sad junt.

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don't do it for them
do it for yourself maybe
disguising the truth
convincing myself they hate me
are you really there
or am i just talking to myself
i'll do it again
i'll stay up and watch the sunrise
on top of the shed
i wish i could stay here all night 
i don't understand
why is it always just like this

i miss drinking until 6am
with all of my friends
even ones i just met
hey owen i hope that you're listening man
you helped me get outta my bedroom again
i was on the verge of the end of it all
but nobody knew at all
and i wish that i could get stuck in the past
back before we started moving so fast
standing this still is a choice that won't last
and neither will we so i guess it's a wrap
from here i see this so clearly
at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings

(at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings x2)

i had everything mapped to a t
but everything here isn't quite as it seems
there's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
a permanent fix yeah i wanted to leave it
all behind me
cauterizing
the thread on my wings so i'm no longer flying
help
i'm trying to climb out this hell
but it's hard to talk when i lack
all the skills that i need to get outta my shell
i'm not scared to jump so just please don't come near me
when i hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you're hearing this

and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you hear me
and now i'm a ghost oh hello can you hear me

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mixed and mastered by me
shouts out to oliver lmao im trash

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Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

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flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

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//ごめんなさい//

lacuna

just breathe (feat. st. silver)

Don't Let Her (ft. guardin, xoaidangrimm)

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//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

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lyrics
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summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

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prod. by @4evrgone

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lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

suffer alone until you get a grip 
until the acid drips 
from your eyes to your lips 
find your way out of all the shit you cause 
you can not hit pause
this is your monologue 
and i don't really feel like
you get me so let me just fucking live life
my patience is wasted because i'm too nice
fake friends take advantage i know it's happened twice 
like
they don't really care 
i'm fully aware 
baby don't you dare 
i've been looking at the way you look at him you stare
i'm not throwing up i'm just in need of fucking air 

lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

i've been patient starting fires 
burning higher than before 
i've been patient growing tired 
of the lump that's in my throat

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useless (prod. by 4evr)

[prod. zeeky beats]

lofi and yes i know the guitar off key

They say that they wish they could write like i do
Im writing shit to get high to
You come up they act like they like you
They really despise you despite you wishing that you could die too

Swimming through the ash of things i dont think that i can let go
Let go
said id call you back a thousand times but i just stare at the phone
At the phone

Gone like the wind i go
Im gone like that chance that you had before i said no
Im gone like my mind when i stay awake after taking shit where i cant even read the name

So give me you x8

Give me a reason not to cry
give myself reasons not to try
You know i die inside then say im fine and everytime its the same type of lie

swimming

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//あなたは私に死んでいる//

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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

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9TAILS - Dont Leave Me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

dog in a cage

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

lyrics:

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

i just gotta let you know
im not here to take u home
woke up two calls on my phone
wish that they would leave me alone
but they never do
they never do that
i wish i
i could do that
i just cant let you go
hop out the sewer and take u home

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

pines break through the memories
late nights were her remedy
cold words thru her sharpened teeth
create deep wounds you imbed in me  
throwing heads in the wishing well
when shes this mad she could boil hell
i thought we would go together
but i guess i could go fuck myself
theres a time and a place
but she has no problem doing it here
he has his hands on top her waist
in the photos she cant share
and its truly a shame
i thought we could make it through the year at least
but this game you been playing is killing me
and im too low on energy

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

one time for old times ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

Memory inflicted scars 
U should go home before we get too close
and Every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what u think of most and I hate it here
blood in the sink I could barely think
spent a rack last night
blood in the sink i could barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money all i see is red
you could take what you want cause im almost dead
you could tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

coma (eric godlow)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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