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Born of secrets and floorboard creaks
Under ash that formed to expire
Twisted kneecaps a running relapse 
At swamps where a frog croaks of liars
Gnarled limbs of dead trees
Longing to embrace me
And comfort swims in stagnance of sin
As he pulls my shirt up higher

No trespassing signs line the forest side
Of rock walls built to procure
My wet shoes fill the ceramic grooves
As his aggression I must endure
The promise of some trading cards
The buds of his repugnant tongue
The craving of some attention
But it's not what I want

Oh I miss my home
Cut my wrists over every poem
Waiting to hear I'm sorry
The kingdom implored my departing

Returning faces and flakes of silent snow
Replaced speeches in passing
Hydrangeas blue from sulfur
A photo to remember for masses
Their souls inside wooden tombs
Necessity and lethargic
If I'd witnessed this iconoclastic image before
Well maybe I'd forgotten

Oh I miss my home
Cut my wrists over every poem
Waiting to hear I'm sorry
The kingdom implored my departing

My Departing

mind trapped in flesh
feel my distress
i cant hear you
i cant heal you

see me in dreams
its not the real me
waking up to nothing

open his eyes and hes smaller than anything hes ever known
floating in nothingness running from everything hes ever known
rip him away from the boy in the mirror he wants to be known
holding his insides they spill out so easy dont want them to go

holding softly
lose my senses
feels exhausting
conscious ended

slow decay 
this skin will change
but mind the same
as always

open her eyes and shes smaller than anything shes ever known
floating in nothingness running from everything shes ever known
rip her away from the girl in the mirror she wants to be known
holding her insides they spill out so easy dont want them to go

it unfolds

this is about a bisexual threesome in the backseat of a car and a boy realizes he's more interested in another boy than the girl hahahaha

prod. crcl!
lowered pitch & slowed vocals + instrumental

sex inside my car w/ crcl

support @wishing-music
https://wishing.bandcamp.com/track/emptiness-is-a-closet-full-of-your-old-clothes

when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch 
to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much 
and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar 
there was light trapped where the sun was 
this is harder than i thought 

i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing 
where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects 
i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body 
i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here 
i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag 
i saw your coat and i hate this 

this is harder than i thought

To Forget

wishing - emptiness is a closet full of your old clothes

i woke up and immediately saw the moon

Johnny Goth - soul without A shell (cover)

soul without a shell (SKURGY remix) (PROD. GHETTO WIZARD)

standing in the rain (feat. graveyardkid)

floating

Tell me how u feel (prod.bleu jetta)

the way you make me feel

i know my worth now so the lyrics don’t apply anymore but here's some late night thoughts 😸

lyrics:
you ruined all my favorite colors
you tainted the nights we spent together 
nothing is the same
my perception has changed
you ruined the way i look at myself

maybe if i had longer hair
or acted like i didn’t care at all
or maybe if i was conventional 
or maybe more predictable

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together

maybe if i took my pills 
or better yet, didn’t need them at all
maybe if i had “bigger boobs” or a “fat ass” to please you

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

you said i was enough
then you found someone else
now i’ve thrown away all your stuff
i wish i could’ve been enough 

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

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wow it’s been a year since i’ve posted??? i’ve written hella songs, i just haven’t got around to recording/posting. hopefully by the end of the year my ep will be out!2!1

the way you make me feel

Graveyardkid