[Verse 2]

Maybe I'm just a simple nihilist, sinking in the dread, Lost in existential chaos, by invisible threads led. My own emotions pulled illogically, pulling me here and there, While I perceive the objects, hanging objectively in the air. Reality stands alone, without my mind to understand, It doesn't need opinion, it doesn't need the subject's hand.

[Bridge]

All that is perceived, all that is thought, is born within the soul, It originates from me, and therefore cannot be the whole. Perhaps I'd call myself the Subject, but even that word is flawed, It wouldn't be objective, by the cosmic law is barred. If consciousness defines the being, then I am me, it is true, But that's just a perspective, debatable for me and you.

[Chorus]

It constantly moves toward an end, which is illusory and vast, Like the life that brought it forward, the moment will not last. When you die, you won't remember you've died anymore, Because consciousness is fatally broken, knocking on an empty door. And without the awareness, does existence truly exist at all? I don't even know my own name, waiting for the curtain call.

[Outro / Echo]

I am the transition... I don't even know who I am... Is existence truly existing? (Center of the storm...)

Grouvya!

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