with my deer friends <3

yes now it makes sense

crawling \\ w/ ranii & punkmisery

I promise i didn't know that the file I used was an instrumental cover of flutter by Julie

only recently found that out💀

flutter julie, flutter ur wings \\ prod. mauvia

I've been feeling like I could never do it better
In the back of ur mind I can feel u break a feather 
u keep telling me it's whatever
but I don't believe a single word u say
and I don't rlly care 
abt ur fate and mine and everyone arround 

cus u left it all at my place
and I keep finding all the memories that you left behind
so break the door down
and never come back

the sun doesn't rise above my head
and I keep staring of into rainy clouds
and trying way too hard to figure it all out
and I crave ur touch
but ion think I'm enough 
to be considered worthwhile
and I just wanna
crack a smile


eighty one \\ prod. mauvia

lyrics:

and I’ve got red all over my face >:[
cus something in my lungs doesn’t feel alright +_+
and I’ve been spewing blood call me sacred *<*
I’ve been reminiscing bout how the day went…

oh ur so talkative today ◦o◦
to voide the thing u don’t wanna hear me say :(

I rip at my skin till I scratch bones >:}
and I’m not too fond of talking until I feel at home :3
a safe environment that’s made out of trees ⊂(◉‿◉)つ
open and clear!!!
in this closed space I can’t BREATTTTTHHH :((((

babe I can’t create a thing out of nothing (⊙＿⊙')
I untether my skin •`_´•
but it’s still not enough :(
to rip the anchors out the ground….

red \\ prod. mauvia

and I walked 
myself back to that place
and I 
couldn't find my way
in this place where
shadows rule
all so hollow
in my room

I sit

patiently waiting for u
and I can't take u up and carry u on my shoulders
cus I'm not that strong myself
I could break off like the leaves in the wind
and I can barely catch myself within my body

why do you have to scream so loud

And I don't think

THAT WE COULD TAKE IT ALL DOWN
AND I'LL SCREAM AT YOU AND YOU SCREAM AT ME
I'M FACED WITH THEE
have you
CONSIDERED GIVING ME AN END
TO THE STORY THAT YOU NEVER
DARED TO FINISH

honestly, I don't like the sun that much (my eyes are hurting) \\ prod. mauvia

coverart by @mifabel.qt on ig

i heard that the trees fell its tragic
can u live ur live not that fast bitch
and I'm guessing
that to you im worthless
but I'm not all that

take my shit
and get you outta here
cus i can't save my thoughts
and pretend that you weren't here
your so stupid
and so contagious

i'm waiting for a change
my blood is boiling in hope for embrace

one 
TWO
three
FOUR

I'M BREAKING IN HALF AND SNAPPING THE PIECES
CAN'T STOP
u nvr come to visit
caffein
pumping through my arteries
YOUR SO DEAD TO ME
SHUT I'M TRYNA SAVE ENERGY
I'M THE BEST PART OF A TRILLOGY
so quiet
where did all the noise flee

you keep running back to me
like I'm some sort of majesty

I keep u close
right inside my closet
so hot
whatevr you do don't drop it
the beehive's outta bees

SUCK IT

your not the hot type
why don't you just drop it

18 screaming at a beat this shit no fun
take off the edge 
soon 19, 21

atleast I can make my parents proud
the deafening silence is way to loud

why you gotta fight it all
don't you have any other means to survive
(no)
empty your heart spill out ur guts
all in appreciation
for it is nvr enough

follow this path like a questline
BEAT EM UP
still nvr fine

sit in silence and refine my work
a smidge on a paper 
go ahead and call it artwork


YOUR DEFINING LOGIC I'M SO SICK OF IT
NON SENSE
I'll cut your ligament
better shout ur mouth

before I come and get it

bees in my stomache \\ prod. retrix49

chapter1_warboys (sewerperson cover)

what for \\ prod. pekarot

Wanted to test out the new sm58 i got :) also decided to record completely raw just a limiter on the the multitracks to controll them a bit.

i would throw my vape into a cornfield for you (Flight Patterns cover)

noticed that anon took everything down so if U want me to remove this song (in case U see it) let me know :)

also couldn't find original artwork
sry :(

shark boy meets lava girl (anon the mouse cover)

have you heard
that the house is coming down
and I'd be really glad
if we could stay and talk for a while

I noticed the cold seeping in
why do I have to defend myself against that
I'm not a grown up quite yet
and I don't wish to be 
Cus I don't want to be held responsible for every ailment in the world
I'd rather sit at home and watch the things change by themselves 

and I'm so sick
of wishing I
could provide more 
and I'm
a little ill
so would you
excuse if
I don't talk all that much
cus it really hurts

what was her name again

troubled mind covered ears (autumndropsdead cover)

watercolour (arm's length cover)

v quick 1 

istg im gonna do an original soon <3

that one william dafoe photo (empty parking lot cover)

U said that I look tired
and I'm so quick to judge
I'm not the smartest person
but I'll make due with what I have
and if that somehow
ends up driving us apart
I'll be really sorry 
that you believed in me

have you told your mom
how you really felt
cus I don't believe that shit
and your lying 
through your teeth

I'll break a sweat
and you don't think
that you should talk to me right now

I'm on the floor 
and I don't think
that I could get up on my own

could you lend me a hand
and I'll take it with gratitude 
you look forward to your life
and I hope you're doing well
while you're buried under the blanket
and you hide your face
for noone should see
you're miserable 
in this corpse you call your home

a song abt a person I once knew better \\ prod.  pekarot

wanted to tag in title but can't cus too many letters used :(


prod. sickboi!!!!




I spent so many nights trying to find a way back home
I've got sore legs and a hopeful smile and I fantasize about you at night
I'll end up with britle bones and set u on this ashen throne
I'll get so tired of this and I don't know how long I'll exist for you

and I've grown so tired of of your ideas 
they don't mean much to me whenever you're not here
like how you told me to stare at the stars and try to find something that's important to me
that's not who you are
I still remember you some nights and I still reminisce about that time
I have hollow eyes and not much behind them nowadays
I still try every night 
to find you in the stars
and they don't mean much to me 
but I still wonder where you are

I always wondered who you are
I don't believe I have time to figure that out right now
cus I'm nearing my end it's gonna be a tragic one
with string in my hands and I already done
I wish you the best
farewell for now 
you've won








I don't resent the people I write songs abt
I don't resent the event I write songs abt

im glad it happened and I'm glad for them to live happy ever after

maybe the eyes staring at me from the dark corner in my room aren't malevolent after all

on 10 (blckk cover)

NGL don't have a name yet 🙏 w/nello

an excerpt from the book I found in her room \\ prod. mauvia

finally a new 1 prod mauvia. oh how i've missed that

lyrics:
it's way to cold in here
I'll set aside all my fear

your parents aren't home yet
I really thought I was
but I've been lying to myself about little things

you bleed out way too fast
how should I have known
that you're hiding in the grass
pretty regressive don't you think

I wish I would have been
able to be
something else entirely

there's a corpse laying by the road
it's uncomfortably warm
could breath another day
but I've seen this all before

my friends told me I've been doing great \\ prod. mauvia

cavity (thoughts on bowling cover)

prod:
https://www.instagram.com/iwishtimemachinesexisted?igsh=dGwwOXZheTB0MWdn

tis but a scratch \\ prod. dj

discourse with the lion fox hybrid (newer sewerperson cover)

jinn (autumndropsdead cover)

duck, duck, goose (logan cover)

it aint alot but still

felt like I had to include the vocal cover bit since there is so little of them🙏

counting worms (knocked loose - vocal cover)

BOO! \\ prod. forzen

lyrics:

OK LIKE YOU STARTED THIS SHIT IDEK WHO TF YOU IS NEITHER DO I REALLY [AHHHHH} HIT ME UP TO TELL ME THAT A FRIEND IS DEAD ^^ 
oh thats so sad :(((
SWEAR TO GOD BITCH IS LOOKING FOR exCUSES JUST TO TEXT :vomit: FUCK IT I DON'T NEED HELL FUCKING CUNT I HAD ENOUGH 👎 GO AHEAD AND hitthatshitineedabreak icantellyoureallyfake TIME TO TALK ABOUT IT SINCE YOU NEVER WANTED TO BEFORE I THINK I CAUGHT A GOL(d)em ONE
A REAL FUCKING ????
GET ON YOUR LEGS AND BREAK THE BREAD LIKE ALLWAYS IM REVERTING TO OLD WAYS WHERE YOU COULDNT TELL ME SHIT
NOW YOU BEGGING FOR ATTENTION LIKE A LITTLE KID
like damn 
bouta have blood on my hands
better run lil bitch u ain't got no chance
GOD DAMN THIS A SLAUGHTER HOusE TRY AGAIN RUN YOUR FUCKING MOU"Z(ZU$"§I%I)BA(

had to make another part
just to hit the 1 minute mark
so i could post this to spotify aswell
hope you hear this and go to FUCKING hell

6ryson (residential. cover)

normcore 2006 (trsh cover)

the sky has fallen
yet you are still here
is it time for a rewind yet


grxves

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