pls put this on spotify, this song is the only reason I come back to soundcloud, its a hidden gem<33

u keep hitting ur brotha with bangers bro. when we gonna make a screamo together.💙🖤

i wonder if u still think of me because ur kinda all i think about feat. seejayxo (prod. metlast)

My account may get taken down, if you care to stay in touch when/if it does instgram - @not.a.fucking.hero
or discord link in bio

Lyrics:

Ive been walking paths i fucking hate that i still take
cause the grass is never greener
and the air asphyxiates 
i just need a way up out of here by car or fucking plane
id walk two hundred miles just to get out of my state

30 days in a month but it feels like fuckin 5
i'm not much for music theory 
studying 
i'd rather die
static flows and finding rhythms
changing words up on the fly
i wish i could do that perfectly
but im not gon waste my time
in a monotonish voice ill scream my thoughts out to the sky
itll send back waves and pulses common sense might just defy
and i'll hear em anyway cause im not earthly or alive
if life don't change up drastic 
i might snap with suicide

i can hear every key you sing thru microphone
even when its just ur screaming i breathe every note
i still feel the pain ur words that sear me take their toll
it hits me harder than anybody else could ever know

oh u cut ur fucking wrists
i don't fucking give a shit
i've tried to help you every night for fucking years now
so get attention dopamine from someone else now
if empathy is all u fuckin want from me
then ill block you everywhere 
n maybe i can rest in peace
im a fixer of your problems 
not a vent for minor things
and it pisses me right off that this is one way therapy

i think u know everything i would say
if i confronted you right now but i can't articulate
under pressure under influence but there's hella shit to say
but im sure u say those things yourself so this song goes out in vain

might get terminated, i'm going back to bed

as long as youre happy (prod. by graydawn)

This Week

much love to @weepingwolf & @iofmusic <3

[intro:]
i don't wanna lie, ya i know that you'll find out
baby don't cry, ya u know it'll work out

[hook: seejayxo]
(she said), i don't wanna lie, ya i know that you'll find out
(he said), baby don't cry, ya i know it'll work out
(she said), i don't wanna die, but i know that our times out
(he said), baby don't cry, ya i know it'll work out

[verse: weepingwolf]
he said, she said, that itll never work out
broke down, broken down, now i wont work now
my whole lifes a mess and im going berserk
i just need something to mfing work

well it worked for me
will it work for you
could we find something out now?
cus i know im crazy
know im crazy
know its all in my head

all in my head, i go to bed
wake up the next day and i need some rest
when will it end?
when will it end?
it will not end cus im cursed in the end
yeah im cursed in the end

follow wolf

he said, she said ft. weepingwolf (prod. IOF)

[+] i just need silence.
* prod by @misterperson *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

and every time
you think that you goin’ hold me back
swear to god i’ll spazz
that’s just goin be facts lil bitch
i’ma laugh, right in yo face
what do you say?
well that sounds nice
you do the most, well i do it twice
so i think it’s time, so i think it’s fine

i can’t fall asleep with silence
i feel like im dyin
suffocate my lungs with your eyelids
i think i’ll be fine bitch

they dap me up i just look in they face
i see the real and the fake
baby you minimum wage
i just been getting them plays
keep that mouth shut tight
sike, you talk alot for the likes
that’s where we differ in life
i just been getting real high

i just need silence
i’ll cover your eyelids
leave you dead in the dirt
got some blood on my shirt
feelin this hurt

spotify + apple music

silence

thx for listening <3

-- lyrics --

Lately I been rollin off my X pills...
Bad bitch wanna know how this shit feels...

Lost too many homies down this road
No one told me that I'd end up here alone
No one even callin or textin my phone
Now the walls are built and I'm the only one home
I be all in my zone
I'm hiigggghhh
Double X to the dome
And I take fligggggghhhht

Lately I been rollin off my X pills
Bad bitch wanna know how this shit feels
I give her a half, my drugs always the real deal
Pour another 4 we steady poppin them seals
Cocaine on the counter
My love I thought I found her
But I had to go around her
Still mixing all my uppers
With my downers...yeaaaa
But I'm not all that balanced
There's wine in my chalice
There's gas in the blunt
There's no way around this
I'm never sober
I never got closure
It's hard to fly
With this weight on my shoulders
It's over, I'm breaking thru
I think more about me than I do about you
I'm not searching for love
I'm searching for truth
I spill out my heart
When I'm up in this booth

Lost too many homies down this road
No one told me that I'd end up here alone
No one even callin or textin my phone
Now the walls are built and I'm the only one home
I be all in my zone
I'm hiigggghhh
Double X to the dome
And I take fligggggghhhht

Losing my mind never call my phone
Thought I wouldn't try but I'm here alone
I just wanna die, I don't wanna lie
Takin all these drugs just to feel something
Riiggghhhttt
Look me in the eeeyyyyeeees
Without you
I don't really wanna live without truth
I don't really wanna live without you
Numb the pain
I can really feel the rain
So deranged
Everything has really changed
Can't stand it when you lie
Can't mess with those times
Don't care if I'm right
I'm in a different lane
You know you miss my face at night
I can't remember any time
I'm not aligned...

Lost too many homies down this road
No one told me that I'd end up here alone
No one even callin or textin my phone
Now the walls are built and I'm the only one home
I be all in my zone
I'm hiigggghhh
Double X to the dome
And I take fligggggghhhht

Lately I been rollin off my X pills...
Bad bitch wanna know how this shit feels...
Lately I been rollin off my X pills...

--
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Nuisance (Prod. Deadspyro)

track 2 from the ep with sendflowrs and beecher

Spotify <3

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“produced” by me

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

and lately i’ve been worried that the only thing i love is slippin away from me,
don’t fall for me,
i try; i can’t fall asleep,
and i stress way too much these days i thought i was getting better
but in my heart i’ll be okay because i’ve firmed much stronger weather 
and i don’t feel any release when i write a song, i won’t lie
only time i feel okay, 
is when i’m holding on to a knife
and i wont ever put you down by running my mouth,
i’ll make sure that he regrets every sick word that he spouts 

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

release

nothing, nowhere - my bones (caspr flip)

Features/Booking:  GrxyIce@yahoo.com

Jersey

tears.

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