its beautiful tonite .. 

lyrics:

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears
I don’t need a og my life the first one
Latinx model inside of my ferri belt
U could keep on going it’s never gon cum out
Maybe it’s a sign my other half is just myself 

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears
I don’t need a og my life the first one
Latinx model inside of my ferri belt
U could keep on going it’s never gon cum out
Maybe it’s a sign my other half is just myself 

I feel the crescent moon inside me and I start throwing up
All these symbol on top my body I start floating up
She seen both my shoulders blades break and turn to fluff
Bled my feathers out my back and starting growing up
Guided by the streetlights I could get home
I was 17 when I had tasted that venom
Ever since I’ve been chasing this refined numb
Talk to me when u can feel the same one

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears x2

the crescent moon ft tommyice (yung castor x max flynn)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
--------
you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

featuring @kennedysucks
prod. @blackwinterwells @taylor @sainttomorrow

lyrics
--------
we're just wasting time
sitting on these porch steps
feeling unimportant
vacant minds
cause nothings everlasting
hope is what i'm asking
for this time
i have trouble grasping
conceptual fasting
horrified
by the strangers sat in my head
telling me that i'm dead

the air that i breathe is heavy around me
& i feel like things are better without me
resort to the trees my chest fucking pounding
i smoke to perceive all that is surrounding
it's not what it seems it's hard to describe things
cause i cannot read beyond all these pipe dreams
i hope that you're free amidst all the high beams
and if my car passes i hope you find me

i feel like giving up (x6)

follow kennedyxoxo

true colors (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. blackwinterwells x taylor morgan X saint tomorrow)

prod. @tothegood

lyrics
--------
why does it always feel like everything is coming to a close
how could i know
i'll let these stories speak for me
inform me when i can let go
why is the sky always falling
i'm calling you in case you don't
i heard the end is approaching
and i've just been hoping
that these memories overthrow

and the weight of the words you've been saying will slowly seep in deconstructing my faith
defying gravity almost comes naturally when both your feet feel like they'll ricochet
off of the pavement we both could've made it but your mind is set to a sloping decay
thank god you're leaving cause i'm done believing a majority of the shit that you say

gone forever written on the wall
and i can hear you screaming things from down the hall
if i creep in quietly i'll save us all
in the midst of travesty i feel so small

kiss the lips of death in my endeavor
hollow out the eyes of my contender
trust your fight or flight in taking shelter
lie awake at night beside whoever
the air is cold but i don't really mind it
lost my mind in time i'm sure i'll find it
i don't like myself but it's whatever
cause i'm still tryna piece myself together

kiss the lips of death in my endeavor
hollow out the eyes of my contender
trust your fight or flight in taking shelter
lie awake at night beside whoever
the air is cold but i don't really mind it
lost my mind in time i'm sure i'll find it
i don't like myself but it's whatever
cause i'm still tryna piece myself together

follow tothegood

on the wall (prod. tothegood)

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

tThe last page of tThe worst book you'v e ever read. (eric godlow)

lyrics
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yeah we cruise through life
with our grip held tight
if only time could tell
cause our fears just might
collide with dreams we had
all these paths offline
if i could make more sense of things i like
regardless
i create what i feel inside
this thera-peutic place where my tears all dried
it's blissful seasons change & the time flies by
i always feel so strained and i don't know why
be honest
how many mother fuckers do what you do?
you got everything you want but ain't nobody got you
they're so amazed by the constant drops, the plays & the views
but i'm deranged, fucking insane, spittin my pain in the booth
it's a mad fucking world we chasin pennies & truth
can you believe i fucking made it dodged a box & a suit
i'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose
so imma chase away the pain with 40 ounces of booze

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

i burn a blunt & bridge the gap to what is left
i'm upset cause half my childhood was theft
it's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west
but i can't tell it cause i'm occupied by beds i overslept
in a second i'll feel fine, but in a minute i'm depressed
all these voices in my head been telling me what to do next
is there any fucking answers underneath the skin i'm dressed
in i always think about it till i say nah & forget
there's evil locked inside me but i don't know where it went
so i practice tying knots in case the thoughts inside my head
leave me manic watch me panic bout the past until i'm dead
all because some fucking loser touched my dick when i was ten
yeah they say men can't be raped but i'm a victim in the end
let it shake up my whole world until the day that i ascend
it's a blessing and a curse but what's worse is most men
do not open up about it till they start to comprehend
fuck

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

yeah we thrown in the ocean
deep end swimmin with a pocket full of potions
vices to commend the fallen ones that lost their focus
i'm a toy solider moving weight in slow motion
oh shit
i'm losing focus
how the fuck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches
you ain't been yourself & it's been noted by the hopeless
they look up to you & you've been stuck in a hypnosis
no sis
i ain't drunk that's bullshit
i've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road shit
i cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost shit
i don't like myself and i don't even think i'll post this
fuck another track about myself you probably know this
i can hardly breathe but you're too dense to even notice
is it a.d.d. or apathy of all i know
this year has been the worst for me but i don't like to boast
chyeaaahhh so

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

monday (prod. astoriablvd)

it's been ages since i've dropped a project & to be completely honest, i've been more than hesitant about releasing this, but it's my birthday today & i promised myself that i'd put this out. i really hope you enjoy it. thank you guys so fucking much for even taking the time outta your day to listen to anything i've created. this has been a passion for me for a while & to know that i can impact someone elses life through my craft is unbelievable. you guys have truly helped me get through so much & i promise, this is just the beginning. i love you

- guardin

ICED TEA (PROD. BY JF BEATS)

produced by why loner at https://twitter.com/why_loner

search search
fight like the greeks and the persians
u want merch
dont got enough of my earnings
i gotta soul search
maybe i live for a purpose
maybe worse
but fuck it im dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
i do not make enough earnings
maybe i live for a purpose
but fuck it dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
maybe i live for a purpose
fuck it i make enough earnings 
i guess am dying for certain

i blend in like im in camoulage
i walk around with no entourage
one of my boys wear a g shock
when i come up he gon get audemar

my mans still whippin a civic
saw the ghost he couldnt get it
i swear imma get u a lambourghini
u need to hear when u whip it

rolly is iced it dont look like it tickin
think im addicted to spinach
she look like emma watson
and she on my broom like its quidditch

i used to hit bed with no food in my stomach
and now i cant finish
im stable but i keep on waiting to plummet
im reaching my summit

fuck with my brain 
fuck with my brain
drugs drive me insane
im doing great
stay in ur lane
i dont need the fame
i dont wanna talk
but reporters hit me up anyway
id go to the mall
been i been up for like two nights and i aint looking great

looking rough
im not feeling great
havent ate nothing but a rice cake
bottom lip i got toothepaste
rock bottom bitch how the dirt taste
got candy bars how the words taste
take cheap shots like a cheap skate
my women look like lois lane 
her pussy sweet like a cheese cake

fuck it im dying for certain
i do not make enough earnings
maybe i live for a purpose
but fuck it dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
maybe i live for a purpose
fuck it i make enough earnings 
i guess am dying for certain

dying for certain (prod. why loner)

produced by ocean beats found at www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

lyrics:

come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done
fun
girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love
none
swear to god i went and met someone
got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun
girl its not fucking fun
picking up the pieces
tell me do u need me
do u wanna see me
do u want a sweater you could keep it when u leave me
i cant
keep it together 
this cold winter weather
has tricked me to feeling a way
i got nothing else left to say to you
forget my embrace

you could sleep at night
youll be alright
but i tore you open inside
bring raw emotion to life
he doesnt have what i have inside
and i know you know that i could treat u right
make u feel right
evanesence girl ill bring you to life

come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done
fun
girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love
none
swear to god i went and met someone
got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun
girl its not fucking fun
picking up the pieces

come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done
fun
girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love
none
swear to god i went and met someone
got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun
girl its not fucking fun
picking up the pieces
tell me do u need me
do u wanna see me
do u want a sweater you could keep it when u leave me
i cant

dnt leave me (prod. ocean)

mixed by @polearm
featuring @sewerperson
produced by @splashgvng and @irby314

tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral
tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral

i think ill be late to the grave at my own damn funeral
say what you say i know i act quite unusual
fake homies fake like they dont know that im on to them
its okay whatever bro cuz 
i was never fond of them
i just copped and popped out to LA
shot the shit and kicked it with my bae
told my brothers theres another way
now we been grinding time to fill the days
we been on the sun in outerspace
stress was melted
felt it drip away
i been on a hella different wave
i been on a hella different wave

sewerperson:
moonlight thru opening in the sun roof
it feel like one of these times where i just have to tell u i
love u
and i dont wait till the morning
and i dont wanna wait anymore like
tell me
how many of these nights u been alone u really happy
everything im feeling come back round to overlap me
i guess i just wanted u to know ion know what id do without ya
i guess i just wanted u to know i still been
selfish
sorry
i cant help it
promise
blacked out
i cant feel if im honest
can u tell me bout ur face cause i forgot it
since i pushed most those memories into my closet

tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral
tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral

selfish! ft. sewerperson (prod. irby)

lyrics:

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

rip off his face
god bless the day
spit flying out
dont try and mediate
baby can you tell me whats the new plan
we just gonna fight and then we fuck again
she gimme head gimme beak gimme toucan
i drink flames while i snort this beach sand
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

baby u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
u need more omega-3 its so good for you
u can talk to me in private girl im here for you
all these screens in ur room do shit for you
i dont wanna eat take a shit and take a piss for you
die young and you blame who was around for you
u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
baby u need more omega-3 its so good for you

i let her slap me
let her move me
i let her control me
baby ur my only
bruises on my eyelids compliment my green eyes
spoiler alert im sorry to say but everybody dies
but honestly im different and i dont know why
huh
huh
this the anthem
of our dirt
lemme uh
lemme speak on my time here on this earth
do not catch me when i fall
im good
i dont care but i wish i could
baby im fucked up feeling good
coughing up black im filled with soot

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

omega-3 (eric godlow)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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