prod @luc3nt

(@gskyo)
going delusional
idk how to feel
its getting personal
no space for me to heal
these meds they slowly get worse
your presence haunts me
youre a whole other person
girl its unfair
im too scared
like do you rly care?
all you do is sit & stare
& when youre by my side
i get lost in your eyes
i wish time cld stop
so i wont waste all my life

day by day, its becoming a blur
im takin the pain
i know it dont work
the pills tht im takin
my body still aching
my memories fading
my mind is decaying

one chance, and i still didnt take it
i regret
cause i cant rly help it
all i wanted was everything to last
its over for me im too attached

(@itsevvie)
Im too attached, yea I miss u bad
High off LSD, yea I need some help
You’re still stuck in my system, I can’t let go
Stuck in my system, I need to know

Why, do I still try?
I did it all for u but that was a lie
All the shit u put me thru, all u do is make me cry
I’m still missin u baby, I need u by my side 

So lost without u I might just die
Obsessed with drugs that destroy my mind
U said, ”fuck u” then “fuck me”
Ur so important
I feel so lonely, need u to hold me

I had one chance and I still didn’t take it
I regret all the time that I’ve wasted
The time that I’ve wasted, come back girl I miss ya
I can’t lie that I hate this, this pain that I’m feelin

it gets worse +evvie (luc3nt)

@discerning pibble12 nuclear bomb who wins ?!?!?!??!

lyrics:
slowly fall apart
think its getting worse
its getting bad for my heart
dont know what to say
you left my heart on lock
your tears they water my roses
i face my fears
with your hand that im holding
cant be seen at all
hope my tears wont fall
how do i set down the load?
how do i cope on my own?
my own,
i cannot let you go
will you be safe for my sake?

these tears they fall down my face
the blood on my wrists
its all my mistake i know
been on the low
and im still so alone
and i know i cant rely on your love

no i can't rely
you got me so mesmerized
i cant even look at your eyes
theres nothing for me to do
i might go insane before i
slowly fall apart
think its getting worse
its getting bad for my heart
dont know what to say
you left my heart on lock
your tears they water my roses
i face my fears
with your hand that im holding
cant be seen at all
hope my tears wont fall
how do i set down the load?
how do i cope on my own?
my own,
i cannot let you go
will you be safe for my sake?

fall apart (yoake)

w @luc3nt :DD

last song ina while, im losin ideas :(

fixation +luc3nt (dreamboi & mamoru)

like why is everything so hard to understand?
got my head spinning round n round
cld nvr get out of my head
get out of my head
im scared to admit
of all of the things i committed
i think i need to catch my breath
got nowhere left to go
wna die instead

i hope u knw tht i tried
girl im craving ur touch like every time
when ur around
my voice gives out
ill be gone
ill be rotting in bed
i cant forget all the things tht u said to me

out my head prod violet

ty for 100 :)
@discerning
@tiramisyoon

give me time
ts feels like im wasting all my life
my life
think bout it every night
living a lie
it takes a toll cs i cnt rewind
back in time
way back to the start
bfor i loved u
way back bfor we fell apart
way back to my heart
wna fix it all
way back cs its all my fault

js give me a chance
wht is this feeling tht i dnt understand?
i need u to be here
am i asking too much
i want u to be near its not fair
girl i swear
i cnt do this on my own
so i write it in my diary
dnt be tired of me
rly got me thinkin tht its meant to be
meant to be
think ts isnt meant for me
meant for me

rewind prod wf & irony

@julianrogai
#two

i wna tell u sumn u dnt kno
i got dis feeling tht i cnt let go
do u wna kno why i end up alone?
its too much tht ive been thru
dnt evn kno wht i turned into
my boundaries theyre set low
gotta stop pretending now
its detrimental

its goin too far
n its makin my life too hard
think its hurting myself down the low
n it sucks but its smt tht i gotta soak up
go in circles n circles
theres smt in my brain n its lethal
i kno it traces back to the start
evr since u broke my heart

whn im alone i get scared 
will u pick the phone
will u stay by next to me
or will i be on my own
dnt evn kno wht for
will i live another day girl im not sure

i wna tell u sumn u dnt kno
i got dis feeling tht i cnt let go
do u wna kno why i end up alone?
its too much tht ive been thru
dnt evn kno wht i turned into
my boundaries theyre set low
gotta stop pretending now
its detrimental

isolate prod julian

@discerning
#two

all the voices in my head
im trying hard not to end it bad
stuck in time got nowhere to go
but my minds not holding me back
back back
itll be better down the road
as i try to let it go
theres too many things tht idk
i cnt explain tht
i still try my best but its like tht
shit
ion evn kno wht to say
got too many thoughts up in my brain
im wired in btch i feel like lain
im slowly rotting ill slowly decay
ill try my best not to run away

all the voices in my head cnt shut up
cnt go to sleep sleep why evn bother
im running outta luck
like it doesnt evn matter
im growin colder
do u evn see it as a bother?

ill comatose if i take anymore
idek wht to do
im js tryna make my wishes come true
oh wht wld i do without u
my mistakes i cnt undo
girl its over for me i knw

voices in my head prod irony #bandungboyz #two

@feelingsick
yes ik thts not how u pronounce unrequited

dont think ill be asleep by tonight
im lost in my thoughts i think i wna die
unrequited feelings tht i cant suffice
these feelings
im not gon lie
ive recently been harming myself
n im not calling for ur help
n im not healing
wht am i supposed to do w my feelings?

i dnt wna go back in time
back whn im suffering
cldnt tell by the signs at all
my world is ending as the sky falls
im losing my touch
check my vitals
damn i think im slowly destroying myself
n im not reaching out for help
its all my fault
im carrying the burden on my own

unrequited feelings prod pr37

i thought ft. luc3nt prod weslie & wf

@trackmeets
@kurchev

no lyrics cnt b bothered rn

do too much prod julian & kr24

beyond saving @r2s2d @m0ru

@ilyaml

as time goes by
will u be right there right by my side
know tht i make mistakes all of the time
as long as u accept me
girl thts just fine
i still cope on the daily
do u hear my call to save me?
save me
why do i still feel all the regret?
sleepless nights they all leave me to dread

how did it all go so far?
so far away
from my heart
its another day tears crying
find another way to hold my feelings down
back x2
its detrimental
i overthink im going mental
bad for my heart its something i cant handle
like im solving a riddle

its hopeless that im still trying
every day every night tears crying
im falling down
crumbling apart
im slowly dying
its all my fault girl ur right
ur right all along
ive always been in the wrong
ur the spotlight
thats why im singing song
its something i cant handle
isolate myself so u can settle

sleepless nights prod weslie

@overoveroverover
@sxnnai

sick of trying but ill fight
it js feels so damn right
cant let u die
noo
ill b there for u tnite
ill check my phone w no signal in sight
gone, away
set ur distance but ill still stay
is it fine if im still in ur life
i promise to keep u safe
ill sacrifice my time so u wont break

its okay
i wont make dumb mistakes
tired of playing all these games
it feels the same
i can admit its my fault
ur love wont reciprocate

ur tears they hurt me like poison
ill b close w ur hand tht im holding
i cnt wait for another day
find another way
js to keep u safe

sick of trying but ill fight
it js feels so damn right
cant let u die
noo
ill b there for u tnite
ill check my phone w no signal in sight
gone, away
set ur distance but ill still stay
is it fine if im still in ur life
i promise to keep u safe
ill sacrifice my time so u wont break

all my time
tht i gave up on u
im still tryna find out if its worth it all
girl i gave my all
can u tell me once if u cared at all
im fine if i dont regret
fine if i dnt mind the things u said
all the things in my head
as of late
ill make sure to keep it in my pace

it feels so right prod over & sennai

@decago

happy holidays no lyrics im lazy

will you prod decago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlOSBpCojaQ
@trackmeets @rpsu

theres something different
something wrong with me
girl i've been healing
i find it hard to leave you be (leave you be)
can't leave you be
girl wont you tell me
is there something wrong?
something you've been hiding all along

as the sun sets down
by the beach
i can hear the sounds
you're hard to reach
like a shining light
girl you're not for me
yeah i've been so lost
never felt so wrong before
girl you got my body sore

i've been so damn desperate for your touch
so desperate for your trust
i've always had this crush
i'm addicted
want you all to myself
girl i've been reminiscing
it feels so different
but i still won't call for help.

goodbye, as the time flies by
i'll go
never felt nothing like this before (before)
goodbye
as the time flies bye
goodbye x2

time flies by prod julian & adrien (mv in desc)

@xternalz @1kizuu @tores

@gskyo
in the hallways
you're a call away
i need you now
in my life
i need to see you now
before the night you're gone
you're gone
i need to hold you tight
before you're out of sight
girl you have my heart it feels so right
i think im going insane
need you by my side
i know i said i'm fine but it's affecting my life
it's hurting
heart aching
tossing & turning
no i can't take it no more
girl i'm begging and pleading
i'm out your door
don't want you leaving
my heart's been torn

@tores
i'm left all alone again
that's how it meant to be
i just wanna hear your voice
i just wanna see you
it's not easy to breath
it's not easy to live 

stay by my side like you used to say
connected hearts but so far away
i don't wanna lie it doesn't feel the same
without you here i'm going insane

the night ur gone prod xternalz & kizuu

@trackmeets @r2s2d #two
beat partially arranged by me

im torn apart
as it all goes wrong
my heart's out as i sing this song
still in my head but ik ur gone
it's bad for my heart girl its been so long
without uu im nothing
and yet i thought we had smt different
and our distance feels restless
i swear i'll give it up before it starts to get hopeless

i'll fix all my mistakes for u
for ur tears
i promise i'll be near
i promise i'll appear when u need me
girl i'll set u free
we were meant to be
but we fell apart
and it all got worse
thought i played my part
and i can't keep on going
i lost my composure

im torn apart
as it all goes wrong
my heart's out as i sing this song
still in my head but ik ur gone
it's bad for my heart girl its been so long
without uu im nothing
and yet i thought we had smt different
and our distance feels restless
i swear i'll give it up before it starts to get hopeless

something different prod julian & uzo

@yuikase

1, step 2, step thats all it takes
girl im reaching for ur heart
as i pray tht it wont break
3, step 4, step
were dancing all alone thru the night
it rly feels like ur mine
let all our hearts intertwine
ill take u out bfor it gets all boring
tell u how im feeling
ur presence gets me healing
hope u knoow..
ur someone special tht i cant let go

i might be out of reach but ill still listen to u
n thru the memories ill be there js for u
i want u close to me
want it all cs its true
want it all only uu
reach out my feelings to u
hold u close
ur love is so addicting
overdose
girl ive been reminiscing our moments
feels so sweet
i love it when ur so dependant on me
i want u to rely on me

ur special prod asagao

@w0kki

tried to tell u many times
but u still wont listen
put in all the effort
livin life like its fiction
promise ill see u another night
as long as its alright
as long as u hold me
hold me tight
swear to god its like a fantasy
thought u were the one for me
its all js a fallacy
wht else do u want frm me
ill be gone
im gone
nothing to give all i do is run

remember our arms wld touch
i regret i wont hold u once
i feel our disconnect frm us
miss all the times we wld lock our arms
swear im goin insane
swear we fell apart

listen prod w0kki

@discerning @coversoverme

girl dont u go away
u know its our story
girl dont uu go away
ill cherish all the days
all the memories r thru
yet i did it all for u
swear tht i will stay
girl ii
swear to god ill treat u right

when all the petals blossom
spring comes when i stay with u
flowers bloom when ur closer
look back to these times when im older
when the winter falls
ill show u that i cld do it all
and when we both grow old
ill stay by ur side

girl dont u go away
u know its our story
girl dont uu go away
ill cherish all the days
all the memories r thru
yet i did it all for u
swear tht i will stay
girl ii
swear to god ill treat u right

ill cherish u
ur my dearest
we'll live our life
as we pass thru time
ill hold ur hand
knowing that ull be mine
im so blessed
i know tht ull be there for me
it started with our story

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