RiverKinn
"Missfortune"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Misfortune
Feeling like I wasn't that important
I let the paranoia run its course and hopefully pass
I ain't really tryna force it
Misgiven
I recognize it wasn't my decision
I really need to get ahold of my addictions
Pour out the glass
Tryna better my position
Think of my condition
Changing
A mirror I don't want to see my face in
Got me nervous, walking circles like I'm pacing
With my heart racing, wasted
Face it, I hate this
Hopeless
Going blind to the way I can't focus
Throwing stones in a glass house broke it
Run from the past
Til I can't breathe, choking
Shit I can't cope with

And all I ever wanted was your love
But maybe I'm just not enough
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXXI

Missfortune

Producer Credits : Andy Sorenson & whxami

save yourself

GRADUATED**ROBITUSSINxDISSTRACK**

Silent calls

i hope you are feeling better [prod joshrefe]

drive this blade straight thru my heart [prod fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]

@lilhappylilsad @lonnellsuave

yt: https://youtu.be/OpDcCbe2WEA

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip
x2

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip

high all fucking night in a bathtub
what is this life i live
shiny silver blade in my right hand
i lay it on my wrist

just tell urself its fine
i tell myself im fine

all u mother fuckers got the best of me
cant believe u fuckin did this when u know im weak
since it hit me ive been tryin but i just cant sleep
since it hit me all the memories r on repeat

tryna figure out a way to breathe
couple ounces gone im off the weed
if u fuckin knew how bad ive been
wish u fuckin knew the pain im in

blood on me and i scream
drugs on me im a fiend
girl help me tryna deal
girl help me hit delete

no matter what they do
i will love u boo
just tell yourself its fine

no matter what i do
know i love u boo
i tell myself im fine

just tell urself its fine
i tell myself im fine

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip

high all fucking night in a bathtub
what is this life i live
shiny silver blade in my right hand
i lay it on my wrist

iTunes

bathtub (prod. lonnell suave)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

Single

memories  [prod by kuroime]

KEEPMYSECRETS - CRYING(INTHERAIN)

I stay by your picture when I'm stoned 

Deep October - 

@FatherFuneral

https://instagram.com/FatherFuneral

prod. @imissutelo , @darkskyparadox <3

deep october - make me forget (slowed + reverb)

Tightrope

https://www.instagram.com/isitmalloy

lyrics-
up for like 30 mins, then i sleep again
want to make this music 
but these lyrics never flowing in
i'm so motivated, but unmotivated i don't know 
what to do with my free time, my feelings uncontrollable

watch me rap, watch me sing
but i feel so inadequate
everybody telling me i'm sick, but i'm not having it
every flow is simple, every melody is kinda shit
every song is mixed like fucking garbage i can never fix

anything i put my mind  to falls apart quick
i feel cold, all alone in this rap shit
i have friends, but we never say a thing 
we don't talk for fucking weeks
i can't lie, i'm to blame but still
everything affects me like a train tearing me apart
no remorse, just the pain
like i'm causing everyone around me
i'm a bad friend, just ignore me
everyone should take a part in my destruction, feed me poison

i put nothing but my passion in my music
every word i've ever spoke is genuine
and fuck that stupid shit blatantly
copying other artists just to cop some cheese
you double teaming losers crying wolf
could never understand me,
fuck attention, look at me wishing
i didn't avoid ambitions 
pride is something that i wish i had
but i can't break the system
that i've constructed in my head to keep me dead inside
unhappy, even if i make it i can't be satisfied
i'm always angry, i'm always sad
my girlfriend is the reason that my heads attached
i wish i showed her more what she means to me
but sadly, i can't form a sentence that portrays it perfectly 
i'm stuck in a corrupted artist mindstate
i don't know if i should quit while i'm ahead or
continue on this path until i make the biggest fucking mistake 
of my life like slamming a giant glass door

up for like 30 mins, then i sleep again
want to make this music 
but these lyrics never flowing in
i'm so motivated, but unmotivated i don't know 
what to do with my free time, my feelings uncontrollable

watch me rap, watch me sing
but i feel so inadequate
everybody telling me i'm sick, but i'm not having it
every flow is simple, every melody is kinda shit
every song is mixed like fucking garbage i can never fix

Spotify!

glass door (prod. malloy)

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

MERCH AVAILABLE SOON
Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

KEEPMYSECRETS - CRYING(INTHERAIN)

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