i survived something today and i’m proud of myself. listening to this is like a pain reliever￼.

a demo I recorded at like 2am in my room 
samples hospital by the modern lovers 
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I stole your pills 
just for the thrills
I don't know what's real

cause i made a deal
with the devil
now i'm on a different level
Am i evil

i wanna see you
you just want you pills
i walk up to you 
(woke up to you)
you're givin me chills

i really want you
but you just want your pills
so i swallow them all
and i fall and fall (fall and fall)

i fall and fall 
it doesnt matter
we’re floating in space 
look at my face (I'm a mistake)

I'm not real
and I don't matter
I'm a nihilist I guess 

(i cant stand what you do, i'm in love with your eyes)

pills/nihilism

another song about being lazy in my room

A hot spicy track also on spotify :) thank you for listening <3

Saudade

nightmares nightmares nightmares come
and nightmares nightmares nightmares go
and every time that i wake up i’m alway scared to show my face
around this place because the world seems so unsafe
and every time that i dream bad i’ll stay in my room just incase


nightmares nightmares nightmares come and nightmares night mares night mares go
and every time that i’m seeing bad, i always dream so fucking slow
and i’ll wake up so late at night, sweating hard, feeling so cold
look around the dark so anxiously, then back to sleep i go

and the nightmares nightmares come and the nightmares nightmares go
and i just want them to go away
won’t you let them know?
i can hardly sleep as it is
and then they come to screw my head
into some defective bulb
and 
here i am  

CBMC - ADULT NIGHTMARES

just a little collaborative album between 2 sad guys. please do listen. we love you.

slip from my head

Graveyardkid

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