The Upload - dec 4

disease

https://open.spotify.com/track/0lWX2OcwUDKCG857ouw21p?si=KA2KurlnTdG59u6wlZe64g

I'm over 
Getting older
I'm tired of this life
It's been a long night

Staying up all night smoking my cigarettes
Late night phone calls acting like you give a god damn
It's been a long nine years later I'm still waiting by my phone
Sleeping all day cause I'm working with another time zone
I'm tired of this life

Little Ms. Lead Me On
Play me like your favorite song
Tell me I'm the only one 
Even though you have someone 
Im tired of this life

Little Ms. Lead Me On
Little Ms. Lead Me On
I'm the one
<3

Tired

Hope you likey

Guitar by @wabievee

lyrics~
sarah I brought u a flower
made of paper I folded for hours
well it was pretty difficult
but if u don't like it its not ur fault

sarah I brought u an airplane
built from roses I hope thats not too lame
but if u wanna different one 
ill go back home and try to find some stuff

ill go home and find some stuff
until I find something good enough
ill go home and find some stuff
but good just aint good enough

so sarah I thought u were perfect
maybe Im just not the one
but if u wanna take a smoke outside
ill be waiting by the midnight sun

yeah maybe im a fool to be choking
oh baby its not that fun
but maybe theres a chance that you'll get up and wanna dance
and then well walk out to the sun

Sarah (ft. Wabie on guitar)

Sunburn

taking each day as it comes...today has been nice for me, most days i feel like a ghost and isolate myself from people. tryna do better. tryna be better.

lyrics:
feels like im in a grave 
when im sleeping in bed
i forgot to text you back
happy feels far away
but it all in my head
marijuana keep me calm enough to sleep
my mouth full of blood
burgundy 
i cant speak
this is everything
this is everything to me

journal entry  - 12:1:17, 8.06 PM

Chess

Baby I just want to make you mine

And I die for a bit of your time 

Oh love  You’ve got me enticed … enticed. 
           
                   
Baby you see my love is ever changing

Like the candle light that keeps melting

But that don't mean I'm over you

Like this rose I hold for you


Oh sweet girl you've made me blue 

Time and time again I feel out of tune

You wind me up and spin me round

Tear me up and tell me how
 
Baby I just want to make you mine

And I die for a bit of your time 

Oh love  You’ve got me enticed … enticed. 
           
Baby you see our time is of the essence 

Limited to your love and your affection 

Hoping that your trust would cut the tension

But I just feel this love as my addiction


I know you've  got it 

All work out 

But I keep falling out

And  you keep coming round


Got an antidote 

And she heals my soul

Well she breaks me down 

And she takes control 


Baby I just want to make you mine

And I die for a bit of your time 

Oh love  you've got me enticed … enticed

MALIBU

this will be on my next ep, or maybe a full length album who knows ???

The Upload - dec 4

guavacandy